Fountain of Jealousy Ch. 02

Alex stared down at the beer cradled in his hands. He didn't look up; didn't engage. Bryant could tell something was wrong. Usually, Alex was talkative and inclusive. Now, he was so withdrawn that he seemed a specter of his past self. When Alex made his way to the kitchen for another bottle, Bryant followed. He found Alex staring at the empty counter next to the sink.

"Hey." Bryant said softly.

"Huh?" Alex shook himself out of the trance he was in. "Oh, hey."

"You okay?" Bryant asked.

"What? Yeah. Sure. Of course." Alex said, but Bryant was not convinced.

"You look like a ghost, dude." Bryant said bluntly. "Did something happen?"

"No." Alex said quickly as he went pale

"Alex, you know you can talk to me if something is going on." Bryant said gently.

"I-" Alex was cut off.

"What's taking so long?" James said, smiling, as he entered the kitchen.

Alex clammed up. "Nothing. Just getting another beer."

James nodded then watched as Alex grabbed another bottle before scurrying back to the living room. He then turned to Bryant and smiled as if nothing was wrong. Narrowing his eyes, Bryant looked at James.

"Dude, the fuck has your brother so spooked?" Bryant asked.

"I don't know what you're talking about." James said, seemingly genuinely confused. He grabbed two bottles of beer out of the fridge then handed one to Bryant. "Here. Let's go back to the group."

Alex was sitting on a pillow on the floor with everyone else seated around the coffee table which held a board game. He avoided looking at Bryant and James. Bryant was sure something was going on, but he couldn't figure out what. The rest of the game went well but with Alex still being withdrawn. Despite wanting to find an opening to talk to Alex again, James always found a way to interrupt or show up just in time for Alex to clam up and scamper away. At the end of the night, he was pushed out the door of the brothers' apartment with everyone else at the end of the night. Somehow, Bryant felt wrong for leaving Alex alone with James. James closed the door after his friends and then turned to Alex, his face immediately falling from the jovial smile he'd had on his face all night. Alex withered.

"What the fuck was that?" James asked angrily.

"What?" Alex averted his eyes.

"You know what." James said, closing the distance between them. "The mopey sad boy act."

"I'm not acting James." Alex said, irritated.

"Whatever. You wanted attention? Well, now you've got it." James said.

Alex stumbled back as James reached for him, but he wasn't fast enough. James grabbed him by the curly hair atop his head and dragged him toward the bathroom. Alex struggled, his fingers working at the tight grip James had on his hair as his feet slid against the floor.

"James, stop! Please stop!" Alex whined.

"Shut up." James said, pulling Alex into the bathroom then pushing him toward the shower. "Take off your clothes or don't, I don't care."

"What?" Alex's eyes went wide as James undid his jeans to reveal his half hard cock.

"I've been drinking all night." James said, as if it was obvious what was about to happen.

"No!" Alex gasped and darted toward the door. James easily captured him and then pushed Alex into the shower so that he fell into the tub. Alex grunted in pain but hurriedly scrambled to get his clothes off as James stepped up to the shower and aimed his cock at his younger brother. "Wait!"

Alex had only just managed to get his shirt and jeans out of the tub before he felt a splash of hot liquid hit his chest then stream down his belly to wet the boxers he was still trying to strip off. The scent of urine hit him and Alex's stomach churned. He felt it continue to stream down his body, conforming to his curves and running right down between his legs and thighs to soak his boxers. Alex glared up at James and his older brother grinned and splashed the stream of urine higher so it wet Alex's neck.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Alex nearly shouted. James laughed and stroked his cock a few times as he finished pissing on Alex. "Seriously, what's your problem!?"

"My problem is you Alex. You're still acting all pathetic and innocent. Wake up." James said.

"Fuck off!" Alex screamed. James again grabbed him by his hair and jerked him forward so he was facing his cock. "Wait! James! Stop!"

Ignoring Alex's pleas, James pressed his cock head against Alex's lips and smeared them with a drop of piss. James's next order was gruff. "Suck."

Alex looked up at his brother pleadingly but James only pressed his cock more firmly against his lips. Alex squeezed his eyes shut and opened his mouth. He tried not to focus on the musky salty taste that dissipated as he began to suckle the tip of James's cock. James groaned and thrust his hips forward, forcing more of his cock into Alex's mouth.

"Such a good cocksucking urinal." James said as he moved his fingers through Alex's short hair. He then cradled Alex's head and began to thrust into his mouth. Alex relaxed his jaw and just let it happen. He wanted this over with soon but James's thumb brushed gently against his cheek. "Open your eyes, baby boy."

