Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 19

"You made it, and only 15 minutes late" Ellie greeted me with a mocking tone, arms outstretched as she pulled me into a deep hug, "This is going to be such fun" she beamed at me, I took a moment to take her in, she barely had any makeup on, possibly none at all, and she looked incredible, feeling so low in comparison I couldn't hold back an audible sigh.

"What's the matter? It's going to be fine, I'm with you, we're going to get some treatments, they have prosecco, and spa's always put me in a good mood" her face radiating joy, eyes already twinkling with mischief. I looked to the ground, and with a voice barely louder than a whisper "I just wish I had more makeup on, I look so bad compared to you".

"Oh hush now, you know comparison is the thief of joy, besides you have no idea how good you have it, you're so naturally pretty. You forget I've seen you in a state and still think you're hot!" she was once again using that earnest tone, not flirting exactly, just sounding incredibly genuine.

I looked back up to her face "I just wish I could pass better without anything, without this" gesturing to my basic makeup, head dropping down "It's like every person I pass is going to instantly spot a guy trying to be a girl" my eyes already starting to water. Ellie put a finger under my chin and lifted it so I was looking directly at her "Babe, Hun, Seriously, it's been like, 2 weeks since you realised you were a girl, give yourself a break. I've had a lifetime of it, and trust me there are days when I feel far less fabulous than I do right now. We're going to get on the tube and everyone is so wrapped up in their morning commute no one will care. When we get to the spa they don't care so long as you buy the treatments and bubbly, and we're going to do both".

My eyes dried a little and a slight smile crept on my face, it should be a fun day. She was now cupping my face, wiping away the reside from my eyes with her thumb, "Besides, if you looked that horrific, would someone want to do this?" I had no time to realise what she meant before her soft lips met mine, and my stress and tension instantly melted. It was a delicate and tender kiss which if it wasn't for her hands cradling my face, I'd have ended up a puddle on the floor.

It was like she was kissing energy into me all be it briefly, as she pulled away, my eyes opened and I was greeted by a rather flushed faced but very happy Ellie. The worry and anxiety pushed to the back seat I couldn't help but smile back before my eyes furrowed "Why are you blushing, you're the one that kissed me?" I asked incredulously.

"Hmmm you really have no idea do you, it's so adorable" bopping me on my nose. "Right, we need to get a move on, by the end of today, we're going to be pampered within an inch of our lives, several glasses of France's finest bubbles deep and looking absolutely fucking fabulous, and I'll not have another negative thought in that head of yours missy".

She didn't wait for a response, grabbing my hand and literally dragging me though the ticket barrier and onto a tube. We chatted and gossiped all the way to the spa, she just had that way of making me forget my worries. Helped tremendously each time I found myself staring at her as she waffled on, realising how beautiful she was and how lucky I was to be able to spend time with her.

As we approached the spa I took in the grand building, shaped topiary flanked either side of a large wooden door, the name embossed in brass over the top. This was the kind of place I would never set foot in, far too fancy and exclusive for the likes of me. An immaculately presented doorman stepped out holding the door open. "Good morning ladies, I hope you enjoy your stay" whilst gesturing us in and directing us to the reception desk.

I was so incredibly glad Ellie was taking the lead, I was entirely out of my depth, worried I would be outed, and thrown from the premises. Despite earlier assurances my nerves were in tatters and my anxiety through the roof, I ducked behind Ellie as she approached the desk, the receptionist looking up and smiling broadly.

"Ah Ellie! so good to have you back" she scurried round and they air kissed, I was introduced but could only reply with a barely audible squeak. They chatted and caught up, it would appear Ellie was a regular, she had her usual treatments all lined up as well as some additional ones she'd funded with her loyalty points. By all accounts we were getting the works today.

My mind drifted as they talked, looking through the impressive lobby. I'd never been in a place like this before, the kind of place that smelled expensive, marble and polished brass everywhere, soft ambient music and dimly lit halls. Out of nowhere a barman brought two glasses of bubbly, my shaking hand took one and Ellie the other, we clinked them before taking a sip.

I'd had champagne once before not that I remembered it being this nice, mum and Gavin did a kind of wedding where they didn't get married. But had a sort of ceremony with vows, speeches and a party after, I was in my mid-teens and couldn't have been more awkward in an ill-fitting suit for the first time. I'd spent the day, crippled by shyness watching everyone else having fun. My mums friends all wearing these amazing and glamours outfits which made my clothes feel especially drab.

As the bubbles hit the back of my throat and fizzed up my nose I was brought back from my daydream. Someone was offering to carry my small bag and take my jacket, and we were ushered through a double door and down the corridor. I could hear Ellie chatting away, it might have been to me or the person carrying our things, but I was just so overwhelmed.

There were more things to that memory of mums party, and many others that occurred in the years after it, feelings I'd pushed down or dismissed, I'd always justified my interest in how those women looked and what they wore as attraction. But in reality I was envious, being able to look so glamours, to transform themselves into these beautiful beings and I was stuck wearing drab shirts and trousers. Once again, my internal monologue chastising myself for being so very dense, how could I not have known?

Suddenly finding myself standing in the ladies changing room, the assistant placed our belongings on a rack and left us to it. Two very plush robes hanging up, with matching slippers placed to the side. The scent of aromatherapy oils thick in the air I took a deep breath and as I released my ears registered Ellie was talking to me.

"Are you ok? You look a little tense" looking at me with concern. I cleared my throat but my voice still cracked a little as I spoke "It's all just a bit fancy, I've never been somewhere so posh, I thought champagne tasted disgusting, but this is delicious" knocking back half the glass coughing a little with the rush of bubbles.

She settled her glass down after taking a sip herself, and stood in front of me "I know this might be a bit much, but they know me here, it's a quiet day and early, we've actually got the whole place to ourselves for a couple of hours before anyone else is scheduled to arrive. I think first we should ease ourselves in, there are loads of areas, pools, jacuzzies, steam rooms, plunge pools and saunas".

"We'll stick to the communal areas to begin with, then by lunchtime we'll grab a bite to eat and lounge in the sun for a bit. Our treatments are booked for this afternoon and it'll be private, just me and you. Massages, hot stones, sound bath, mud packs, facials, I've literally ticked every box, we're going to be so zen by the end of today we'll be able to float home".

Ellie was so animated, the excitement in her voice was infectious, as she listed everything off I couldn't help but be pulled out of my doubts. "Now lets get changed, get a top up of the bubbly and hit the pools" as she turned and started stripping off. I'd been fairly conservative with my outfit, it was two piece, but offered good coverage to keep me safe, I didn't want to slip out of the bottoms, or run the risk of my breast forms being visible up top.

However my partner today was not in any way conservative with her outfit. As she peeled off her dress and turned to me striking a pose my eyes almost popped out of my head. I guess what she was wearing would best be described as a string bikini. It consisted of two parts, a white string with miniscule triangles of fabric, barely covering anything. Sure I'd seen this woman in some crazy outfits online, hell I'd slept with her wearing nothing at all but this was borderline obscene.

"You can't wear that! You're pretty much falling out of it already" I managed to stammer, my tucking effort already being severely challenged. She grinned broadly, shrugging her shoulders and shushing me with a hand gesture "relax babe, I said they know me, its fine. Besides today is ladies day, so there will be no guys around, clothing is technically optional."

