August 22-23 2026

Well I decided to take today off. I'm trying to be good and just get something done in the house. HAHAHA. I get things done.

I have been super tired the last few days. So I feel like the extra sleeping is a good idea along with just chilling out in general.

I opened the other journal the rest of the way. I was just going to keep it and ask for a discount but the new one already shipped.

You know how I mentioned that I got a case of free Monsters. I have fully decided that the original Monster tastes like liquid perfume. I like some of the flavors of Monster. Original is not one of them.

I need to run to the store and I don't want to leave the house.

I don't want to do much of anything today. My mom texted me and wants me to call her. I don't want to. I just don't want to deal with people today. That's it. People!!! GRR. Of course fixing all forms of people is easy except the mother that I can't get out of. So I will have to call her at some point. I set an alarm to call her. Then I don't have to do it now. I decided to turn all my ringers off today. Do not disturb it and this is how I am rolling today.

Got laundry going. Watching some of my drama shows. LOL. I need to pick up a few things as well.

I still need to cum. I was going to bed last night before bed. I fell asleep before it happened. Then again this morning already two different times. LOL what am I thinking? Lol.

Why am I so tired? Goodness. I slept from midnight to like 7am, went back to sleep around eight and got up at about eleven. All I want to do is sleep more. Goodness.

Okay Daddy going to work on things.

I finally made myself cum. It wasn't anything mind blowing.

It seems I need to get some dick vs my womenizer. Hmm. Maybe I will go out tomorrow night. We will see. Depends on how well I do working tomorrow after taking time off. I needed a brain break for sure.

I should work on things. HAHA. Like I have been doing all day. Not. LOL. I've been playing games, watching drama shows and that's about it. Nothing really exciting or what I should be doing.

Oh I should get a pack of the pens I really like each time I buy a new book. I'm going to just have to use them until they die and just get a new set. Each pen mostly lasts one day of writing unless I only write like three words. LOL

New books, new pens, more diapers seems like I need to make an order soon.

Daddy I worked on stories today and laundry. I should have done more laundry but I decided a load was a good start plus what I wanted to wash next. I needed to wait to wash because I need to let the stuff dry that doesn't go into the dryer before I wash more things that don't go in the dryer.

You know these pens I got are not sparkly ones. They are still pretty good pens. They make me write smaller. Which uses less paper. Though they do make my hands cramp up a lot. I think because they are so skinny. I do better with fatter, thicker things in my hands. Then skinny thin things. LOL..

That's only my hand preferences. LOL

This pen reminds me of how good my handwriting used to be. When I was younger I was paid to address envelopes for some people who knew me. I had good hand writing skills. Sometimes I miss how much I used to do with my hands until all the wonderful medical things that don't allow them to be like they used to be. Which sucks a lot. Though I have noticed that they haven't lost the ability to type really fast. Though I do hit the wrong keys often and have to fix things. I would say I still can easily type close to 50wpm. This is what I used to type.

I miss the painting. The writing is hard. Now I write my journal notes for myself. No need to write things perfectly. I do write nice things here and there just to enjoy it while I do it. Then the next page will be a mess.

I defined my writing style as interesting and unique. I don't write any kind of normal standard writing style. I would say that my writing style is a little bit of the following three styles blended together of cursive, italic and printing. I have somehow come up with my own writing style. With the three combined. To me when I look at my writing it seems to me. That it depends on the letters. The letters before and after it as well play a part of how I will write that letter. If I write faster the letters change as well. I'm noticing now that some letters have multiple ways I write them.

Okay I'm just rambling at this point. LOL. Like you all care about how I write. LOL. Just as long as it gets typed up that is all you guys care about. LOL.

It was interesting to figure out my many ways of writing "R".

Okay Daddy, I'm going to put the writing away. I need to get my ass to bed. I need to work and the earlier the better.

Can't wait Daddy. I've already been asked if I'm going out tomorrow night. We will see. Sounds fun since I don't have plans. I also don't plan on working Monday.

I have two doctor appointments. Oh JT is going to be excited to hear. LOL

I will not be wearing a diaper to my in person appointment. Not sure what all will happen at that appointment. My other appointment is a video appointment diaper maybe.

Night Night Daddy

36 pages left in the book Daddy.

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August 23 2026

Here it is 10:30pm and I'm up watching my drama shows again. LOL

I actually didn't realize how much of the fun pens were still left. I thought I used them all up. I almost went out tonight but really wasn't feeling it. So I decided to stay home. I haven't felt the greatest today, not sure why. So I felt staying home would be good for me.

I'm getting sleepy.

Oh, then the book I'm to return I dropped it today when I was to return it. Making another corner look crappy now. Oops

Amazon already sent a new one so I can't really not return it.

Goodness so with not feeling well I never put on a diaper.

I was more just trying to take it easy and diapers don't make things easy. Well for peeing it does. But then I am super horny and want to cum. That is not taking it easy. Not looking forward to my appointment, it's a nerve testing of my legs. I find it a bit nerve racking to say the least.

But maybe it will give them more answers about my pain.

Finished the drama series. I was watching and guess I should do a couple things and get to bed.

Got to be up at five am to get my friend to work on time.

Though before that I thought about something well it registered. I grieve every day for the person I once was. Being able to lift, move and do all the things I used to before all the pain took over. Now it's getting to be another thing here and there. Like I have realized I can't fuck like I used to it hurts my body to much. Yeah so something that I read and was like oh yeah I deal with that daily. One million percent sucks. I wished no one the pain I live in daily.

Good Night Daddy.