Alex kept his eyes shut but sucked softly.

"I said open your fucking eyes." James growled as his fingers curled into Alex's air and pulled. Alex's eyes shot open and James smirked. "Good boy."

Alex's cunt clenched at the use of that phrase. He didn't want to, but he was getting aroused. James licked his lips and thrust his cock further into Alex's mouth. His eyes rolled back and he groaned as he held Alex's head down on his cock until he began to struggle against James's hold. James held him a moment longer then pulled back so that Alex could suck in a few breaths.

"Suck it right and I'll be gentle." James said cruelly.

Alex nodded then went back to sucking James's cock. He rolled his tongue around the head then rubbed it down James's shaft as he took more into his mouth. James bit his lip as he felt Alex eagerly suck and bob his head. He could feel a drip of drool slide down his balls and shuddered. Watching his prissy little brother suck his cock like this while soaked in his piss was everything James ever wanted.

Alex pressed his thighs together as he forced himself to gag on his big brother's cock. It was far too thick to get past the entrance to his throat and his jaw ached, but he knew that this wouldn't be over until James came. He looked up into James's eyes and felt shame and disgust mix with rage and arousal while he looked into those loving eyes that mocked him. Alex balled his fists and felt his nails dig into his palms. More than anything, he felt helpless. He looked up pathetically at James and James's eyes darkened with something Alex couldn't place. James grabbed Alex by the back of the head and roughly fucked into his mouth while Alex tried to suck. As James's thrusts grew erratic, Alex squeezed his eyes shut, flattened his tongue, and opened his throat for the coming flood. Hot cum rushed into the back of Alex's mouth and down his throat. He swallowed quickly, not wanting to know the taste of James's cum.

"Good fucking boy." James groaned.

Alex felt a shudder of pleasure run through him just as he swallowed the last of James's cum. James pulled out of Alex's mouth then slapped his face with his softening cock. He grinned as Alex opened his eyes wide and then glared at his brother. When James's face fell into a stony expression and he arched an eyebrow, Alex looked away; backing down from the unspoken challenge.

"Go ahead and shower." James said, turning away and zipping his pants.

Alex watched as James closed the door and he was left alone. For a moment, he just stared at the door before breaking down into tears. He didn't know why he cried. He was overwhelmed with emotions. Some he could name like the grief he felt for the loss of the brother he thought he knew. Others were vague and too shameful to even consider. Alex eventually stood and closed the shower curtain before turning the shower on and washing silently while trying to ignore the heat between his legs.

That night, Alex slept alone. He just had to survive one more day before the weekend would be over and he could pretend to go back to his normal life as if his brother wasn't raping him. When he woke up, he went through his morning routine and sat down for breakfast with James without saying a word. James seemed to watch him, but he didn't say anything. Alex wasn't sure if that made him feel better or worse. What was James supposed to say? Sorry? He wouldn't mean it and it was far too late for apologies.

Whether it was James's own guilt or just luck, Alex somehow managed to get through the day. He didn't know how. It seemed like every moment was excruciating and put him on edge and yet time moved by so quickly that Alex couldn't even remember what he had eaten for lunch-if he had eaten lunch.

"I-I'm going to bed." Alex said. He had been sitting with James on the couch watching some rerun on TV when he had finally worked up the nerve to say it.

"Yeah. Okay." James said, waving his hand in dismissal.

Alex nodded and quickly got up and went to his bedroom. He would have locked the door, but something told him that James would get in if he wanted to and would not be happy about the lock. Just like the two nights before, Alex slept fitfully. His dreams were a vague haze of sensations that peaked with the image of James's head between his legs. When he woke, Alex's t-dick was throbbing. He ignored the neediness he felt and hurried through his morning routine.

Thankfully, when Alex left his bedroom James was in the bathroom. He grabbed his usual energy drink and practically ran out of the apartment to the bus stop. Despite Alex having no memory of any of his classes, his notes seemed accurate as he reviewed them in a coffee shop while he stalled for time so he didn't have to return to the apartment. He groaned as he considered what would be waiting for him.

"Alex?" Bryant smiled as he walked from the counter to the back table Alex was seated at.

Alex looked up and felt his stomach drop. The last thing he needed was to run into one of James's friends; especially Bryant. He forced a smile onto his face then waved. Alex frantically searched for an excuse to leave, but Bryant was already sitting down across from him.