My heartrate still racing, now feeling like she's stitched me up good and proper, which in all fairness I should probably be getting used to with her, nothing she did was by halves. "But I... I can't spend all day surrounded by naked women, you'll get me thrown out... and the guy, the barman, he's a dude, what if..." I rambled, stopping as she raised two hands in the air.

"OK so I might not have disclosed this in advance because I knew you'd freak, but honestly babe, it'll be fine. The barman is only allowed in the lobby and in the bar and restaurant area and those places you have to have a robe on, unless you like the look of him and then I'm sure we can find you two a room" as she failed to keep a straight face and burst out laughing.

"For fucks sake Ellie, I'm.. I.. seriously! stop laughing, this isn't funny!" I could feel my blood pressure soaring through the roof, my body felt like it was a million degrees, my cheeks were positively burning. She stepped towards me, grin still plastered all over her face, her body jiggling with each step.

"God damnit you're so damn sexy when you pout" she crooned, wrapping her arms around my neck she kissed me. Not in any way like the gentle, tender kiss outside the tube station earlier, this was a full bore, all out assault. Her body pressed into mine, grinding on me as her tongue slipped in my mouth, right hand wrapped around my head pulling me in deeply, left hand snaking round and down my back, inside my swimsuit bottoms, grasping my ass roughly.

Snapping out of my shock, my hands closed around her, returning her caress, and she moaned into my mouth, still tightly embraced she pulled her head away, tugging at my lip with her teeth as she did. Her eyes now wild with lust. She leaned in and whispered into my ear "I told you we had this place to ourselves for a couple of hours, I have no intention of leaving you in a state that will get us into trouble this afternoon when there are more people here, trust me"

Both of us were breathing hard, she was still gently grinding her crotch on mine, abruptly pulling back "Now then, I need to check your hand, those stiches can come out and then let's get our robes on before I get carried away without us even getting to the steam room". She stepped away and walked to the hanger, I was transfixed by her, her body, her energy. Still stunned into silence as she handed me the gown and slippers and I put them on.

She then gestured to my left hand, which I gave to her, she had a very small pair of pointed scissors, a few expert snips, a little tug and each stitch pulled out cleanly. She admired her work and the healing scar. "That's actually come back together really nicely, a very good job, if I don't say so myself" she said pleased with her effort.

I was still reeling from the kiss, I thought removing the stiches would be painful but I barely felt anything, of course that could have been because all the blood in my body had made its way to my crotch. She dabbed the holes where the stiches had been removed with a small antiseptic wipe and I watched as she turned back round to grab her robe, catching myself biting my lip as she put it on and her near naked body disappeared under the fabric.

I was grateful for the plushness of the robe, my tucking was just about holding out, but it was by far a more noticeable bulge than when I'd come in. The first few steps out the changing room were awkward until I softened half way down the hall, hand in hand we entered the first room, immediately hit by the scented warm air. A big glass canopy overhead, direct sunlight filled the room, indoor palm trees and a large pool, water fountain and jacuzzi areas bubbling away with coastal sounds playing over the speakers, it was like our very own paradise surrounded by sun loungers and straw topped parasols.

I was still overwhelmed and despite there being no one but us in the room, hesitant to remove my robe. Ellie on the other hand had no such reservations, dumping hers on the nearest bench and wading right into the water, cooing a little at its warmth before she dove under.

When she resurfaced, she turned to face me, and like a scene from a James Bond movie started to make her way back. Her hair slick, water dripping from her body as she emerged from the water. Her tiny white swim suit had now gone a little see through, it left even less to the imagination and I was completely transfixed.

"Are you not coming in?" she asked with a sultry tone, not walking any closer and standing waist deep "the water is just perfect". My brain short circuited, how in the hell had I ended up in this position, a girl as stunning as Ellie beckoning me to join her, I still couldn't believe it. after what felt like an eternity I snapped out of my daze.

I needed to get a grip, I needed to find myself again and be confident, I needed that cam girl persona to take back control, otherwise she was going to run rings round me all day, and I couldn't let her be the one teasing and having all the fun at my expense. Raising a smile, a settling breath, if she wanted to outdo me I'd have to rise to the challenge.

I corrected my posture, sucked in my waist, puffed out my chest and slid the robe from my shoulders letting it fall to the floor. Imagining myself strutting down a catwalk I mustered every ounce of confidence and strode towards her, hips swaying, if she was going to spend all day getting me all worked up, two could play at that game.

Locking eyes with her and smiling as seductively as I could, I watched her expression shift, a little colour flushing her cheeks and her not so discreet swim wear failing to hide what she felt. I ignored the pressure in my own bikini, underwater no-one could see it struggling to contain my arousal.

I'm not sure what she was expecting, her mouth opened a little as I got near as if she was going to say something but no words came out, I walked right by her before diving in when the water was deep enough. Ellie was right, the water was perfect, I took a few strokes before resurfacing now some distance away from her, turning she was smiling widely and wading towards me.

I took her in all over again, her stunning body sway and bounce as she got closer and closer, her voice light and playful "I'm glad you could finally join me, I was worried I was going to have to ply you with even more alcohol before you came out of your shell". I pouted before countering "Well I couldn't let you be the one to have all the fun, I just hope you realise how competitive I can be".

"Oh I've been counting on it" she grinned now less than a few steps away from me, only our shoulders and arms above the water. As soon as she was within reach I pulled her in and kissed her hard, catching her off guard, a moment of being stunned before she reciprocated and our kiss deepened, whimpers and moans coming from both of us.

Now in a full embrace, tongues battling and hands roaming where they probably shouldn't in a public space. Despite being in the water I could feel the heat from her crotch on my hand as I toyed with her and she responded with involuntary twitches, Ellie in turn was borderline giving me a handjob if it wasn't for the thinnest of fabrics separating us.

Pulling away a little, both panting and out of breath I had a feeling we were mirroring each other in looking incredibly tuned on and now slightly on edge, I kissed her sweetly on the lips, before she had a chance to re-engage, I bopped her nose and dove under the water away from her.

I had the advantage underwater of being far less buoyant than Ellie, and able to make distance much quicker, arriving at the cascading water fountain in the middle of the pool before she could catch me. There were multiple powerful jets firing water from above and below, and a bench seat which ran all the way round the central ornament. Sitting myself down and having water pummel my shoulder blades felt divine, Ellie swam up, her hand resting on my leg as she pulled herself to the space next to me.

She squealed loudly as the underwater jet gave her a less the subtle blast directly to her crotch and I burst out laughing, she shifted slightly towards to me and then punched my arm, I feigned being hurt "What was that for? You aren't going to get away with teasing me all day without consequence" she nodded and we just slipped into an easy conversation.

We continued chatting, just two girls hanging at the spa, of course our bodies seemed to get closer and closer, and it wasn't long before a hand rested on each others leg before shifting to more intimate areas. I don't know if you've ever tried to have a normal conversation while simultaneously being stroked and also stroking someone else, it takes a lot of concentration to hold a train of thought.

