Watch Me Moan Pt. 01

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Note from Monarch:

I rub myself as I write. Touch yourself as you read. I am connecting to all who read this right now and I am sharing the energy from my clit as I'm rubbing and writing and as you are reading this. Do you feel it? Feel me right now as you read! Yes, that's right. I feel you too and all who are reading. I'm rubbing slowly so I can take it all in.

These are memories and dreams of a girl fed up with a perfect life. My urges took over.

Have yours taken over too?

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Dear diary,

You know I can't lie to you, you see everything. Here I write everything! I can't hold back with you!

I am so sorry I didn't write for a few days, I'll confess it all! I can't believe what's been happening! I know you can see me now. I feel so embarrassed but I can't stop thinking about it and I am afraid of my thoughts. Please help me! I can't think straight. I'm supposed to focus on college that is starting so soon!

I've worked so hard to focus, you know? But my mind is going crazy. Was it a dream? when I woke up at midnight, it happened exactly as I turned 18!

When I saw the silhouette in front of the window I just couldn't explain it. I was just too afraid before and now is all I think about. The silhouette was tall and seemed like a ghost but was in my room. I felt in danger but something started to feel so hot too between my legs, I can't explain it! I had to start subbing my skin. Maybe the only way I can explain it is that it was a vampire! I could see red eyes. I wanted the red eyes to see.

The more I pressed the better it felt. I could not stop! I didn't sleep, the entire night I was in some form of trance. I'm ashamed at how good it felt when I opened my legs with someone watching. It feels good to write it right now, the more I write the more relief I feel. I'll confess everything! I want to! I want to touch myself while he watches me again! I want someone to see me cum! I want it to happen so bad!

The next morning it got worse! You know my problem! It's been like this since I can remember! My nipples are way too sensitive, I can't help it! You know how bad I've struggled with that! I had to rub them and then pinch them and I felt a voice telling me to pinch them harder. I wanted someone to watch so desperately.

I had to take my bra off and ran to find that white old shirt I've washed so many times is thin enough to see the shadow of my nipples and the full shape when they get hard. The fabric felt so good I stopped in front of the mirror and rubbed them a little. My face looked so needy.

It felt amazing as the sun touched me. I felt the fabric rubbing when I went down a step and my nipples started to get harder. This guy was passing by and he licked his lips. I can't stop thinking about his disgusting face. He smiled like he was planning something and it scared me and made me wet at the same time. I let him look at my nipples.

I then went to a side street where I saw a bunch of perverts doing construction. The ones that I've written about before! I walked by them and their faces told me they wanted to rip the shirt off like animals. They were salivating and told me they wanted to suck on them and pinch them. I pretended I was angry but made my tits bounce extra hard and the nipples got extra hard. There was this guy who showed me his tongue and I can still hear the sound in my ears. He was panting like a dog.

When I got home I felt so needy. I had to sit in front of the mirror by my bed. I rubbed my nipples for so long until my best friend called and interrupted me. I lied when she asked me why I was panting like a puta. I told her I was working out. But there was a point in which I liked she was listening to me panting and I can't deny that I let a little moan out. "Mmmhmm Rico amiga" you know she is Latina. I used to hate her dirty jokes but this time it got me worse! She asked me to lift something heavier so I could pant louder and then she went quiet. I think she just wanted to listen. What is taking over my body? Why am I acting like this?

I'll tell you more tomorrow.

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