"Mind if I join you?" Bryant asked despite already sitting.

"Of course not. I'm just finishing up." Alex said, shutting his laptop.

"Cool. Cool." Bryant nodded and looked down into his coffee cup before he met Alex's eyes. "How are you?"

The question sounded friendly, but Alex could sense it was deeper than that. He looked away. "I'm fine."

"You didn't look great Saturday night." Bryant said. "Did you and James have a fight?"

"No." Alex said quickly. "Nothing like that."

Bryant frowned.

"Seriously. I'm fine. Good." Alex said.

"Okay." Bryant said, frowning.

"I've got to go. I'll see you around." Alex said. The need to get out of the conversation outweighed the worry that Bryant would think something was wrong. He quickly packed up his bag and rushed out of the coffee shop.

"Okay. Bye." Bryant said, staring after Alex as he left. "That's weird."

Bryant frowned as he considered what was going on. Both Alex and James were acting strange, but he couldn't figure it out. Not knowing what else to do, he pulled out his phone and dialed James. It took a moment, but eventually he answered.

"Hey, what's up?" James said, his tone short.

"Hey, uh, there's something I wanted to ask you." Bryant said. "I just ran into your brother. Is he okay?"

"What?" James snapped. "What did he say to you?"

"Nothing." Bryant said, taken aback by James's attitude. He had seemed so chill about it Saturday and now his attitude had completely turned around.

"Good." James muttered. He took a deep breath before asking the next question. "Why do you think something is wrong?"

"He's... I don't know. Like, traumatized? Nevermind. That sounds ridiculous." Bryant shook his head. "Just check in on him, okay?"

"Yeah. I will talk to him when he gets home." James said. It sounded almost angry to Bryant.

"Alright. Good. I'll talk to you again later." Bryant said, feeling even more uneasy after talking to James.

"Sure. Bye." James said, hanging up.

James glared at his phone and went back to pacing. He had expected Alex home over two hours ago and now he had found out that Alex had been talking to Bryant again. Bryant wouldn't stop digging. He was too curious for his own good and had a strong moral compass. If he were to find out about what James had done to Alex, then everything would explode.

Alex's keys jangled in the lock and he took a deep breath before opening the door. He kept his head down as he kicked off his shoes then dropped his bag. Already, he could hear James's footsteps storming from the kitchen to where Alex stood. James clenched then unclenched his fists.

"Where were you?" James asked.

"The coffee shop near school." Alex said.

"I expected you home over two hours ago." James growled.

"Sorry." Alex said.

"Who were you with?" James asked and Alex's eyes flicked up in surprise.

"No one." Alex said. James grabbed Alex by the wrist and began dragging him toward the back of the apartment. "James? James, what is going on?"

"Get on the fucking bed." James said as he pushed his younger brother into his own bedroom.

"James please." Alex begged but James wasn't backing down.

Hanging his head, Alex sat on the bed. James pointed at him. "Don't fucking move."

Alex nodded then swallowed hard as he watched James leave Alex's bedroom to go to his own. He heard James rummaging through his closet and felt his heart race. He didn't know what he was looking for but knew it couldn't be good. Alex's fears were confirmed when James returned to the bedroom with a neat bundle of rope. Alex thought he saw James slip something into his back pocket but he wasn't sure.

"Strip." James ordered.

Alex just stared at the rope. When James took a step toward him though, Alex began to take off his shirt with shaking hands. He could feel James's eyes on him as he pulled off his clothes. Without saying a word, James grabbed Alex's hands and began to tie his wrists together. When they were secured, James dragged Alex by his wrists up to the headboard where he secured them. When he was done, Alex was laying on his side with his thighs pressed together and legs brought up to his chest.

"Roll onto your belly." James ordered.

"You don't have to do this." Alex said. "James, you don't want to do this. You're my brother."

James slapped Alex's face. "Shut. Up."

Alex whimpered then turned away to roll onto his belly. The rope twisted and he gripped it with both hands in anticipation of James's next move. James licked his lips as he saw Alex's bare ass just begging to be spanked.

"Who were you with at the coffee shop?" James asked as he reached out and fondled Alex's ass cheek.

"I wasn't-" Alex squealed as James gripped his ass painfully. "I only ran into Bryant!"

"Why didn't you just say that?" James asked as he began to softly rub Alex's ass.

"I only talked to him for a minute." Alex said.

"That's too long." James frowned. Alex was silent. He wasn't sure why that would be a problem. James then moved behind Alex and knelt behind him on the bed. "I need to punish you."