I wasn't the only one, Ellie stuttered quite a few times when my delicate touching found the sweet spot, her body betraying her mouth as she carried on talking but clenching her thighs around my fingers and thrusting up a little. Of course she wasn't the only one, her hand was wrapped around my very hard shaft, painfully tenting against my swimsuit.

After a little pause in the conversation I looked down as her hand was now moving quicker with more intent, "I think we should maybe go and find a plunge pool to cool down, we don't want to peak too early" I said, eyes shifting down to my crotch as she reluctantly released her hand with a disgruntled scrunch to her face.

"You're right, there is a lot more to see as well, I should show you around properly" smiling, eyes twinkling and clapping her hands. We swam back to the entrance and dried ourselves with some towels, before putting the robes and slippers back on. Thankfully id gone soft enough to tuck and was ready to walk down the hall.

Linking arms we set off, chatting away, we'd pause in different areas, she listed countless options, most with baffling names that I presume made sense if you'd ever been to a spa before. but Ellie had her clear favourites and as we rounded a corner she gestured to a door with a warning sign on the outside.

"it's a super-heated flotation pool, like swimming in the dead sea but more, I can't remember if it just has loads of salt or something else, but basically you float like crazy, its wild" she gushed, it was pretty clear that's where we were going weather I objected or not. Perhaps the most ominous thing was there being a lifeguard greeting us as we entered.

She smiled at us and gestured to the showers which we had to take before going in and as we returned asked us if we'd been here before, naturally Ellie said she had and went on ahead. The lifeguard gave a brief safety introduction, do's and don'ts but mainly do not get the water in your eyes or try to swim regularly.

There was a slow graduating slope with hand rails, so you could get used to the buoyancy, and then they recommended you always hold on to the side, and if you do want to cross the pool you had to swim vertically, the reason being that if you did end up on your front it can be very hard to keep your face out of the water or rotate to your back.

It honestly seemed far more intimidating than it should have been, and I was worried for a moment until I saw Ellie leave the slope and start to swim in an upright position in the slightly hazy water. The extra buoyancy and her skimpy bikini led to an entirely comical sight, the string top was fighting for its life and not holding up as her breasts fought to break free.

In slow motion, as she took a stroke to swim, first the left and then the right popped out, now sitting on the surface of the pool, nipples and all exposed to the room. Ellie realising the wardrobe malfunction stopped swimming and simply pulled the top off, tossing it to the side. I was stunned, although I shouldn't have been, this was exactly her M. O. and as if on cue she looked up and said "Are you coming in or just watching from the side?".

I snapped from my daze, turned from the lifeguard who was completely nonplussed, and made a beeline for the entrance slope, that brazen display was already sending blood where I didn't want it while another person was around and I couldn't have been more relieved to get my waist into the opaque water.

The lifeguard was correct to offer advice, as I went deeper the sensation of weightlessness was unlike anything I'd ever experienced, but the deeper I went the less of my very prominent boner would be visible so there was no way I could slow down or turn back however unsettling it was. It now being at full mast since Ellie was facing me, grinning like an idiot with her generous bosom aimed at me like two canons.

Pausing at the end of the ramp, on tiptoes I gradually became accustomed to it, an eventually reached out to the side of the pool and my feet left the platform. Just as I was getting comfortable Ellie beckoned me towards her and I left the safety of the side, treading water and slowly moving forwards.

As I got the hang of it she simply rotated until she was fully laying on her back, the extra buoyancy lifting her higher and her glorious boobs brazenly exposed. "Come on Ellie, that's not fair, you've been in here so many times, a little help wouldn't go a miss and what you're doing now, is not helping at all" I said with a whine.

She giggled and righted herself, moving over towards me, giving me hints as to how to swim better, as we reached the side and I took a breather she once again turned to her back and floated up, toes, hips and chest all above the waterline. "Come on, just lay back like this, it feels amazing, like you're floating on a cloud" looking at be briefly before closing her eyes and sighing.

In a hushed voice I whispered "erm, I don't think it'll be quite as relaxing for me, you're... you're lack of wardrobe is causing some issues which might be a bit too revealing if I lay face up right now" she snorted and then laughed "Can't control yourself eh? Are these too much?" as she grasped both her breasts, squeeing them and tweaking the nipples which stiffened immediately.

My eyes shot to the lifeguard who was sitting at the side, thankfully looking at her phone. "Relax babe, girls touch their boobs all the time" she giggled still squeezing them lewdly, her tone couldn't have been more condescending, she knew damn well what she was doing and I was going to make her pay the first chance I had.

Knowing she had me worked up I couldn't do anything but turn around and try to calm myself down. On the side of the pool there were various hydrotherapy info boards, stretches to do with the weightless assistance. Nothing like a bit of yoga to get my head back on track I thought.

As I pulled each stretch the added weightlessness from the water and the heat allowed me to push further, and I worked my way round the pool doing each exercise by the end of it I was more limber than ever and my downstairs situation was finally under control. Ellie was still floating on her back in her own world and I felt ready to get out.

Swimming over to the steps I climbed out and the sound of my exit roused Ellie, "Hmm you're probably right to get out, my fingers are turning to raisins" she said holding a wrinkly hand up. Making no attempt to cover herself she floated over and then climbed out behind me. It was hard not to look at her stunning chest as we padded over to the showers.

I finished up before her and as I covered myself under the security of the robe I watched her was herself. I still couldn't believe I got to spend time with her, she really was gorgeous, so pretty, but I also found myself being envious of her body. I'm not sure any amount of training would give me those curves. "Enjoying the view babe!" she exclaimed, stretching out an arm for me to pass her the robe.

"You know I am, why else did you decide to leave the bikini top on the floor" she just sniggered and wrapped herself up in the plush fabric, dragging out tying the drawstring and enclosing her chest seductively. I'd seen her do similar on her cam shows many times, having a private show would never cease to be as pleasurable.

She picked up the bikini top and stuffed it into the robe pocket, and we headed out. "I feel like we both need a cold plunge" I said, raising an eyebrow in her direction, laughing she just replied "would you now" and nudged me with her elbow. There were two glasses on a pedestal outside the door, freshly topped off with bubbly that we picked up and sipped as we walked.

We carried on chatting about the salt pool we'd just been in, how a trip to the real dead sea would absolutely be worth it, as we approached a fancy double door with 'tropical forest' written to the side, her hand rested on the handle before she opened it and she faced me squarely.

"So this is my favourite bit of the whole spa, the main area is a humidarium, its warm, humid but not too much, whatever scent they use in here is just the best and it feels like you are so far away from a busy city. It's got steam rooms, saunas, your plunge pool in little rooms off to the side, I can spend hours in here and its very private" her voice dropped towards the end, in a less than subtle way.

She pulled the door open and stood to the side "after you princess" slapping my ass as I stepped in, if it wasn't for the plush robes that would have left a hand print, my little yelp was immediately stifled as it took the room in. Ellie wasn't wrong, it was like a tropical paradise in here, sunlight shone in from above, that made it feel like you were in a jungle.

The plants, lighting and even sound effects had me immediately transported to another world and I wandered in to explore. Pulling off the robe and draping it over a lounger which appeared to be heated. I marvelled at the details in the room, the temperature was spot on, warm, comfortable but still fresh.

