Mandy Emerges Ch. 03

Mandy Emerges Ch. 3

I woke up still in the mess I had made of myself. I checked the time and realized work started in 5 minutes. No time to change, I guess I'm working in the dress, thigh highs and panties today. The thought actually excited me. Truthfully I could change but I didn't want to. Lying to myself that I had no time to change helped with the shame I was feeling though.

I logged in and finished my work in under an hour. Being dressed made me motivated to finish so I could do more research. My phone buzzed.

Veronica: Finally able to get a break. How are you? Did the dress fit? Tell me everything.

Reading the text made me nervous. Do I tell her everything? Do I omit details? Does she actually want to know or is just being nice?

I decided if she was going to be in this with me she needed to know everything.

Deep breath. Moment of truth.

Me(Mandy): The dress fit perfectly, thank you. I shaved everything. I bought panties, thigh highs, a butt plug, and dildo. I also did hours of research to see what interests me about this. I dressed up as Mandy and also am currently still dressed wearing panties, the dress, and thigh highs while I work. I played with the plug and the dildo and I am very nervous and ashamed to say that I absolutely loved it.

I sent the text and immediately felt myself hold my breath and nerves squeezed my entire body into a tight ball. I sat in silence staring at my phone expecting her to reply in exactly 1 second so I could breathe again. She only took a minute but it felt like hours.

Veronica: Holy Shit! I am so unbelievably proud of you right now. Also like extremely turned on. Wow that was unexpected. Did you shave the beard too? What about makeup? Oh and tell me about your research. What should I look up? Don't be ashamed or nervous. I am so in love with you, every part of you. Don't send me pictures please. I want to meet Mandy in person. This is so exciting!

I let out a huge exhale. My body completely melted while I read her text. I read it 4 times examining every word while tears formed in my eyes. Happiness, excitement, nervousness, shame. So many emotions swirling in me and goosebumps formed all over my body and I became acutely aware that I had more precum in my panties. This was starting to become a normal thing for me apparently.

She truly does see me and love me. My phone buzzed again.

Veronica: Stop rereading my text and reply I am dying over here.

How does she know me so well?

Me (Mandy): Sorry, was having a wild emotional response to your text. I did not put on any makeup since I don't have any of my own and also I have no idea how to do makeup.

Me (Mandy): I did shave my beard, I'm sorry.

Me (Mandy): Also I looked up FLR relationships, crossdressing, femdom, dom/sub dynamics.

Me (Mandy): I also obviously looked at a ton of clothes and sex toys that interested me.

I was holding my breathe again. Still nervous, still ashamed. I need to figure out a way past this.

Veronica: OK, I am beyond excited to start my research. Also I won't lie I loved the beard but that's alright all that matters is that you like you now. Look at you having emotions!

Veronica: Lol, I'm just kidding. I can teach you how to do makeup, that sounds like so much fun. Also my makeup is your makeup so if you wanted to try it out go for it. I have some nail polish you can use too. This is going to be great.

Veronica: I am smiling ear to ear and bouncing around I am so excited. I'm going to try to cut this trip short so I can come home early. If I can swing it can you take like a week off of work? I have so many ideas.

With every word that I read I was getting more happy. She truly loves me and wants to experience whatever this is with me. I never expected in my wildest dreams that she would be respond like this.

I never take time off since being home is basically all I would do anyway. Imagining an entire week with Veronica sounded like a dream. A whole week with Veronica helping me discover this side of me feels like an impossible dream.

Me (Mandy): I can definitely take time off. Are you sure you want to do that though? I would love for you to teach me how to do my makeup and also how to put on nail polish so I will wait for you to do that.

Veronica: I am more than sure I want to take a week off and explore this with you. I am on board with all of this so far. I am going to start my research now and then go to bed. I love you very much I will let you know when I'm coming back and what flight so you can pick me up.

The rest of the day I stayed dressed and enjoyed being Mandy for a whole day. I loved the feeling of the thigh highs and panties. I loved the way the dress squeezed me and how the fabric felt on my skin. I had multiple erections throughout the day just from being dressed which was very unusual for me. I was truly happy the entire day.

I was depressed when I had to change to go to the grocery store. I had considered at least wearing panties since I loved the way they made me feel both physically and emotionally but I was still afraid.

I could actually feel myself change as I put on my boy clothes. I could feel my heightened emotions dull and my excitement fade. That was weird. I don't know what it means other than I love being dressed and I love wearing panties and the feelings that accompany it.

While I was shopping I got another text from Veronica

Veronica: I will be home tomorrow at 3 PM your time. We have a lot to do you and I. Also this research has turned me into a fountain, everything is so hot. I'm doing everything I can not to touch myself.

Me: Wow, really? Specifically what is turning you on, do tell.

Veronica: Wouldn't you like to know