"Wait." Alex said, twisting around to try and see James. James forced him back down by his shoulder. "James don't."

"You don't get to tell me what to do." James snarled.

Before Alex could beg for James to stop, he felt James's hands muscling his thighs apart just before James began to lick Alex's cunt. Alex gasped. He tried to buck his hips from left to right but James pinned his hips and slowly began to lick from his t-dick to his hole and then back before softly sucking Alex's t-dick.

"S-stop." Alex gasped as James moved his lips and tongue around his t-dick.

"Stop what?" James breathed Hot Air over Alex's bow sensitive cunt.

"Stop licking my cock!" Alex growled.

"Oh? Then maybe I'll move where I'm licking." James chuckled.

"Wait. No." Alex gasped then moaned as he felt the slick blunt intrusion of his brother's tongue into his front hole. Again, Alex moaned. "James."

James shuddered at the way Alex whined his name. He tongue fucked his little brother's hole until Alex was breathing heavily. Then, James pushed two fingers roughly into Alex causing the younger man to choke on his breath as he was suddenly filled. James's mouth didn't move far. He began to lick at Alex's tight asshole as he fingered him.

"James." Alex moaned. "Not there!"

"Mm. Yes, here." James said before pressing his tongue hard against Alex's asshole till it yielded slightly then clamped down on the tip of James's tongue as James buried his fingers deep inside of Alex.

"S-stop!" Alex gasped despite the way his hips were bucking back against James to take more of the penetration.

James chuckled before pulling back. He still fingered Alex, but his mouth was gone. Alex let out a shuddering sigh of relief even as his belly tightened. Then, he felt the cold dribble of a viscous liquid being poured over his asshole. Before Alex could get away, James's fingers slid out of him and he was pinned to the bed by James's hand on his lower back.

"Relax. I'm not going to fuck you here. Yet." James's dark chuckle was not reassuring.

Alex yelped as he felt some cold conical something pressing against his asshole. "James stop it!"

"Shh, you're okay." James said, his voice almost soft as he slowly pressed the metal butt plug into Alex's tight asshole. Though Alex resisted, James only rocked it slowly deeper and deeper till Alex gulped in a breath as it passed the furthest part then slid all the way inside of him. "Good boy."

Alex couldn't help himself. He shifted his hips from side to side and tried to press his thighs together, unaware of how his wiggling ass looked to his big brother. James groaned and lunged forward to press his clothed erection against Alex. Alex squealed as he felt James's rigid cock put pressure on the butt plug.

"I'll forgive you if you do something for me. Otherwise, I'll have to spank you." James said, almost equally tantalized by the thought of reddening Alex's ass as he was with the other option.

"What is it?" Alex asked timidly.

"Remember what I did Friday?" James asked.

Alex's mind immediately threw him back into that dark shower where James had first assaulted him. He swallowed hard then nodded. "I remember."

"I want to do that again." James said, shifting his cock so the head was now pressed against Alex's front entrance.

"You want to..." Alex couldn't say it.

James leaned over Alex and kissed the back of his neck before whispering in his ear. "I want you to let me piss in that pretty cunt of yours before I fuck you."

Alex was horrified. "What about the spanking?"

"Oh, if I spank you then I'll fuck your ass too." James said, knowing the empty threat would prompt Alex to choose the other option.

"No. Don't. The shower. Let's do that." Alex said quickly.

"Good choice." James said. Easily undoing the rope around the headboard, James also undid the binding around Alex's wrists before dropping the rope on the bed. He then pulled Alex up and toward the bathroom. "Come on."

Alex swallowed hard as he was again led to the bathroom. When inside, James closed and locked the door. Alex stepped into the shower, resigned to the fact he was about to be assaulted again. He looked up at James and frowned.

"Well?" James said expectantly.

"What?" Alex asked.

"Turn around and spread your legs." James said as if it was obvious.

Alex resisted the urge to roll his eyes. He turned around and leaned against the shower wall as he spread his thighs. James grinned. Alex waited as James stripped down and stepped into the shower behind Alex. James took his time appreciating the view.

"Spread your legs wider." James said. Alex obeyed. "Bend over a little further and arch your back."

Alex grit his teeth as he braced himself on the wall and lewdly stuck his ass out. He hated how there was a warm tingle there between his legs right where James was looking. Alex felt his body tighten in anticipation; an action which made him all the more conscious of the butt plug.

"Now ask for it." James said, stroking his cock. Alex was silent. James slapped his ass making him yelp. "Ask. For. It."