"You like?" she asked, I turned, only able to mouth 'wow' followed by taking a large sip, she smiling knowingly and continued "So usually, when I'm on my own, I do plunge pool, sauna, plunge pool steam room, then sit out here for a bit, and then repeat until they kick me out. there is even our own personal chiller to keep our glasses cold" pointing to a discrete chest to the side of one of the loungers.

If I had any hairs on my body I would have been able to feel them stand on end, there was something about the ambiance in this room that was different to the rest, there was a delightful hum of energy to it. it was vibrant but in a way that wasn't overwhelming and really pleased my senses.

After another swig I placed my glass in the cooler and headed to the plunge pool, lowering myself down I caught my breath and stifled a squeak, as the chilled water hit my crotch I swore out loud "holy crap that's cold!" before taking the last step off the ladder, taking a breath and bracing myself, then ducking right under.

"Impressive! It's not that cold is it?" Ellie asked in a slightly mocking tone and I replied "it's fine" through clenched jaws that were fighting to not chatter, but as I adjusted to it, it actually was ok. My junk finally no longer a threat to the integrity of my swim costumes fabric and my modest breast forms protecting the now frigid bullets crinkling on my chest.

Ellie approached, still topless and smiling casually lowered herself in without so much as a peep when the water hit her crotch and only let out a little gasp as her chest went under before her head followed suit and submerged completely.

Emerging right next to me, she pushed her hair back and rubbed the water from her eyes. Opening them with a broad smile, standing inches away from me. My eyes tracked down from her pretty face, down her neck to her chest, unlike me she had nothing on top, her nipples looked like they were trying to reach out for me on their own accord.

My eyes darted back to hers neither of us wanting to break and make the first move, but I could already feel my hand rising to reach out. "Seems like you're a little chilly there, care if I help warm you up? I didn't wait for an answer as my hand cupped her breast and she groaned quietly. Now with both hands, gently holding and occasionally rubbing a thumb over the distended nub.

Ellies eyes closed and she stifled another moan, "finally" she whispered as she leant into my massaging hands, I felt her reach out for my crotch, and start stroking it crudely, it appeared my fingers were causing quite the distraction. "I'm afraid the cold water has the opposite effect on that than it does for you" giving her nipples a stronger tweak.

Her eyes flickered and her hand grabbed firmly, I leant in and quietly spoke into her ear "maybe we should hop in the sauna and get warmed up again" in the most sultry tone I could manage. In the whole of my time with Ellie I don't think I'd ever seen her move so quickly, impatiently grabbing my hand to help me out and pulling me in the direction of the sauna.

We passed the steam room, the big glass windows on the front obscured by steam within, the occasional river of moisture running down, but unable to see inside. The sauna was tucked all the way at the back, with no way for anyone to see directly.

I picked up a towel on the way in and the heat hit the moment the door opened, followed shortly but the intense smell of wood. I threw the towel on the bench and pushed Ellie to sit. She'd spent all morning winding me up, the cold water had given me some clarity and now I wanted to punish her. And by punish I mean make her cum until she begged me to stop.

I didn't wait for instructions, just knelt between her legs, parted them and kissed my way up from her knees. Her skin was still chilled and goose bumped from the plunge pool, seemingly hyper sensitive to every caress and bite, the smell of the sauna changed over for the scent of arousal. Looking up to her she was holding her own breasts, eyes wide and mouth in an eager grin.

She might have nodded, but I wasn't going to wait for her. Without even removing her bikini bottoms I pressed onto the outside with my tongue, she immediately hunched forward and gasped. I knew she would want me to tear it off and dive right in, but she'd teased me so much already it was my turn for payback.

I'd nibble and lick all around, making her whimper, she grabbed my hair with both hands and tried to mash my face into her crotch, I pulled both off and held them down by her side on the bench. "Patients, patients, good things come to those who wait" I hissed before dipping back down, Her moans were now becoming louder, under her breath she was chastising me, begging me to do more.

From the few times we'd slept together and the countless hours I'd watched her on cam I knew her triggers and tells better than anyone else. If I pulled the tiny triangle of fabric aside and as so much blew on her clit she would probably erupt, but it was more fun to tease her and keep her on edge. The little leg tremors were a dead giveaway as I pulled back and watched her squirm dangerously close to the edge.

"Oh you little bitch" she whined through gritted teeth, hips frantically raising to try and get some stimulation, any stimulation, fading back from the brink she let out a gruff sigh "fuck you, that's not fair" she spat. "All in good time, I have to make you pay for everything up to now, you've had it coming" I replied with a smirk.

And with that I let go of one of her hands and unceremoniously pulled the tiny white string of fabric to one side latching my tongue onto her clit with ferocious energy. She bucked wildly, legs rising up pushing my hand still holding hers free. I knew that stopping before she came moments ago would take her a while to get back to that point.

I'd seen her unintentionally do this on cam, a distraction or something would interrupt her at the critical moment and she'd have to start again, but the delayed reward was always worth the frustration. I lapped and probed with my tongue, the hot room now filled with her unabated moans.

Adding a finger to her soaked snatch, and gradually sliding it in. She was positively dripping and offered no resistance as it glided all the way to the last knuckle, adding a second finger and repeating it in and out. My tongue was lashing on the nub of her clit, curling my hand buried inside her I sought out that raised walnut textured bump inside.

I didn't need to wonder when I found what I was looking for, her legs spasmed almost crushing my head, and a string of expletives rang out above me. Now I had located the target I locked on and rubbed for all it was worth, synchronising fingers mashing and my tongue and mouth working all over her clit.

Ellie was unable to say anything coherent, it was just noises and grunts, the tension in her body was mounting and I knew she was almost there, each little jerk from her hips, a tremor in her leg, the inevitable build to climax as I worked unrelenting, laser focused on her most sensitive spots.

I could feel the walls inside her begin to flex, the ripples start to permeate, the wetness increase and for a fleeting moment I wanted to push on and give in. But summoning all my self-control I abruptly pulled out and released her swollen clit from my mouth. Standing over her writhing body. My cock tenting and throbbing wildly, a large bead of precum dripping off the fabric.

"Time to cool off in the plunge pool I think" giggling to myself as I turned to leave, Ellie practically howling at me "What the actual fuck! Are you fucking kidding me, no fucking way did you just do that, please, fuck..... Fuck you!" as the sauna door closed I could hear the tirade continuing.

I made it swiftly into the pool, truth be told I was actually pretty close to the edge, despite not touching myself, giving that much pleasure to someone had me on a hair trigger and I didn't want go off to quickly. Plunging my head under and willing my stubborn member to relax I resurfaced to a very red faced Ellie looking a comical combination of furious and horny.

"You utter piece of shit, fucking leaving me like that, I've a mind to.... to" her brain was clearly struggling to focus through the fog of a massive orgasm denial, and I could only return the smirk she'd offered me so many times throughout the day. She didn't even use the steps to get in, just jumped directly into the cold water.

I flinched not quite knowing what to expect, I'd never seen her this angry, or this turned on, and I might have bitten off more than I could chew. My back was against the wall in the pool I had nowhere to go even if I wanted to, pushing her hair from her face, she stalked over to me, grabbed my head and kissed me hard.

