Daddy's Good Girl - Variation 1

I guess writing these stories is my therapy. There's no way I could tell some therapist what I wanted with my father. What I still want. I'd probably be arrested or locked up or something. So I'm working out the regrets from the biggest mistake I've ever made... not doing what I desperately wanted to do with my dad when I could. But now it's too late, so I pour out my fantasies and desires in these stories.

As you'll see, there's one basic topic I write about, and you will find me exploring often similar scenarios in each entry with sometimes only slight differences and occasional duplications. They're not all even necessarily complete stories. Sexual daydreams are not required to be well organized. They're simply where my mind goes as I think back and regret the opportunities I missed because I was afraid. But I wanted! Boy, did I want! I remember when I found out what being a "good girl" meant. At first, I didn't know what to think. I was still fighting it, I guess. Except, as I thought about what I was learning, it became obvious to me what all that need in me was all about... why I got so obsessed with the idea of being my daddy's good girl.

I read lots of stuff about incest. Especially some of the comics, like "Oh, Daddy!" Terrible writing and story lines, but I could imagine being her! The idea of doing the things a good girl does with her daddy turned something on inside me. I felt nothing but "yes, daddy!" aching inside me. It was like a sudden understanding just ripped into me, making me feel deep inside me the need to be the girl my daddy wanted to fuck!

That's a huge kink for me. I desperately wanted my daddy to think I was fuckable! For him to want me like that. To make the first move so I wouldn't have to. It was weird how strong and fast it hit me when the whole idea of being a good girl filled my imagination. I always loved my daddy, but now, I understood with this new way of thinking about myself what my feelings had been telling me. God, I needed what being my daddy's "good girl" would give us both! I still do, daddy! And I'm so sorry I never told you any of this. But I can be timid, and I never had the courage to make any of this happen when my dad was around. And now he's not, and now it's too late.

Honestly, I don't know if I would have had the courage to get pregnant with my daddy. God knows I wanted to! But... god only knows how that could possibly have worked, with my mom still around! And also, everyone knows it's risky for a father and daughter to have a child together. There were pills to keep that from happening. Still, I don't know if I would have gone that far. I mean... my god! To be pregnant with my own daddy's baby! I still go nuts thinking about it, imagining my daddy's sperm wiggling frantically up deeper into me, finding my eggs. Who knows where the future might have gone. I think about that a lot. So.... I dunno...

This and other stories here labeled "variation" are not intended to necessarily be completely different from each other. Just vignettes of where I wanted to be in the moments when I was writing.

Mandatory disclaimer: I am a college student over the age of 18. All characters in my posts are also 18 or older.

Comments are welcome but please be kind. This is just me wishing my daddy was still here so I could say these things to him. It's just me trying to find a way to somehow channel the hurt and loss I feel for having been too dumb or scared or something to be truthful with him. Anyway, I hope you like what I'm trying to do here.

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I know you think you need to wear a condom, daddy, to prevent anything from... you know... happening... inside me... but maybe I don't want to be protected... against that. No, daddy, don't look like that! I'm not saying we have to do this, not right now, maybe. I mean, I know mommy's still here and all... but... just don't say never, OK?

But even if we don't get me pregnant, daddy, I can't stand the idea of feeling some stupid piece of rubber inside me, telling me "no!" Some piece of drugstore junk telling me I'm not allowed to receive the gift I've longed for! Some rubber thingy keeping your love for me all bottled up... like I don't deserve it or something! Especially at the very instant when I'm desperately milking you and needing you... and you're starting to cum... and it's ME making you cum!... when I'm proving to you what a good daughter I am... and I'm begging to be filled up inside!... when I'm begging you to pump and pump and fill up all the lonely, needy secret little places inside me that are aching and dying to receive and worship the magic erupting from your cock! The magic that created me! God, daddy! Please don't take me to the door of paradise and then slam it shut!!