"James..." Alex said then took a deep breath. "Please p-pee... in... me."

James laughed. "Do better."

Shame burned across Alex's face and down his chest. He wanted to turn around and kick James in the balls. Before he could follow through on that thought, James was pulling on the butt plug.

"Do you want a spanking?" James asked.

"No!" Alex gasped, his hips following so that James didn't remove the plug. "Please! Please piss inside my cunt!"

James stopped pulling on the plug but made no other move. Alex's mind raced. He bit his lip then slid his hand down between his legs and spread his cunny open before begging. "Please big brother. Put me in my place. Piss inside me and mark your territory before fucking m-!"

Alex didn't get to finish before James had thrust his cock inside of Alex. Alex gasped and felt his cunt clamp down on James's cock. James gasped. "Oh my God you're so tight."

Alex tried to keep his breathing normal but he was so full and James was only halfway inside of him. James then began to rock his hips back and forth in slow little increments till Alex adjusted to his size. He felt so good on James's dick that James was tempted to just keep fucking him, but his bladder ached. He withdrew a little and shallowly fucked into his younger brother as he released his bladder and urine pooled inside of Alex's tight channel.

"Fuck. That's right, baby boy. Take it all." James groaned as he slipped his cock a little further into Alex. "Can you feel it?"

When Alex didn't answer, James pressed his hand down on Alex's lower belly. "Yes! I feel it."

"Mm... Good boy." James purred. "You've got such a tight little cunt. It feels so good."

Alex squeezed his eyes shut. Then, James pulled his cock out and let his urine gush out of Alex's cunt right onto his cock. He shuddered in pleasure, rubbing his cockhead slicked with piss against Alex's wet cunt. Alex felt mortified. It felt different this time and when James thrust back inside of him, Alex felt his insides again clamp down hard. He was so sensitive and felt like he was burning up inside. What was wrong with him?

"God. Fucking God. You fit me so well, it's like Mom and Dad made you just so you could be my little fuck doll." James groaned as he began to thrust in and out of Alex who couldn't believe the filthy words he was hearing.

James shifted position slightly and hit the edge of Alex's g-spot making the younger man gasp out. James smiled and readjusted so that he was now pummeling Alex's g-spot. Alex whined and moaned. "James. James stop. I-I'm going to... Oh fuck, James, I'm going to cum."

"Oh yeah?" James said mockingly. "Are you gonna cum on your big brother's dick again?"

"Yes." Alex said. It was a quiet gasp, but the admission broke him and Alex was eagerly moving his hips to take James's cock. He moaned out, louder this time. "Yes."

"Oh. Fuck." James groaned. He stopped moving his hips and watched as Alex fucked him on his own. He couldn't believe it. It was better than anything else. He was so close to cumming, but he needed to feel Alex cum on his cock. "Rub your cock and fuck me."

"Okay." Alex said, dazed. He began to stroke his little t-dick as he moved his hips up and down to take James's cock. James's restraint broke and he surged forward and began to fuck Alex without restraint. "O-oh! Oh. Fuck."

"Let me feel you cum." James growled.

Alex's eyes rolled back in his head as he came. His body trembled and the muscles of his belly perfectly milked James as he emptied his balls into Alex. Alex moaned as James's fingers dug into his hips and he thrust his cock in deep as it could go.

"Good boy." James said, out of breath.

"Thank you." Alex said, still somewhat dazed from the experience.

James grinned. He then kissed Alex's nape before pulling out and then looking down at Alex's puffy pink hole and the metal plug that filled his ass. Despite the nagging guilt he felt, James was getting everything he ever wanted. He slapped Alex's ass softly before stepping back.

"You can turn on the shower now." James said.

Alex still felt outside of himself as he let the cold water drain into the tub before turning on the shower head. A quick burst of cold water hit him before the spray quickly warmed. Alex let James wash him and tried to just not think about what had happened. He even let James dry him and then reposition him in front of the bathroom counter so he could finish his nightly routine.

"Come to my bed when you're done." James said, drying his hair.

Alex nodded. He watched James's reflection on the mirror as he left the bathroom then also finished in the bathroom. When he took out the plug, Alex was surprised at how small it was; clearly a starter plug. He cleaned it and then brought it with him into James's room. Not knowing what else to do with the offensive item, Alex set it on James's nightstand.

"Get into bed." James said. He put his hand on Alex's lower back and guided him to the bed. Alex laid down and stared at the wall as James curled against his back. "Try to sleep."

"Okay." Alex said softly. Eventually he dozed off.

