The VERY BEST in Self Love

It was early morning around 2 am last Saturday night September 26th.

I had just finished a stressful week of work, I work an overnight shift, I came home Friday morning, stayed up all day trying to arrange some weekend fun. I fell asleep around 3 in the afternoon and was awakened around 1:30 in the morning having to piss.

I had spent the entire previous week edging the love of my life... my 7 1/2 inch cock, in anticipation of hooking up and having some weekend fun, but as of Friday afternoon there were no takers. I usually only mess around with three of four select guys, but this weekend they had other things on their schedules.

After unloading my bladder and gently tugging my already half hard prick that was already wanting attention from an entire week of edging, I wandered my naked ass (I sleep naked) over to the computer to see if there were any replies.... none. I looked down at my best friend and said, looks like it's just you and me this weekend bud.

I wandered into the kitchen, to quench my thirst, opened a bottle of water. I stood at my sliding glass door staring out into the early morning darkness of my back yard, admiring the freshly cut grass done by the lawn service the day before.

I live out in the country, my neighbors on each side are approximately a mile down the road on each side, nothing but a grassy field across the street from me, I am secluded. My manicured back yard is approximately three quarters of an acre that is fenced with a ten foot privacy fence.

As I stare out into the darkness, my eyes focus back, looking at my naked reflection in the glass. I reach down and run my hands softly around my inner thighs, over my large low hung balls and gently start petting my half hard cock, releasing a low sigh of pleasure. My cock gradually getting harder as I gently ran my fist up and down it's shaft.

After a few minutes, my cock now fully erect, I looked down at my gorgeous cock and said, you want to play... don't you? My piss slit seemed to smile back at me as to say, yes, please pleasure me, tease me, make me cum daddy.

I walked over to my dry bar and pulled out the drawer, revealing an array of perfectly laid out sex toys, grabbing a hand full of rubber cock rings, I slid one on over the base of my cock and balls and used four or five more around my nuts, I grabbed a thin extra small ring for later use.

I walked back over to the sliding glass door looking in amazement of now my fully erect cock and stretched taught balls, running my fist gently up and down my cock shaft, a little dollop of precum appears from my piss slit, grabbing it with my middle finger, I lifted it to my mouth an laid the dollop on my tongue, closed my mouth and eyes and just savored the taste of me.

I finished my bottle of water, turned on my back yard light and turned the dimmer switch down to just a faint dim glow, opened my back door and stepped out back deck, the cool night air felt great on my naked body, sat down in one of my deck chairs, spread my legs, staring in wonderment of my perfectly manicured cock and balls, clean shaven with nothing but nice thick landing strip up to my belly button.

Slowly but gently fondling my balls and stroking my cock, gently, slowly, intentionally teasing myself, I can already feel the cum stirring in my balls, working it's way up my thick shaft. A couple of more slow strokes and I had to back off or I'd wind up making myself cum. I looked at my stiff friend and said, don't you DARE cum yet.

I'll teach you not to cum, and I took the small thin rubber ring I grabbed earlier, stretched it out and slid it down my cock shaft to the base, capturing the blood flow to my cock, the veins in my saft instantly protruding, the head of my cock now swelling and tight. My cock seeming to say fuck yeah, tease the shit out of me daddy.

I walked down a few steps off my deck to the middle of my back yard, totally naked, cock in hand, in the night air, now you know why I have a ten foot privacy fence!

I sat in the grass, leaning on one elbow and stroking my thick veiny prick with the other, blades of grass sticking up tickling my half gaped fuck hole. Head leaned back, staring into the night sky totally engulfed in the bliss that was my cock being pleased with my my hand.

I can feel the cum churning in my balls, begging to be set free, I look down at my beautiful cock and see a nice big bulbous dollop of clear precum, I take my hand and smear it all of my cock head, my cock head now glistening in the night. My breathing is getting heavier now, I don't know how much longer i can keep this ecstasy up, I can't believe how much a slut I feel like.

Still leaning on one elbow, my legs spread wide, stiff prick pointing straight in the air in the middle of my back yard, stroking my cock slowly, whimpering, talking to my cock....

Daddy loves you baby, you make me feel so fucking good, but at the same time a nasty cock slut, I wouldn't trade you for any other cock in the world.

That instantly brought me closer to the edge than I would have liked, I let go of my fuck stick and with all the will I had was trying to hold back from ejaculating all over myself. My cock throbbed once and a thick slither of white cream streams from my piss slit, now I am whimpering like a little cunt, now the fun starts.

I take my dick juice and smear it all around the shaft of my cock, taking a couple of tastes for myself, I love the taste of me, been eating my own cum as long as I can remember, the best lube in the world is your own cum, it's slicker than any lube I have ever used, it's doesn't seem to dry up and besides for me, it's so fucking sexy and hot watching myself stroke my cock with my own juices, the slurping sounds it makes as my fist runs up and sown my shaft makes me a cock crazed slut.

Continuing to run my fist slowly up and down my slimy cum covered shaft in the night air, every stroke is becoming an new experience in bliss, the sight and feeling of my rock hard cock slowly riding my fist is driving me crazy, it's becoming harder and harder to hold back from cumming now, every stroke is sending electricity through me. I am determined though. Only taking two or three strokes at a time before I feel like I am going to explode.

After about fifteen more minutes, I just can't stand it any more, I feel like I am going to cum but the tight rubber band at the base of my cock is preventing me, shockwaves are now going through my cock. I look at my fuck friend and say, your ready baby, aren't you. My cock saying, please let me cum, please daddy please!

I removed the rubber ring from the base of my cock shaft, with a nice firm grip start working my love, every stroke my cum building, I can feel it working the way up my shaft, bringing it right to the edge, I stop, I can feel the cum sitting right at the tip of my engorged cock, I start crying out in the night air, leaning back thrusting my hips up and shoot three or four nice thick ropes onto my belly, instantly I scoop it up and smear it all over my cock and balls.

Something is happening though, my cock is not going soft, I am stroking and the sensation has not changed, Fuck, it still feels amazing, stroking my cum slathered cock faster and faster, the feeling won't stop, I feel like I am still cumming but nothing is shooting! now I am pounding my prick fast, faster, grunting, whimpering, howling. I have lost all control, I am drooling on myself, every stroke sending shockwaves through me making me cry out into the night air in ecstasy.

Yelping like a cock crazed slut, laying on my back in the grass, legs spread wide, thrusting my hips up and down, my cock is so greedy for my fist, my stretched balls slapping hard at the crack of my ass. It felt like forever, bring myself closer and closer. I never believed a man could have an orgasm but if ever there was, this was it, my head turning back and forth, fuck! fuck! daddy is making his love cum again!

I thrust my hips up, point my lover straight at my face and shoot a hard stream of clear liquid straight at my face! FUCK YEAH OH FUCK! it wasn't piss and tasted real sweet, I shoot a couple more short spurts and collapse, my body twitching in the grass, I curl up in a ball, my juice still dribbling from my cock, I stick two fingers in my gaping man cunt and finger fuck myself, catching the dribbling man juice coming from the love of my life, feeding myself the sweet clear nectar that is me.

After about ten minutes I regain my composure, happy, totally satisfied, covered in cum, I stare up into the night sky, thinking, I love my cock, I can always depend on it to bring me that satisfaction I crave, it loves me too because it always strives to give me the pleasure that I cannot find anywhere else.

I love you baby!