"No One Ever Has to Know"

This is about my first experience as a bisexual guy.

This happened about 10 years ago when I was in my early 20s. I was studying interstate and living with a friend, but our lease was almost up and he was planning to move in with his girlfriend. I couldn't afford the rent on my own so I made the decision to look for somewhere else to live.

I eventually found a share room that was really close to Uni and relatively cheap, it was exactly what I was looking for and was surprised that it was still available.

When I looked at the room, they said that they wanted to be upfront and honest and let me know that they were a gay couple and they had been finding it hard to find a tenant. I suspect them being gay may have made some people feel uncomfortable and that's why they were struggling to find someone.

The room was just too good to refuse so I said I was really keen and I would take it. Once I moved in they were super respectful, considerate and not overly affectionate when I was around.

I'd overhead some noises here and there at night that I suspect was them having sex, but that was only one or two times.

As the weeks went on, we started talking more and getting more and more comfortable with each other. It reached the point where most nights I sat in the lounge room with them, watching TV and chatting.

Just a bit of info about them, Mark was older (late 40s) and his partner Scott was in his early 30s.

One night Mark asked me whether I had a girlfriend because they noticed that I hadn't brought anyone to the house. I explained that I had one, but we broke up about six months ago (it was a messy break-up). I said that I was just so busy juggling Uni and work that I wasn't really looking for anything at the moment and that's why I was single.

Scott then joked about me being single for six months and said hopefully you have a girl on the side as six months with no sex sounds like torture. He then joked that if I ever got really desperate that I just could always resort to getting Grindr, I joked back by saying that I wasn't at that point yet but who knows, I could eventually get there.

I only meant it as a joke and wasn't really being serious, however it prompted some questions from Mark. He started asking me whether I was bi or had ever thought about it and I said no, but added that I also wasn't turned off by it either (I wasn't completely honest with them because I had occasionally jerked off before to gay porn and knew that I was at least bi-curious). I said maybe In the right circumstances and if I was really horny and felt comfortable enough, who knows, I potentially could be tempted into it.

Fast forward a week or so and Scott casually jokes and asks me "So have you downloaded Grindr yet?". We all laughed, I said no and mentioned that I was joking about that as I would never actually put myself out there like that regardless of how horny I was. Scott then jokingly said you do know that if you're ever feeling really horny you can always come and knock on our door, I'm sure Mark and I can make some room for you in our bed.

I laughed, but I was shocked and didn't know what to say. Scott then said, you know we're just joking about this stuff, but honestly if you ever did feel like you wanted to try something we'd be open to doing as much or as little as you wanted to. He assured me that their house was a safe space and no one would ever find out anything that happened. I started to get that nervous feeling in my stomach and asked what happens if I have a panic attack and wanted to stop and they assured me that they wouldn't judge me either way.

Mark then said I can tell you're curious, but very nervous and that's natural, we've all felt like that at first. How about you just sit back and let Scott suck you and see if you enjoy it? If you freak out or don't enjoy it he'll just stop, no one is ever going to know and you might even find you really enjoy it.

My fight or flight started to kick in and I seriously thought about running but if I was ever going to experiment there was never going to be a better opportunity so I nervously said okay.

Scott got immediately on his knees and started caressing my cock through my jeans. I have to admit it felt good as it had been a while since someone (besides myself) had given my cock any attention. I felt myself starting to get hard then Scott's hands went to the button of my jeans,   Mark who was sitting next to me told me just to relax and enjoy it, even if you have to close your eyes to help you relax.

It felt like time stopped, I closed my eyes and it felt like an eternity from when Scott started removing my jeans and underwear to his mouth being on my cock. Scott started flicking his tongue and kissing my cock and Mark then said you're doing good,   just take a deep breath and relax and let us look after you. I felt myself getting harder and harder, Scott was teasing my cock with his tongue and I reached the stage where my nerves disappeared and I just wanted him to swallow my cock.

Once he started sucking the head of my cock I opened my eyes and looked down. The sight of seeing a guy with my cock in his mouth was just too much that I just let out a very loud groan and said "oh fuck". Mark said it sounds like you're enjoying it,   I had a feeling you would he's great with his mouth.

Scott then started to move further and further down my shaft until he was almost deep throating my whole cock, it's probably the best blow job I've ever had. Just when I thought my mind couldn't have been blown any more by what was happening, Mark then took over from Scott and Scott started telling me how nice my cock was and how much he was enjoying it, then out of nowhere he leant in and kissed me. By this stage my brain had completely disengaged and my cock was doing all the thinking and with Mark's mouth wrapped around my cock I got that lost in what was happening that I literally just shoved my tongue down Scott's throat and we passionately kissed like a couple of horny teenagers for at least a couple of minutes.

After we kissed, Scott then joined Mark sucking my cock. It was the first time I had ever had two people sucking my cock at the same time and it pretty much sent me over the edge. I said that I don't think I can hold it much longer and that seemed to just make them work my cock even harder and within about 30 seconds I told them that I was about to cum.

Scott then took over and continued sucking me until I came. It  had been a while and I could tell by how much my cock was throbbing that it was a really thick, heavy load. Scott pretty much kept his mouth on my cock the whole time and swallowed most of it, he then licked up the rest and kept sucking on my cock afterward which was a whole new experience.

I have to admit, my mind was blown and things got a little bit awkward afterwards. I think the reality of what just happened ended up hitting me like a hammer and I freaked out a bit. Mark and Scott reassured me that no one ever has to know and to just stop stressing about it. I think I enjoyed it more than I ever thought I would and panicked a bit.

They were very good and handled it well and assured me that this was just our secret and we didn't have to talk about it ever again if I didn't want to. They said that at the end of the day you were horny, you had some fun and we both really enjoyed it too so stop overthinking it.

They also offered that if I ever wanted to do something like that again or wanted to try more that they were open to it and their room was always open to me, there was no pressure and if I didn't want to that was completely fine too.

It took me a few weeks to process and get my head around what happened, but eventually curiosity got the better of me and I got up the courage to join them in bed.