When Alex woke, he was alone in James's bed. He rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling. Nothing felt real anymore. At this point, Alex wasn't sure how far James would push him. If James did keep pushing, would Alex break? What would happen then? He could run away or finally tell someone or, maybe, he'd end up just giving in.

"Hey, wake up. You've got class in an hour." James said as he stood in the doorway.

"Yeah yeah." Alex groaned. Dragging himself out of bed, Alex hurried through his morning routine.

"Hey, before you leave; do not talk to anyone about what happened and stop acting like a kicked puppy." James said.

Alex rolled his eyes. "Fine."

Running out of the apartment, Alex was nearly late to his first class. James's face dropped after Alex left. Now alone, his guilt and anxiety tore at him. He quietly got ready for work and then left the apartment.

**

Alex stopped in his tracks in the apartment hallway leading up to the door to the apartment he shared with James. Standing in front of the door was Bryant. Alex turned around, intending to avoid Bryant altogether. He didn't want a repeat of last night's punishment. Then, rapid footsteps caught up to him.

"Hey!" Bryant said, putting his hand on Alex's shoulder.

Alex silently cursed then turned around and smiled. "Hey."

"Where were you going?" Bryant asked. "Are you guys avoiding me?"

"No!" Alex shook his head. "I just remembered that I forgot to pick up some headache meds for James on my way home."

Bryant arched an eyebrow curiously. Then, Bryant looked up over Alex's shoulder and took a step back. "James?"

Alex froze.

"What are you doing here, Bryant?" James sounded angry. Alex immediately stared at the floor.

"I just wanted to check on you guys." Bryant said, clearly confused by the brothers' strange behavior. "What is going on?"

"Nothing." James said then turned his attention to Alex. "Go inside."

"Okay." Alex nodded and hurriedly scampered past Bryant so that he could unlock the door and slip into the apartment.

Bryant looked back at the now closed door then at James. "Dude, what is going on?"

James crossed his arms in front of his chest. "It is none of your business."

"I get that, but I'm your friend. I want to help. Alex is clearly spooked. You've been pissed off. Did something happen with your folks?" Bryant asked.

James sighed and shook his head. "You really aren't going to give up, are you?"

"Just let me know you guys are safe and I'll leave." Bryant said. He didn't know why he was pushing, just that something wasn't right.

"We're fine. You saw Alex. You see me. We. Are. Fine." James said.

"Okay. Fine." Bryant threw his hands up in defeat.

"Fine." James said, muscling past Bryant to get to the door which he slammed closed behind him. Alex was sitting on the couch looking scared. He was moving his hands in a nervous pattern. "Get over here!"

"James, I'm sorry. I didn't know he would be here. Really. I-" Alex scrambled for an explanation that would quell his brother's rage but was cut off as James spoke.

"Get on your fucking knees." James growled.

"Yeah. Okay. Okay." Alex said, wanting to do anything to appease him. He dropped to his knees before James and watched as his older brother pulled out his cock and shoved it in his face.

"Suck." James ordered and Alex obeyed.

Alex leaned forward and took the head of James's flaccid cock into his mouth and rolled his tongue around the tip before sucking softly. James groaned and his cock swelled in Alex's mouth. Squeezing his eyes shut, Alex focused on the task and not who was forcing him to do it. He built up more suction and bobbed his head as he took more of James's cock into his mouth until he couldn't fit any more and he was on the verge of gagging.

"Fuck." James moaned. Then, he heard the doorknob turn behind him. James smiled. He ran his fingers through Alex's hair and then gripped it firmly. "Good boy. You love my cock, don't you?"

At first Alex didn't respond. Then, James pulled his hair and made him gasp. "Mm!"

"What the fuck?" Bryant said, his eyes immediately taking in the sight of the two brothers even as his mind couldn't comprehend what he was seeing. Alex was frozen, his body not connecting with his brain as he tried to will himself up and away from the humiliating position but James was still using his mouth. James turned to Bryant and grinned.

"Has your curiosity been sated?" James asked, forcing his cock all the way into Alex's mouth and fully cutting off air supply till Alex was squirming and pulling at James's hands which were still tangled in his hair.

Alex began to drool, his vision turning into a dark tunnel as he was suffocated on his big brother's cock. Then, James was gone and Alex was sputtering on the floor trying to catch his breath as feeling returned to his body with a tingling in his extremities and tongue. As he looked up, Alex saw Bryant looming over James as James held his cheek and laughed. Bryant's fists were balled and his shoulders shook.

