My Masturbation Ritual

When I was in college, I lived at home. After I had discovered how to masturbate, I finally had an outlet for my sexual feelings and masturbated every chance I got, but unfortunately, I did not have a lot of privacy. I would usually masturbate under the covers at night or sneak a mag into the bathroom and jerk off hurriedly. Access to men's magazines was limited, so I would use either a sport mag with bikini models or one of my sister's fashion magazines. The bathroom was one of the first places I ever edged to an orgasm. I was home alone, and having recently procured a porno mag, took it into the bathroom, locked the door pulled down my pants and sat on the toilet. I jacked my cock as I leafed thru the mag. Soon precum was flowing down my penis. I started sliding my thumb and index finger up one side, over the head and down the other side. This started feeling better and better! Soon I was moaning softly and thrusting my hips up and down. I let the good feelings build slowly until I couldn't take anymore, then grabbed my cock with my right hand and slid it up and down until with a groan I spurted out thick ropes of cum.

When I was able to get my own apartment, I had more time and privacy to devote to masturbating. I had a small collection of porno mags, which I would spread out on the floor opened to my favorite pics, and I would put the hottest mag right in front of me. I would get naked and kneel down and start stroking. I would stroke slowly to start as I leafed thru the mags but would gradually speed up the more turned on I got. Eventually I would reach a point of no return and would blast my cum out everywhere. Some would inevitably splat on the mags, and my favorite pics would end up with cum spots on them. A remembrance of a great jack off session.

Around this time, I was between girlfriends. A couple of times when I was really horny, I would drive to a local drive-in that showed porno's. This was before the internet and VCR tapes, so this was one of the few places to watch X-rated movies.

I had a mixture of anxiety and eager anticipation as I drove up to pay the old guy at the ticket booth. I wondered if he thought I was some kind of perv; going in alone to masturbate. I parked in an open spot, hooked the speaker to the window, pulled down my jeans and lubed my cock with the Vaseline I had brought along. I edged for about an hour, but then a lesbo scene came on that put me over the edge. My hips thrust up and a bunch of cum shot out followed by 3 or 4 smaller ones that splashed on my thighs, jeans and car seat. I jacked off again about 30 minutes later. While I was masturbating, people would walk by on their way to the concession stand or bathroom. This kinda turned me on, knowing that I might be seen. This was one of the first times I masturbated in public.

Eventually I got married and bought a house. I still enjoyed masturbating despite being married and would do it whenever there was opportunity. About once a week I could have a nice long jack off session when my wife was at work. I had a pretty good collection of porno mags by then Usually I would jack off upstairs. I would get naked, spread the mags out on the bed and jack for an hour or two as I enjoyed the naked models in the magazines. I was really turned on by athletic girls with nice asses, especially if they had tan lines. I also liked hairy pussies, particularly if covered by sheer, see thru panties. I also loved to beat off to girls in bras and panties. After edging for a while, I would usually end up blowing a big load. I had one of my most intense orgasms that way. I was masturbating upstairs to some of my men's mags. I had them spread out on the floor in front of me but was holding one that had a picture of a hot blond splayed out on a staircase.

She was wearing an open dressing gown that showed off her tits and her panties. The panties barely concealed her pussy mound which was visible between her open legs. I focused on her panties and pussy as I edged my cock, sliding my slick index finger back and forth over the tip of my cock. The feeling was incredible, making me rock my hips and moan out loud. I reached a peak of sexual arousal that I had never hit before. I kept myself on the edge of orgasm for another 15 minutes until I couldn't take it anymore and had to have release. Ahhh! Ahhh! Ohhhh! I was moaning loudly. Oh God! I came and a big spurt of cum shot up about 8 inches the air and splashed all over my thighs. I shot out 3 or 4 more smaller spurts. I sat there for several minutes quivering, coated with cum and sperm dripping from my dick. It was good!