I'd love to say I had any control over what was happening but she was like a woman possessed, her still distended clit grinding over my now cold induced shrivelled cock, tongue deep in my mouth, she mauled me for a few moments before pulling back, her eyes wild "In the steam room. Right. Fucking. Now!". Practically pushing me up the steps to get out, and marching me across to the door. She flung it open and shoved me inside.

Steam enveloped us, the smell of eucalyptus filling our lungs, after she pushed me, I'd pretty much fallen onto the bench in there, turning and not composing myself as she loomed over me. Reaching down she grabbed the fabric covering my crotch and instead of moving it to one side, just ripped it off so it hung in tatters around my stomach.

Dropping to her knees in a mirror of what I'd done to her she brought my wilted cock back to life in seconds, and moments later inhaled the entire length, it still growing and stiffening while impaled in her throat. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and the air left my lungs in a protracted howl.

Ellie went right to work, with the wettest, slickest and most amazing blow job I'd ever had, her fingers began to toy at my puckered hole and offered little resistance as she eased first one, and then a second deep inside me, curling as I had done to her, focusing in on my pleasure button.

"Oh shit Ellie, oh my god right there" I was seeing stars as my now engorged dick received an amazing tonsil massage and her expert fingers probed the prefect spot. Mouth popping off for a moment, looking at me and barking "don't you dare fucking cum until you're buried deep in my pussy, no way do you get release before me" eyes still full of anger.

Head bobbing I tried my best to supress the very quick approaching climax, but it was rising rapidly and Ellie was sucking me and fingering me with such force I didn't think I would be able to hold off. "Ellie" I said, before repeating louder "Ellie!" she wasn't stopping and I was getting dangerously close.

"ELLIEEEEE!" I shouted as she pulled off, and removed her fingers, but it was too late. My cock hung in the humid air. I scrunched my face, tried to use every ounce of mental strength to supress the impending orgasm, but she'd done one stroke too many. My eyes rolled back, my toes curled and my body began to shake.

Still trying to resist, still trying to hold it back but to no avail, my eyes opened to see the first gigantic thick rope spurt free. It was enormous and erupted in a big line across my stomach and chest "holy shit" Ellie gasped. Still trying to contain myself I could feel my muscles straining to contain everything.

Only a couple more spurts came out and it was much less than I was expecting, my cock still flexing and bobbing around. It was much like that ruined orgasm I'd had before, everything ached, I'd orgasmed but wasn't satisfied at all, if anything I wanted it even more. Ellie was still in shock and I simply reached up to her, pulled her down, she lapped every ounce of my spilled seed before I moved her and went back to town on her pussy.

She was incredibly wet and I knew my tongue wouldn't do it having been denied two times. I crawled up as her arms wrapped round me pulling me closer, the position we were in was perfect and as our crotches met my helmet parted her lips and slid in with a satisfying tightness.

We both moaned, and sunk into a passionate kiss, now tightly pressed together undulating to find that perfect angle. Easing back out before pushing back in with more intent, her nails we digging into my back, legs raised and the wet packing sound filled the room as our bodies collided as deeply as possible.

For several minutes we just went at it, each shifting and moving to maximise every ounce of stimulation, out of breath Ellie held my face and asked "but you're still so hard?" and I couldn't hold back a big smile "it's a new party trick I discovered, I'll be able to keep going as long as you need" resuming in earnest.

For the next half hour we swapped positions and traded places on top, Ellie was having multiple small orgasms but we both knew she was chasing the big one. I was getting slightly frustrated with my own, it seemed quite distant and I was worried we wouldn't finish together.

Unlike our teasing earlier in the day we were now working in unison, chasing the same mutual goal and trying everything we could to get there at the same time. We ended up with me sitting semi reclined and Ellie straddling over the top, our bodies rocked back and forth, I could feel her pussy twitch around me which in turn made my cock throb which made her flex even more.

The sounds being made told me she was approaching a significant crest, if I could just tilt my hips a bit more I could feel my own start to build. just the thought of what I expected to happen having denied her two times. I'd seen it after one and that was fairly incendiary, from the way her body was now trembling it was going to be one for the ages.

We melted into a rhythm, each thrust had a direct reaction I could feel in her core. Ellie was slamming down on me, using my full length and the grinding and working impaled as deep as I could go. My left hand was mauling her ass and hip, right pulling and tweaking her nipples.

Her voice started to get gruff, short staccato breaths, I could feel deep inside an extra pulse growing with each lunge, tightening. Her face was now contorting, eyes half lidded, I'd shifted to have both hands on her hips to keep control as her motions became more and more erratic.

A guttural moan escaped her clenched jaws, my own orgasm was starting to build but I feared it was a way off to happen at the same time. I just concentrated on hitting the marks, on pushing Ellie over the line. I'd never seen her like this, so locked in, each time our mounds crashed into each other the room was filled with the wet smack of skin, and her telltale twitch.

Her eyes opened, hands moving from my chest to my face. She grabbed my head and kissed me, seemingly unlocking the final part of the puzzle. Her pussy spasmed and clamped hard like a vice around my length. She screamed out, whole body beginning to convulse violently

Suddenly as the second wave of spasm enveloped me I exploded, moaning into each other mouths as our bodies collided with the kind of ferocity that new stars are born. I was doing my absolute best to hold onto Ellie, she wasn't in control, her body taking on a life of its own.

I lost count of the number of times I came, my balls were aching but still twitching. The feeling of being completely soaked cut through the orgasmic bliss. Ellie was now laying on top of me, body still involuntarily twitching as aftershocks rang through us, I ran my hand down her spine gently which seemed to concentrate all the little shocks into another jolt of climax, she giggled and whimpered as our ragged breath calmed.

We lay like that for some time, melted into each other. Peppering each other with little kisses, my cock eventually shrinking but still staying firmly lodged inside. Eventually we mustered enough strength to part. As we sat next to each other we looked at the massive puddle of fluid on the floor. It was most definitely not from the steam room.

"Did you squirt?" I asked almost incredulously, "I guess so, I have no idea, that was wild, I've never felt anything like that before, I thought I was going to die at one point, but in a good way, sheesh!". We just lay there embraced, holding and stroking each other

Eventually we were composed enough to sit up, we really had made a mess, and as I looked at my tattered swim costume I asked what we were going to do, as quick as a flash Ellie said she had spares "oh, so you knew you were going to need them eh?" I tried to sound annoyed but the afterglow was still pretty strong.

Both of us on shaky legs, made our way back out of the steam room, I made it as far as where my robe as draped over the lounger, but instead of putting it on and collapsed on top of it. the lounger was so pleasantly heated, I just laid there and enjoyed it for a bit. Just out of my line of sight I could see Ellie rummaging around, somehow finding a small bucket and sloshing our fluids from the floor and down the drain. I guessed she had her membership she wanted to protect.

I was still out of it when I sensed her standing over me, I looked up and she was smiling, running her eyes all over my sprawled body, "did you not get enough of a good look at me earlier?" I managed to say weakly, "could I ever?" came the reply. And with that she bent down and sucked my limp dick into her mouth.