"What the fuck James? What the actual fuck were you doing?" Bryant nearly shouted. James just smirked. Bryant grabbed the front of James's shirt and pulled him up so that they were face to face. "Fucking answer me."

"Stop it!" Alex said, finally getting to his feet.

"What?" Bryant turned to face Alex.

"Just stop it, okay?" Alex said, tears welling in his eyes.

Bryant's grip on James slipped enough that James was able to push free. Bryant stared at Alex. "What the fuck did he do to you? Why are you defending him?"

"I'm not." Alex said.

"You're not?" James said smugly.

"Tell me you didn't want this." Bryant said in disbelief. Alex bit his lip. He could admit that this was never his choice but then what would happen to James? Alex looked at Bryant then at James who was smiling at him. He opened his mouth but no sound would come out. Eventually, Alex lowered his head. "Alex?"

"Go ahead and tell him Alex." James said, a malicious twinkle in his eye.

"I wanted it." Alex said, nearly choking on the lie.

"What the fuck?" Bryant said. He glanced between the brothers then recoiled. "You're fucking freaks."

James shrugged. "Whatever. Now, get the fuck out of our apartment."

"Gladly." Bryant said, leaving quickly and slamming the door behind him. They'd no-doubt receive a noise complaint later.

"Good riddance." James mumbled. Then, he heard sniffling. "Alex?"

"Why did you make me say that shit?" Alex asked, voice cracking. He rubbed at his teary eyes with his hands.

"Shit." James mumbled. Then, he walked over to Alex and hugged him tight as Alex fought against the coming onslaught of tears. Alex cried harder than he had that first night James had raped him. Now, he was finally crumbling. Still, James held him. "Shh. It's okay. It's okay."

Alex shook his head. "It's not okay."

"It will be okay." James said and kissed the top of Alex's head. Alex sniffled. He hated how James's support felt good. His brother had always been there for him and he still was even after everything that had happened. James was still Alex's lone pillar of support. He hugged James back and cried. "It will be okay, baby boy. I promise."

Alex nodded but the tears kept streaming down his face. James tilted Alex's head up by his chin then kissed him softly. Alex blinked, stunned for a moment. Then, he kissed back. Something within Alex that had broken had reshaped upon the foundation that James would always be there for Alex. It was a little twisted, but it was strong. Now, as Alex kissed James, he just wanted the former bad feelings to go away. He wanted to feel good.

"Come with me." James said softly before taking hold of Alex's hand. Alex nodded and let his older brother pull him back to his bedroom.

When they were inside James's bedroom, James pulled Alex to him and kissed him again. This time it was deeper and Alex willingly opened his mouth so that James could push his tongue inside. Alex sucked it pliantly. James groaned then led Alex to the bed and pushed him down on it.

"James?" Alex asked as he looked up at his brother.

As James looked down at his teary-eyed little brother with his lips pink from kissing, James couldn't help but think that Alex was beautiful-beautiful and his. James joined Alex on the bed and pushed him down so they could resume their kiss. It didn't take long for James to begin undressing Alex, only breaking the kiss to take off his shirt. Again, James looked at his brother and felt the twisted thorny vines around his heart loosen just enough to let it bleed. It was an aching soreness that he had longed to feel. What was it? Love?

James had loved Alex from the moment he had been brought home from the hospital. It was pure then, not twisted as it was now. Somewhere over the years was when those strange vines began to grow and strangle James's heart turning it dark with jealousy. Now, it was healing because, somewhere deep inside, James was finally admitting that beneath the pain was love. It had always been love.

"Alex..." James swallowed hard.

"Yeah?" Alex looked up into James's eyes and, for the first time in several days, there was no fear.

"I love you." James said, nearly choking as he admitted it.

"I love you too." Alex said automatically.

"No, you don't understand. Alex, I love you." James said.

Alex's eyes went wide. He looked away. Then, Alex bit his lip. He didn't know what to say to such an admission. It was wrong. Taboo. Incestuous. Still, Alex couldn't deny the way it made his stomach flutter to hear such a direct confession. Alex opened his mouth to say something, he didn't know what, but then James kissed him. It was hard and ravenous and took Alex's breath away.

"Please, tell me you still love me after everything." James said, his voice soft and pleading.

"James, I do. I will love you no matter what." Alex said.

James rested his forehead on his brother's shoulder and felt a hot sting in his eyes as he tried to hold back tears. His next words were spoken in a whisper. "I'm sorry, Alex. I'm so sorry, but I can't stop."

