Thank You and A Little About Me

Hello all,

I just wanted to say thank you for all the likes, favorites, comments and follows. It is truly amazing to see how much support my stories has gotten over the years. As I have grown, I realized my over use of exclamation points in my earlier story and for which, I am sorry. I see how annoying it can be now but somehow you all gritted through it and got through my stories. Thank you!

I know it's been a while since I've published anything but I truly want to get back into writing and give all of my followers some new material to read.

I guess you all can blame my new husband for me not writing as much anymore because now I'm not just writing about doing all the naughty things, I'm actually doing them.

When I first started writing I was at the end of a failing sexless marriage. There was alot of mental abuse and body shaming. I starting writing as a way to get away, be someone else, be free and careless and maybe even experience emotion through my characters.

My exhusband was very conservative, even when things were hot and heavy between us, so my desires for rougher explorations went unsatisfied. I was unable to explore my Daddy kink and truly unable to explore anything other than boring, planned, missionary, doggy or cowgirl.

I've always liked the idea of being roughed up a bit, choked, slapped, being held down and fucked until I came over and over again until I'm begging for mercy. I loved the thought of punishment and the thought of being spoken to in a stern angry voice. It just made me melt but I was never going to experience that... or so I thought.

At that point in my life, I accepted my partners view on my body, I accepted it was hard for him to want to have sex with me, after all, I looked nothing like the girls in the pornos that he watched or the girls that he was talking to online.

He would comment on my body almost everyday, tell me to eat healthier, exercise more and judge me for getting seconds or even getting dessert at a restaurant, all while he's stuffing his face with beer, energy drinks, pizza and snacks all day long.

There were countless nights that I got turned down, told "not until you start showing some effort." or there were nights he wouldn't be able to get hard at all.

I cried silently for many nights but he had me convinced I would never be able to make it on my own without him. I would never find anyone else that would love me, let alone want to fuck me.

He reassured me that he loved me and was saying and doing these things for us. He wanted a healthier version or me not necessarily a skinner version, yeah right...

Im not sure if I was just too loyal to cheat or if I truly believed noone else would want me so I turned to story writing as a way to get a little release and explore my fantasies and kinks. At that time I really wanted to explore the daddy kink however I was shut down repeatedly. I wanted things a little rougher but was met with, "I don't want to hurt you" (I just rolled my eyes as I'm typing that! haha)

It was then I took to literotica, read a bunch of different stories about it, realized how much I loved it and decided I wanted to write something where I can be the main character and have it all done to me and that was when Tyler, my brother's bestie came into existence.

After I published the first two stories I could not believe how much positive feedback I had gotten. I truly loved writing them and knowing you all loved reading them gave me the motivation to keep writing.

From there, I just had fun with it. There were so many stories that were truly explorative that never got published, but as I kept exploring, I kept writing and it eventually led to writing "My Married Boss" and the character "Craig." which essentially was just the more dominate, controlling, version of Tyler.

I do know alot of you hate me for how I chose to end Tyler and Katie's story but they got their happy ever after in the end. If you want a rewrite on the final chapter, comment me and give me your ideas on how you would have wanted to see things play off between the two.

Fast forward a few years, I had the courage to get out of my situation, get a divorce and met a fantastic man. We started off as friends, I didn't want to get into anything serious and so did he so we took trips together and messed around alot but it was important for me to not go all the way until we were in something more serious, which now seemed really silly of me.

I remember early on telling him about my stories and telling him how alot of it is stuff I'd like to explore. Let me tell you, when he decided to read it, the wait for his feedback was the most nervous I had been in years! He'd text me after each story and tell me this thoughts. He read them all back to back to back!

I wouldn't have been so nervous if not for the fact that he also have only had very vanilla sex with his ex's and he wasn't sure how much else he was into but he was always open to trying new things.

We quickly started exploring the daddy kink and that has stuck to this day but I understand it way more now that I ever did. He makes me feel so secure, safe and truly loved. Feelings that I've never felt in my previous 8 years of being married. I feel that I can be myself around him, open up and let him in without fear of being judged. I can let go knowing he is taking care of everything and taking care or me.

Whereas in my previous relationship I was the responsible one. I was the mentally capable one, I was the one that got stuck taking care of the house, bills, dog, any and all paperwork, not to mention be the one to drive any where we went together because he was always either high or drunk ontop of me working 50+ hr weeks.

Just the feeling now of being cared for in and outside of the bedroom makes the daddy thing mean so much more. We are now one week married, having the best sex of our lives and having sex in so many different places, cities, countries and it just keeps inspiring me to write more. If you want to read more, please comment and let me know what you want to hear about, let me know your thoughts on previous pieces and feel free to share something about yourselves too!

Thank you for putting up with my bad grammar and thank you guys for reaching out even though i've been MIA.

Love you guys

- Funlovingflirt