Father and Son Express Their Love

I was up late, jacking off at my computer in my bedroom. I couldn't get enough of that gay porn, watching videos of guys cumming and fucking and kissing. The house was silent and dark. My sweet son had just turned 19. He had grown up into a handsome young man, a former high school wrestler who was always quiet and kind.

His mother died a year earlier and our loss brought us closer together. We felt we could talk to each other about anything.

I washed the lotion off my rock hard cock and put on my robe. I just couldn't wait any longer. I had to know about my sons sexuality. I wanted to know if he was like me. I was in kind of a frenzied state because I had gotten so horny, finding just the right masturbation videos and chatting with some of my favorite regular contacts.

I walked down the hall to his room. Inside, there were no lights on but moonlight shone through the window. I could see his shape in his bed.

I walked inside and sat on the edge of the bed, feeling my big cock throbbing under my robe.

"Hey," I whispered. "You awake?"

"Yeah, Dad," he said. He rolled over to look at me. "I was up late but I just got to bed. Haven't fallen asleep yet."

"Okay. Can I kiss you?" I asked.

"Sure, Dad."

I leaned down and kissed his lips. No tongue. But a warm kiss between a father and son. At first, I wasn't sure what to say.

"Are you on your computer a lot?" I asked.

"Yeah. All the time."

"Are you gaming?"

"Not gaming. I check out porn a lot. I can't resist that stuff, you know?"

"Yeah," I said. "I know exactly how you feel. I thought maybe I was addicted but now I don't care. It feels so good, I'm going to keep doing it."

He was quiet for a moment. Then he asked, "What kind of porn are you looking at? Do you masturbate?"

"Well, when your mother was here, I was checking out a lot of really hot porn of sexy guys fucking these slutty women. Lots of pornstars going at it. But I found myself focusing more and more on the men. I loved seeing those cocks in action. There was always a cumshot at the end and that made me cum, too."

"That's really hot, Dad. Mom knew?"

"She knew. Your mom and I loved each other a lot, but she had no sex drive. I have a really strong sex drive and she was okay with me stroking at the computer all the time. She wasn't too happy about it at first, but she accepted it. I kept it hidden as much as I could because I didn't want her to be upset."

He was quiet. I reached down into my robe and rubbed my swollen cockhead. I was oozing precum. I saw him move his arms under his blanket and I knew he was touching himself, just like me. It felt like a dream come true, father and son touching themselves together.

He asked, "Is it all gay porn now?"

"Yes. I love being a gay man. I love seeing men have sex. And I love all the hookups with different guys"

"Yeah. I kind of suspected."

"I know. What kind of porn have you been watching?"

"It's the same. I... well, I watch these videos of middle aged men jacking off. Then I found chatrooms where mature guys talk to younger guys. One guy persuaded me to call him up. You weren't home. I was kind of scared, but I called him and it was so intense. It made me crazy. We came a couple of times together."

"What did you talk about?"

"We both wanted to go down on each other. I've never sucked a man and I wanted it so bad. That fantasy made me unload cum all over my stomach. Then we talked about how he could play with my ass and teach me all about how amazing anal sex could be."

"Wow. I'm glad you're interested."

"It's been a fantasy of mine for a while. I've been craving that for years. He knew just what to say."

"Have you called him again?"

"Not yet. I want to."

"You should call him again and keep going. I have some regular guys I talk to on the phone. One is local and the others are in other states. We have a great time making each other cum."

"I didn't know you did all that."

"I've been doing it for years. I love it. Straight guys don't know how hot it can be when two men are pleasing each other."

I waited. Then I leaned down in the dark and kissed him again. I slid my tongue in his mouth and he eagerly accepted. I held him tight while we kissed. We both knew what was coming next.

I stood up and took off my robe. Precum dripped from the head.

"Have you ever had a cock in your mouth?" I asked.

He didn't say anything. He pulled the blanket back to reveal his naked body and his erect penis. He sat on the edge of the bed and took my cock into his mouth. I almost came. It was intense. He was so hungry, grabbing my asscheeks and pulling my dick in deeper. He started moaning like an animal, finally feeling what it's like to give head.

I remembered my early experiences with men and how taboo it was to crave sucking them off. He was giving in to that need.

I pulled my dick out of his mouth for a moment.

"More," he moaned.

I pushed him back on the bed, on his back, and positioned myself between his legs. I was on my knees in the moonlight with him, feeling the irrresistible hunger to suck him dry. I pushed his legs and apart and lowered my head, taking my son's throbbing dick into my mouth.

I bobbed my head for a few moments, savoring it. Then he let out a deep groan and started pumping semen down my throat. I was in heaven. His first time feeling a man give him head, for real this time. Not chatrooms or over the phone. I swallowed everything, pulled his legs apart wider, and licked his big balls. His scrotum was tight. I drooled on it and licked and felt his body shudder.

I got my hands behind his knees and lifted, pulling his knees back to his shoulders. I could see that sweet ass, ready for me. Honestly, if he said he was having second thoughts at that moment, it wouldn't have stopped me. I buried my face between his cheeks and proceeded to eat his ass.

I had trouble stopping. It was such a taboo move and it made me crazy. I quit and stroked his big dick, still hard and wet, and his body shook again.

"Oh dad...." he moaned and came again for me. I wouldn't have been able to come again so soon like that, but he was young and out of his mind with lust. More semen for me to lick, I thought, and I cleaned him up with my tongue.

I laid down on the bed next to him, touching my cock.

"I haven't unloaded yet," I said. "Do you want your dad's cum?"

He responded by rolling over, positioning his face over my cock, and jammed my full length into his mouth. He was coming alive, passionate and out of control. He gagged and kept going. I held his head and told him how much I loved him and how bad I needed him every night. I shot cum into his mouth and he tried to swallow it all. He got most of it.

"You'll swallow every drop next time," I said.

Breathing heavy, he kissed me deeply. We laid there naked, making out, feeling our mutual passion. After a while enjoying the afterglow, I started to fall asleep. He was tired, too, but insatiable. Half-asleep, I watched him get up from the bed, walk across the carpet, and sit down in front of his computer. He clicked a few times with the mouse and found a porn site he wanted. I drifted off while he searched some chatrooms, looking for his phone friend. He picked up the phone and dialed and then started whispering.

"Yeah, it's me," he said. "I need to talk to you. I finally explored those fantasies we've been talking about. I did it for real."

I drifted off to sleep then. I didn't know what happened until the next day when he told me everything. But that's another story, for another time.