Alex swallowed hard then stared up at the ceiling. He wrapped his arms around his brother and sighed. Alex wasn't sure what to say. He didn't know what he wanted now. Alex just wanted James to stay by his side because he wasn't sure anyone else would now that their secret was out and Bryant knew.

"I'll still love you." Alex said softly.

"Are you saying I can keep using you?" James said, his lips moving from Alex's shoulder up to his ear. "If you say yes, I'll make you cum."

"James!" Alex gasped and turned his head away.

"Well?" James asked as he moved his hand down to Alex's belly.

Alex bit his lip. "Yes."

"Say please." James said.

Alex rolled his eyes but said it anyway. "Please, James."

James smiled and pressed a kiss into Alex's ear. "Good boy."

Alex's stomach involuntarily tightened at that phrase. He bit his lip as James began a trail of kisses down his body. Alex closed his eyes and let his brother slowly kiss his way down Alex's belly toward his cunt. He spread his legs for James as James's hands brushed up his inner thighs. James smiled as he dropped his mouth down to Alex's t-dick and sucked it into his mouth. Though it was small for a cock, James could still feel the tiny stiff member get harder as it swelled with blood. James rolled his tongue over the hard nub and then began to suck it again.

"James." Alex gasped and James felt elation fill his body at hearing his name sound like that coming from his little brother's lips.

"Keep saying my name." James said before delving lower to lick and suck Alex's swollen pussy lips before greedily shoving his tongue inside of his little brother.

"Yes." Alex gasped, his back arching as he spread his legs further. James's tongue pushed deeper and Alex moaned. "James.

James groaned as he shoved his face further into his little brother's slick flesh. His hand reached down and withdrew his cock so he could stroke it as he licked Alex. Alex's thighs tensed against James's face and James moved his attention back up to Alex's t-dick as his free hand moved to his hole and pushed two fingers into his slick opening. Alex moaned and began bucking his hips.

"James!" Alex gasped. "Fuck, James, I'm going to cum."

James sucked Alex's t-dick and then rolled his tongue around it sending Alex into orgasmic convulsions that gripped his fingers. Alex bit his lip, eyes rolled back, as he came. James gave his brother's t-dick a last kiss before pulling away just long enough to readjust so that his cock was aligned with Alex's tight wet hole that was perfectly ready for him.

"James." Alex said, eyes heavy-lidded and lips pouting. His face was flushed. "Will you kiss me?"

James smiled then nodded. "Of course."

Alex closed his eyes as his hands slid over James's shoulders as James leaned down and kissed Alex softly before thrusting forward and burying his cock deep inside of his little brother. Alex moaned into the kiss as his nails dug into James's back. He didn't even care that the kiss tasted like himself. James groaned as he was surrounded by Alex's sinfully perfect insides yet again.

As James sped his thrusts, Alex began to gasp and whine into the kiss; such sweet noises. James wanted to never stop hearing it or feeling it. From the moment James had crossed the line, he knew he'd never be able to stop. Then, James shifted position to lift and spread Alex's legs by hooking his hands beneath Alex's thighs. Alex's gasps rose in pitch and were now coming out with every in-thrust as his big brother pummeled his cervix. He dropped his hands to the bed and gripped the sheets as his belly tightened with his impending orgasm.

"Will you cum for me again, Alex?" James asked. He said Alex's name reverentially, as if he still couldn't believe he was sinking his cock into his little brother's pussy. Alex nodded then moaned as James bottomed out inside of him and shifted his hips to stir Alex's insides with his cock. "Say it."

"James, I'm going to cum." Alex said, breathing heavily as James held himself deep inside of Alex.

"Good boy." James cooed before again pummeling Alex into the mattress. Alex was quickly rising to his peak, then James dropped his left leg and began to stroke his t-dick. "Cum for me."

Alex's cunt clamped down on James's cock and he was sent over the edge into a climax that milked his cock. James shuddered as he shoved himself as deep as possible before emptying his balls into his little brother's cunt. James looked down at Alex and was surprised when Alex pulled James to him and began to kiss his older brother with an intensity that surprised him. James quickly adjusted and kissed Alex back. It seemed as if now that Alex and James had broken down some of the walls separating them, Alex was needy for affection and reassurance.

"Alex." James said softly as he pulled away just to pull Alex into his arms. "It's okay. I'm not going anywhere."

"Promise?" Alex said, voice small.

"I promise." James said then kissed Alex again for a long time before they fell asleep in each other's arms.