"Owo!" I winced and she released it with a pop "it's too sensitive, do you think they have any treatments at the spa that will help" laughing I raised to my elbows, "I'm so weak, I think you sucked the life out of me" looking down at me, her eyes were sparkling, "yeah, that was kind of the idea" as a hand was offered to me, hauling me up to still wobbly legs.

The robe covered my damaged swimsuit, we'd have to make a beeline to the changing room, and have a shower while we were at it. Retrieving our still chilled champagne glasses we casually walked down the corridors back to where our clothes were stored. We didn't say much, but were much closer to each other than earlier, shoulder to shoulder.

As we entered the changing room I noticed the clock, it was already gone 2pm "Ellie, how long did we spend in there? No wonder I'm so weak, I should have eaten ours ago", she paused a bit, lifting her hand to her mouth and biting a nail slightly, "well I don't feel so bad, I had a little snack not so long ago" the mischievous grin returning to her face.

We both squeezed into the shower cubicle, and washed each other off, there was plenty of caresses and gentle kisses, I could feel myself falling for her even more, but I knew all too well that she may never reciprocate and it took the shine off a little. I was in a hurry to get dressed as I recalled they said other clients would be arriving in the afternoon, Ellie passed me the spare costume and I was very thankful it consisted of a lot more fabric than the one she had on previously.

It was actually perfect. I guess the easiest way to describe it would be Olympic beach volleyball style. It was a two piece, the top had enough coverage that my breast forms would be safe, not that I needed to worry as they'd stood up to the abuse of cold plunges, saunas and overly energetic steam rooms. The bottoms were incredibly tight, but broad fabric on the front was ideal for concealing myself, the back of them however was decidedly more thong than anything else.

Holding them up and examining them closely before slipping them on "there is no way these were your spares, you wouldn't fit, you'd be popping out even more than whatever you call that string thing" Ellie covered her mouth to hide a laugh "Ok so yeah, I might have, sort have planned some of this" she tried to look innocent but couldn't hide the obvious intent.

"But I will say that it didn't go at all how I planned, it was much better" as she slipped into her own now much more modest outfit. I took her in as she reached for a fresh robe "so the white one was just for my benefit?" I said trying to sound put out. "Technically yes, but also in a way, very much for me as well" walking towards me with another fresh robe, kissing my lips gently.

A shiver ran down my spine as I took the garment and put it on. With fresh slippers on our feet we strolled hand in hand to the restaurant area. Finding a seat on the terrace, the near empty flutes has been taken away and replaced with a complementary cocktail, it was pink, fruity and delicious.

We ordered some food, and just chatted away, the place was still very quiet so we had plenty of privacy as we talked shop. The food arrived and more cocktails were ordered and drank. It was pretty clear that the immense sexual tension from when we arrived had dissipated and now we could just relax.

After lunch we were shown to our treatment rooms. We had overrun and were quite late, but thankfully it being quiet meant we would make up time and still get all our sessions in. I don't know the names of the things we had done, all I know is that I had never been more pampered, or relaxed in my life.

Nearly every inch of my entire body had been massaged and treated, the facial was my personal highlight. I have no idea what products they used, but I couldn't hold back how happy I was with the results. I had similar from my time at the salon, but those were only quick treatments. Spending an hour just massaging and conditioning my face was revolutionary. I now had an idea why Ellie looked so good, even without makeup.

As we exited the final treatment, and strolled back to the terrace, it was early evening by now and there were quite a few patrons moving around, the previously vacant pools now rippling as people swam. Ellie must have sensed my apprehension, taking my hand in hers and telling me not to worry.

I really shouldn't have, I was firmly tucked in the tight costume I'd borrowed buried under a thick robe, our extended session earlier had totally satisfied my libido so was unlikely to make an involuntary appearance and my face was glowing. They'd added some mascara and a little eyeliner which combined with the serums really made it pop, I had to be honest in that I'd never felt this naturally beautiful before.

I squeezed her hand back, settling myself as we walked, finding a couple of sun loungers to catch the last of the rays. I took a deep breath, dropped my robe on the hanger and slid onto the seat, adjusting the back and feet support until it was just right.

We both sighed as we soaked in the heat, no need to chat, just relax and make the most of it. I was almost falling asleep when a rough voice politely interrupted us "Excuse me ladies could I get either of you to a drink or maybe a bite to eat, the restaurant is now open for dinner" it was the same barman from the beginning of the day.

I cleared my throat about to speak, raising an arm to take the menu's he was offering, but Ellie interjected, rattling off an order of two gin and tonics, specifying exactly which gin and which tonic, and a selection of what I had to guess were tapas. She was authoritative in the way she spoke but also incredibly playful.

Looking at her told a different story, she'd pushed the flirt dial to the max, her posture, mannerisms, even the way she curled her lips as she spoke, it was incredible to watch. The poor barman became visibly flustered, I supressed a giggle as it was a look I'd seen many times on Marc.

He was a hansom looking guy, and probably well used to the way rich women in this spa would speak to him, no doubt had some good benefits of working in an environment like this with so many bored clients, but when Ellie tacked on an additional request as he tried to make an exit he just instantly accepted.

"What was that Ellie? A little unnecessary don't you think? The poor guy is just trying to do his job without you turning him into a puddle" she was still lingering on him as he walked away but turned to me and laughed heartily.

"Listen, babe, you'll find there are lots of drawbacks being a woman sometimes, well actually a lot of the time, it's not always easy for us, but when an opportunity arises to get a little something extra you have to take it" her eyes narrowed a little as she looked at me silently judging her.

"Oh please, leave out your righteous indignation, I've seen your work remember, you've put me to shade on some of your shows the way you work the room... and the things you tell me you used to tease Marc about, I should be the one asking you for notes" her voice was perhaps a little heavy with the sarcasm, and I tried my best to supress a laugh.

Placing my hand on my chest as if I was insulted "Moi? Innocent little old me? I have no idea what you are talking about" and we both burst into laughter. It was a fair accusation, I had to admit that it was one of the things I'd enjoyed the most in this journey. Being able to hold the space, have people hang on my word and be able to get something in return.

Of course, not the most moral of existences, but it was one of the biggest draws away from my old life. I guess for a moment I'd been in the barmans shoes, having pretty girls manipulate me because I was eager to please and lacked any self-confidence, I felt bad for him. But as Ellie had said, he had plenty of perks while working here so I shouldn't feel so bad.

Cutting through my thoughts Ellie asked "So what's the plan with your date? You going to work Marc up like the barman, bend him to your will? I know you already said you're going to the café, but that's not all right? It's not just going for 'coffee'" she unnecessarily laboured over the 'coffee' adding heavy air quotes and throwing in a generous wink while she was at it.

I scoffed and rolled my eyes "Well its kindof the plan I guess" she sat up eagerly, eyes wide and sparkling, leaning in and placing her hands on my knees "I knew it, spill it missy" she squealed. I shushed her with my hands, I didn't want to broadcast this to the entire spa, I'd been really struggling with my desires and she knew it.

"Soooo..." I paused, the gravity of what I'd decided to do looming large. Lowering my voice to barely a whisper "I want to tell him I'm trans" I blurted out, my face instantly scrunching, flushing red and grimacing as I read her reaction. It definitely took her back, but that initial shock softened and she nodded.