Another memorable time, I was in our living room. I had been beating off for about an hour to mags spread out on the floor and also had a VHS tape playing of females masturbating. I was edging again and was close to orgasm. Suddenly there was a knock on our door, but I continued to jack off. Then I saw our neighbor Cheryl, a hot brunette, trying to look in the window. That was all I needed to blow my load. After a few seconds, she walked away. I'm not sure if she ever saw me. If she did, she never said anything.

A new element was added to my masturbation ritual after we got a camcorder. I was home alone one evening, beating off in the bedroom when inspiration struck. I had my mags spread out and I had been jacking for about 30 minutes when I thought about the camera and how exciting it would be to video myself masturbating. This played to voyeur/exhibition fantasies I had My heart was racing as I ran to get the camera and set it up on some books in front of me. My mags were spread out on the floor and I kneeled down and started jacking. I went

slow at first but picked up the pace as I got more and more aroused. The thought that every fap fap sound and moan was being recorded was very exciting to me! It didn't take long before I was shooting my cum out on the floor in front of me. The best part was watching it back and seeing the cum erupt from the head of my dick.

I had to erase over the tape but soon bought several of my own and started filming myself masturbate at every opportunity. I eventually had several tapes full of me beating off. I started watching these as well as looking at magazines whenever I jacked off. My wife eventually found out about this fetish when I forgot to put the camera away after a masturbation session in the living room. She saw it and started asking questions and I had to fess up. She was kinda upset but I was sort of turned on and had a great orgasm while masturbating the next day! I later bought a digital camera. Then I got some software that allowed me to edit and make my own DVD's. I started recording myself masturbating, then would make movies. These would be used as masturbation material. It turned me on to relive memorable masturbation sessions and I particularly loved watching the cum shoot out of my dick. If it was a really good cum, I would also put it in slo-mo. Now, when I had time and privacy, I would spread out my mags, put in one of my masturbation videos, and play porn on my laptop. Then I would start stroking, edging as long as I could until I blew a big load. This would be recorded.

After that, whenever I stayed alone in a hotel, I would bring some magazines along with my laptop and I would have a nice long, slow jackoff session, edging until I spurted. I would also film this. I would sometimes leave the blinds cracked open a little so that someone might "accidentally" see me masturbating. This would usually make for a more explosive orgasm. I would also sometimes hide a DVD in the room of me masturbating in hopes that someone may find it and watch it while they jerk off.

Our house is in a neighborhood but is somewhat secluded. I started jacking off outside on occasion. I would bring some porn and my laptop outside, lay down a towel and start masturbating. I've masturbated on the porch, in the yard, in the garage with the door open, and on the driveway. Again, the risk of getting caught made it more thrilling and usually resulted in a good spurt. One of my best orgasms was when I beat off in the middle of the driveway. If someone had come up our driveway, I would have been busted and knowing that made it much more exciting! I got completely naked and sat on a small stepstool with mags spread out in front of me. I was playing girl masturbation videos on my laptop as I leafed thru my mags, slowly jacking and edging towards a big cum. Of course I had cameras set up to catch all my moans and the sticky sounds my hand made while sliding up and down my dick. I tried to make it last as long as possible so when I finally came, my cum exploded from my dick, splashing on the mags in front of me, on my thighs and all over the step stool.

My wife and I will sometimes masturbate together. We both get naked and she will on her stomach while I give her a massage and also stroke my cock as I look at her ass. Eventually I will massage in her pussy area and around her asshole. Then she will flip over and start masturbating with a Hitachi vibrator. While she is doing this, I will masturbate my cock and finger her asshole. She enjoys the anal stimulation and will push back against my finger. I will enjoy watching her as I stroke harder. It is usually not long before she is cumming. I can feel her anal muscles contract against my finger, which turns me on more. Then I will kneel between her legs and masturbate until I'm shooting my sperm all over her pussy hairs and belly.

That is my masturbation history in a nutshell. I have tried many things to try and keep it fresh and exciting. I still love to masturbate!