You always promised me that you'd do anything for me, daddy! Well, I'm telling you what I want. How do you think I'll feel if you won't let me have what I most want in the whole world? That's what it would be like if you use a condom, daddy... like you're telling me I don't deserve the most beautiful gift I could ever imagine! I do deserve it, daddy! I do! You gave it to mommy! You filled her up! And I go nuts thinking about what that felt like to her when she closed her eyes and felt your cock stretching her open, penetrating deep up inside her, shooting your load into her. Imagine how awful it would be for me, daddy, at what might be the most beautiful moment of my life, if suddenly some piece of rubber stole the reward I've been longing for. Imagine all that sperm you've made, just for me!... sperm we both know wants to be in me, 'cause it was made for me! Not mommy! I love you more than mommy does! And anyway, you don't love her anymore! You said so! You told me you didn't! So, don't you see what that means, daddy? That means letting me have your cum would prove to me how much you love me!

As a girl, I'd be crushed if you wouldn't let me have the beautiful, natural fucking that nature intended, when I'd gratefully take your cock... and your hot, shimmery, magical gift spurting and claiming and warming my belly. When I feel you filling the emptiness inside me, the buzz in my veins, the longing to wrap my legs around you, to take your dick thrusts straight up into me. What it will be like as I cling to you and sob out my ecstasy, and you make me take everything you can drive into me, hard and deep, and I take it all, daddy... just like a good girl should!

Your balls are so heavy and full! I bet you can feel it, daddy... the need in your beautiful, bulging balls to give me my gift! I bet you can feel how much your cum needs a soft, loving, welcoming home! Imagine your sperm, swimming and dancing deeper and deeper into me. You know that's where you want it to be, daddy. That's where it's supposed to be, when a guy wants to show his love to the girl who could never love anyone but him. Your cum wants to be inside me! Don't tell it no, daddy!

I made a sacred vow to be the best daddy's good girl in the world, if you'll let me! If you won't let me have your cum. I'll feel like I've failed! Please don't do that to me, daddy! I don't think I can handle having some piece of rubber saying "No! You can't have it!" at the exact moment when I'm begging you to give me the only true proof that you love me! I couldn't bear it, daddy! I'd be miserable, like I'm being cheated out of the one thing I want most in the world! I'd probably be desperately sobbing and milking and begging you let your cum explode into me, and crying with sadness and frustration as your condom made sure I didn't get even one single drop of the gift that should be erupting deep up inside me! Is that what you want for me, daddy? Don't you want me to truly, deeply understand how much you love me?

I wanna feel every single thrust of your beautiful dick up through me! Your dick, daddy, not your condom! Coring me out, making me take everything!

Please don't wear a condom! I want it to be YOU I'm feeling inside me! I wanna feel it all! I wanna get the message loud and clear as your dick thrusts up into my soul hard and deep, and it starts throbbing and getting ready to start pumping me full, telling me that a special delivery is on its way, just for me, not for something with the name "Trojan" printed on it.

That's the kind of daughter you deserve, daddy... a grateful daughter who wants to give you everything mommy won't do for you!... the daddy's girl who doesn't want you to wear a condom... the good girl who WANTS to be filled with the proof of your love! Isn't that what a good girl like me deserves as her reward for loving you so much? Isn't a good fucking what a good girl like me deserves?

I know that girl, daddy. And I know you've caught her looking at you though my eyes... my pleading eyes. That girl who wants to be yours more than anything... who deep down in her soul wants to be the best little fuck bunny she can be. I know what that girl wants...'cause she lives deep inside of me. She's been aching inside me and needing you for so long! And she has loved you forever! Do you want that girl to come and live with you, daddy? Should I let her out? Do you want her the way she wants you? She'll be the best daughter ever, daddy... I promise!... if you'll let me be... her. Can I be her, daddy? Please? Let me be the daughter I wanna be! I can't wait to take load after load of your cum straight up into me like a good daddy's girl should! I love you, daddy! And maybe some day, I'll feel our child growing inside me...