"That's very brave of you, the café is definitely the right place for it, somewhere public, with people around you, somewhere you can be safe if he reacts badly" her hands squeezed my knees with encouragement. "Marc isn't like that!" I almost shouted back before catching my raised tone "he's not like that" I tried to reassure her.

"Honestly babe, you never know, I mean, you've spent ages teasing him, you've done stuff with him, if he really likes you it will be a big shock. Even the nicest of people can turn, just promise me you'll be careful, I can come down if you want, sit in the back just in case" her voice thick with concern, I'd been overly focussed on the thought of coming out to him to really think about his reaction being anything other than positive, as ridiculously shortsighted and naive as that now seemed.

"He's a sweet guy, I know he looks like a total gym bro, but it's all front, he's a gentle giant really and I feel so bad leading him on all the time, he doesn't deserve that, I don't want to be cruel" my voice fading as the barman appeared with our new drinks. "Here you go ladies" placing our G&Ts down, "and compliments on the house" adding a couple shots to the side, "your food will be out shortly". He smiled broadly at both of us, lingering on Ellie as she thanked him and batted her eyes unnecessarily.

She lifted a glass and passed it to me before taking her own "to your coming out adventure, may it be safe and fruitful" we clinked and drank, whatever gin and mixer she'd ordered it was delicious, with almost no time to savour the flavour before the shot glass was thrust into my other hand and we both slammed them back.

She let out a little whoop as the liquor burned down my throat, a vague hint of tenderness still there from the leftover infection. Ellie took another swig of gin and settled it back on the table, she noted I wasn't keeping pace with her and I held my hand up after placing the empty shot glass down.

"I don't want to meet him with a hangover, my voice already sounds rougher than the last time we met, imagine if I arrive sounding like I've been gargling shards of glass" Ellie didn't reply straight away, just smirked at me and tilted her head. "You really like him don't you?" I sighed, feeling my cheeks flush a little "Oh my god, you really do!" she now squealed excitedly.

I had to compose myself, before I nodded "it's been a bit of a mind fuck to accept, but there is just something about his energy I really like, he's this confident, macho looking guy, but he's so easily embarrassed, I cannot tell you how seeing his reaction in those early days of me going out en-femme was such a boost to my confidence. He could easily over power me but just seems to bend to my will. When I do my shows its similar, but seeing that happen IRL hits different".

Ellie nodded "tell me about it" she said wistfully. Looking up from my glass I noticed all the tells that she was getting turned on, the goosebumps on her neck, the slight flush to her face and her ever so cute unconscious lip bite/lick that she does when something is triggering her. It was my turn to tease her back a little.

I leant over and with a hushed voice said "does the idea of him and me turn you on? Is that why you wanna come to the café? so you can perve from the corner?" I used the full force of my vocal training, sounding as sultry and as sexy as I could, going way overboard with it, getting closer to her with each word.

"Holy shit what was that?" she exclaimed, the look in her eyes let me know that if we weren't in public she would have jumped me "I told you I've been practicing my voice, something more natural, but I also discovered I can lay it on heavy, it sounds pretty good don't you think?". Her robe had parted and there were other visible cues of the effect I was having on her.

"That's incredible, I mean your voice always sounded pretty good, but that's... that's really hot, tell me more" my own body was responding as well, putting time and working on something for it to pay off when you try is very rewarding. For the next few minutes I just said a load of nonsense, emulating the unnecessarily sexy M&S adverts that had been on tv, with a sexy voice over. We were both giggling, Ellie joining in trying to do the voice as well, but it seemed I had the edge over her which thrilled me no end.

Our fun was interrupted by a polite cough to the side, and our barman had returned with the little plates of food we ordered. "Would you like to eat here or in one of the booths, they're a little more comfortable" gesturing to the other side of the room. "I think that's a good idea" Ellie responded, standing and strutting over there, clearly putting on a show.

Both me and the barman glanced at each other as she sashayed over, collecting my glass and noting she had finished hers, the food followed us over and was placed on the table with another round of drinks ordered, I objected saying I didn't really want more, but I gave up in the end accepting an inevitable hangover might be unavoidable.

We sat opposite in the booth, digging into each small dish, our conversation carried on between sips of gin, it was innuendo laden, and flirty as was the norm for us, Ellie had requested I keep using the sultry voice, and I couldn't help it when it continued to have such a visible effect. That is until I felt a foot slide up my robe and nestle into my crotch.

I had to supress a yelp as she homed in on my tightly held package which unbeknownst to me had been leaking. Her foot sliding and rubbing as she casually carried on eating as if nothing was happening at all, several times I had to grab her leg, pushed to the brink of making a mess, and she delighted in edging me.

We finished eating, I'd managed to stick with only the 3 g&ts, but Ellie had had a few more, she was obviously tipsy, and totally unashamedly flirting. She asked if I wanted to take a dip in the pool again, but I had to decline "I'm not even in my swim suit any more as you well know", standing awkwardly, I was very hard, my cock having been pushed out the swimsuit by her foot and it was never going to go soft after that assault.

Ellie slid round close to me, her hand snaking inside and wrapping around my length, I looked nervously around but we were thankfully the only people in this corner of the spa. "Then I think its time we hit the shower, I seem to have gotten all sticky on my feet and hand" removing her arm and licking her fingers which glistened with my juice.

Bunching the robe in my hands at the front I gingerly walked through the spa, praying that the changing rooms would be quiet, much to my dismay they weren't, it seemed the late afternoon influx of people was starting to hit. Awkwardly thinking about how I was going to change I felt Ellie tug me into one of the side stalls. The frosted glass door closed and locked behind me.

Ellie hung up her robe, her bathing suit unceremoniously dropped to the floor, taking a couple of steps towards me with hunger in her eyes and dropping to the tiles right in front of me. She undid the drawstring on the robe, didn't even give me time to remove it before she pushed it aside, reached for my cock and sunk to the back of her throat in one motion.

I struggled to stifle my own moan, I could see people passing the opaque door, hear the chatter of women getting changed a few meters away. Ellie pulled back and devoured my dick again, I fumbled to remove my robe and turn on the taps, desperate for some noise to cover the lewd sounds of her throating me.

Peeling out of my swimwear, she practically ripped the bottoms off to get better access, with my back against the cool tiles I could only enjoy the expert ministrations of her mouth and tongue. The only problem was that with all the foot teasing she'd been doing while we ate, I wasn't going to last long.

Reluctantly I pulled her up, she looked annoyed, but softened as I kissed her passionately, my tongue diving into her mouth, savouring my precum. Our bodies pressed tightly, I could feel the heat of her pussy against my shaft as she ground against it. Reaching down she lifted her leg and lined me up with her soaking entrance.

Pushing forward as she met me and I sank into her, both of us failing to keep quiet, praying that the noise of the cascading water was enough to drown us out from the busy changing room. We began to rock and undulate in unison, Ellies leg was now wrapped behind me, my hands cupping her toned ass pulling us tighter together.

Her arms hung around my neck, our lips press tightly to each other, tongues dancing. We could not have been closer, more in sync, I could feel her beginning to clench around me, my cock starting to swell and pulse. I wanted to let her know I was close, that I was about to cum but desperately didn't want to make a sound.

