Primal Feelings

Hey, it's me again, just your ordinary brown ethnic male continuing his musings on the sublime beauty of white women...

This time I would like to explore the primal intensity of sex with white women as a brown ethnic male. Now, I haven't been with many women, I'm no Casanova but the experiences I've had reveal a strange pattern that sets apart sex with white women as opposed to fellow women of color (WoC).

As I've said before, I am a whiteophile. To put it bluntly, just the glimpse of the lovely fair, white skin of a white woman is enough to get be rock hard. This just doesn't happen with WoC; they'd have to be showing far more of their bodies to elicit the same response. And when I embrace with a white woman in physical touch, the sight of my brown skin on her feminine, white and pinkishly translucent body sends me over the edge, practically turning me into a salivating and panting animal overcome with sheer lust.

The sight of a feminine, white hand grasping my darkly brown cock as she looks at me with those beautiful, deep-set icy blue eyes while I run my brown hands through her exquisitely soft red hair just makes an ethnic brown male man like myself feel more like a man.

There's something to be said of the primal quality and intensity of arousal when I'm with a white woman. The pale and delicate looks of white women elicit a primal, uncontrollable response in me that non-white women can't. As I've journaled elsewhere, white women have the most feminine features by far, on average, it seems to me. The palest/fairest pink skin with rosy complexions that get flushed easily. Narrow, delicate yet sharp facial features. The softest hair texture of any other women. Big blue/green eyes, etc. and long eyelashes. The most graceful physique, tending to have the widest hips relative to their waists. Also, I notice white women have the nicest feet with high arches.

Perhaps a (rather embarrassing) story will illustrate this best. Once upon a time, feeling guilty of my overwhelming preference for white women, I sought to branch out a little, so to speak. I went on dates with my fellow ethnic brown women. Well, one of those dates with a brown girl eventually progressed to bedroom shenanigans. Unfortunately, I actually had trouble getting hard and staying hard and I struggled to finish. I literally had to think about white girls and white pussy while I was fucking her in order to nut. She must have thought I was gay or something. But there's just something about white women that drive me crazy and I get way more aroused when I'm with a white girl. There's something about how feminine white girls are and that pale pink skin that makes me feel more primal and masculine than when I'm with a brown woman...

The reality is (and it's taken a lot of soul searching to simply accept this), I would rather be with an average white woman than a stunning woman of color. Not sure how to describe it but when I'm with a white woman, I get way more aroused and I have this primal urge to cum inside.

I notice that I unconsciously tend to thrust faster and deeper, in an almost animal-like way, when I'm with white women. Like, it's not something I can control or consciously do. I just have the natural feeling to pound white pussy way more thoroughly. My brown hips just start bucking uncontrollably and before I know it, I'm laying it into her feminine white softness. I don't get the same primal urge with women of color. With white women, my sexual psyche turns primal and almost animalistic.

There's a primal urge for my brown body to melt into the pale welcoming arms of a white girl. When I make love to a white woman, I have to be as close to her as possible in whatever position we are in even as I thrust away like some animal. I am hungry for the physical contact and visual contrasts created by the union of my brown masculinity and her pale and pink femininity. I have a desire, a NEED, to be close to a white woman as we make love.

In missionary, the feeling of being closely embraced by a white woman, with her white arms and alabaster legs wrapped around my wildly bucking and thrusting ethnic brown body is otherworldly, like I have gone to another realm. Only the pale white feminine softness of a white girl can elicit such an animal-like intensity from an ethnic male and as the ethnic male feels the apex of his almost beastial masculinity, so does the white woman enter into the apex of her receptive and nurturing femininity during their close and animalistic embrace.

When she's on top, I pull her in close; this time, I'll be the one wrapping my brown arms tightly around her pale body flushed with such a feminine pink rosiness due to our primal exertions. In doggystyle, I forgo the traditional position and nearly always transition to pronebone -- I need to pin her white body down with my brown ethnic body and love burying my face in her sweet-smelling and soft red hair as I continue thrusting deeply from behind.

As an added note, I find that white girls are more submissive when taking a frenzied pounding. Like, they subconsciously know how to and desire to let a man do his work.

A further nuance to this intensity is the subject of finishing -- the act of cumming inside a white woman as an ethnic brown male. There's something about white pussy that makes me never want to pull out. Thankfully (or maybe not), I haven't knocked up any white women yet. But I don't have the same intense urge when I'm with brown women. There's still that calm and levelheaded rationality of being aware that, 'this is just a bit of fun and I don't really want to impregnate you.' So it's easier to mind my Ps and Qs, wear a condom, since I'm not ready to be a dad.

But with white women that levelheaded composure tends to fade pretty quickly and the idea of breeding a pure-blooded European white woman becomes so tempting for a brown ethnic male like myself.

The pale skin and vibrantly colored hair and eyes of a white woman are signs of many things to a brown ethnic male but one in particular makes the desire to cum deeply into bare white pussy so tantalizing -- intuitively, based on these physical signs, I grasp that no dark-skinned, ethnic male throughout history has ever accomplished this with her bloodline. That if I were the first to put a mixed brown baby in her belly, I would be altering her pure European ancestry forever.