Our pace increased, there wasn't so much thrusting happening, no wet slaps, just intense grinding, but the rising tension was palpable. "Ellie, fuck, you're gonna make me cum" I managed to whisper, but loosing control of my voice towards the end, her hand clasped across my mouth, supressing a moan as she drove me to the brink of orgasm.

She shifted position slightly, leaning away from me and looking right into my eyes said "right fucking there, yes, oh my god, right fucking th..." I cut her off with my hand in the same way she was doing, her voice was rising and just as I covered her mouth I felt her pussy clamp on my cock triggering my climax.

Her eyes rolled into the back of her head, both of us would have been in a symphony of cries if it weren't for our hands containing the moans. Muffled squeaks matching our bodies synchronised convulsions, it seemed to prolong the orgasm, feeling her grip around me and in return I throbbed deep within her.

Eventually we came down from our combined euphoric high, hands released as we gasped for air, both breathing heavily. Her leg fell back to the floor and I slipped from her, we giggled and kissed, hugging tightly, the sound of the bustling changing room filling our ears as we returned to earth.

After a few moments to gather ourselves we moved under the now hot stream of water coming from the shower, gently soaping and cleaning each other. Despite her hands attending to every bump and crevice of my body I was completely spent getting only a little harder but remaining flaccid.

Washed and cleaned we put the robes back on, only then realising how large a wet patch I'd made in the booth on it was. And tentatively headed out to retrieve our things from the locker. Thankfully the last couple of women left the changing room as I sheepishly followed Ellie.

She unlocked the locker and passed me my things. As we got dressed we shared glances and laughs, it was pretty wild to think we'd done it in nearly every space in the spa, and definitely the most public place I'd ever had sex before with people so close by. Now fully dressed we each applied a little makeup, chatting about the day and which treatments we'd liked the most.

Leaving the spa felt like quite the wrench, back out into the real world where I now had to accept the task of meeting with Marc and coming out to him. But with Ellie at my side, hand in hand as we walked back to the tube it didn't feel so bad.

Ellies energy had shifted as well, while I was deep in thought worried about the next day I would catch her glancing at me in a way she hadn't before, at least, not so frequently. On the tube we sat next to each other, both tired and I rested my head on her shoulder, she twisted and kissed my forehead. And as the train jostled along I felt the most comfortable I'd ever felt with another person.

Outside the tube station was its usual hustle and bustle of people rushing around the city, we stood, about to part, facing each other holding both hands, I'd really enjoyed the spa, but was feeling tired, I wanted to thank her but before I could speak she looked at me intently, her eyes flicking from my left to right, like she was about to say something important, I assumed it would be another warning about tomorrow.

She eventually said. "I love... ed spending time with you today, it was so much fun, we should do it regularly" I smiled and said how much I'd enjoyed it too, but in the back of my mind, that hesitation, that pause when she started speaking felt like she wanted to say something else. I pulled her in for a hug, her arms wrapped around me tightly.

Both of us sighed into it, and when we parted her lips met mine, it was a beautifully tentative and soft kiss, not unlike the one we'd shared when we met in the morning, but it felt different. I felt more connected to her than I ever had, my heart swelled and then dropped as I knew all too well that I'd completely fallen for her, but she was unlikely to reciprocate the same level.

We said our goodbyes, she wished me good luck and repeated her warnings for caution, watching her walk off, my heart fluttered with emotion. And like an idiot I couldn't take my eyes off her, as she approached the corner, she glanced back over her shoulder, smiling widely as she realised I was still looking waving at me, but not waiting to see me wave back before she disappeared. I felt like such an idiot, rooted to the same spot, arm in the air returning a wave to no-one, I'd not even taken a step.

What was that pause all about? was she going to say that she loved me? It couldn't be, she'd made it really clear before that that wasn't her thing, that fixed relationships were not for her. I shook my head and started walking, I had to focus on Marc, the date... the meeting tomorrow. I started to run through scenarios, him accepting, him getting angry and everything in-between.

I just couldn't imagine him being angry, it just didn't seem like him, but Ellie was right, I had to do it when the café was busy, with people around but not too close obviously. Make sure I said anything before he got a drink in case I ended up wearing it or so that either of us could make a swift exit, and hope and pray that he was just cool, sure he might be shocked, but I'd give him an out, get things cleared, and maybe we could still do stuff...

I arrived back at my door, autopilot once again guiding me home while I was lost in my thoughts. As the kettle boiled for a much needed cup of tea I slumped down on the sofa, that was a wild day, obviously I wanted to fool around with Ellie, but I actually couldn't remember how many times she'd made me cum, even for my increased libido I felt entirely sated.

Kettle clicking off I made some tea, a couple of sugars to try and give me some energy and clear the alcohol in my system, I wanted to have a clear head for tomorrow. Half a mug and a few chocolate biscuits later I recovered enough to sit back at my computer, there would no doubt be messages to respond to and always some boring admin that needed ticking off.

Before I got stuck in my phone vibrated and a message from Ellie popped up, "Made it home! That was such a great day babe, I'm toootally beat but in the BEST way ????, we absolutely have to do that regularly, lets set a date in the diary". I immediately smiled, I could imagine her typing it in, slightly drunk, using her concentration face and being just generally very attractive.

Shaking my head I replied "yes, we definitely do! I also need to see about getting a membership, those treatments were just divine" I wanted to be more flirty, but I just couldn't shake the mixed signals, and what with my date tomorrow I already had enough of my plate.

"RUDE! Your highlight of the day was the treatments? I am deeply offended" for a moment I couldn't tell if she was actually upset, but could see she was still typing and another message pinged in "JK of course, you looked sooo good after that facial, my only regret of the day was that you didn't give me one as well" which instantly made me snort with laughter.

"Well I would have tried if you asked, but I'm pretty sure you drained the supply, might take a while to restock" she replied with laughing emojis, and we swapped comments about the day, slotting back into our usual casual relationship, sure there was an underlaying tension there, but that was nothing new.

As things started to wind down, Ellie typed "You know I have to say that it was so good to see you happy today, I know I might have pushed you a bit, but seeing you out in the world, relaxing into the new you, its delightful. I'm so proud of you. However Marc takes it tomorrow remember that you need to be kind to yourself and that I'll be right there if you need me".

I could feel a little lump in my throat, I thanked her profusely, I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me, to say that I loved her again. I sort of realised what she was doing, she may well have felt the same about me, but she was pushing me to find myself, to take life by the horns and see where I end up. How would I know if I liked guys for real without giving it a go with Marc?

I let her know my plan for tomorrow in as much detail as I could, I didn't want her there in the café, but I did want her ready to rescue me if I needed. I'd text in the morning, let her know when I arrived, and then keep her in the loop afterwards. I promised to not repeat the previous communication blackout regardless of what happened and we said our goodbyes.

Excited but also exhausted from the day, I sorted a few things on my platforms, fired off a few messages and emails and then watched some trashy tv to wind down. I wanted an early night, so that tomorrow I would be fully energised, and give myself as much time as possible to get ready, I wanted to look perfect.