Only her Pleasure Matters Ch. 04

Knockout sleep. I slept through to my alarm and I feel great. I don't recall stirring at all. Having my balls emptied last night really helped for sure.

Jump out of bed, shower and head for work. I have a really productive day, sharing our usual text exchanges with Emma. Nothing regarding our little 'game.'

I get home around 7:30pm to find Emma cooking dinner. I wrap my arms around her in the kitchen and kiss her kneck hungrily. She giggles and says "I thought having you cum would temper you down some."

"It did" I say, and continue "I didn't get hard once today." And with that I let my hands travel up and place them on her breasts, lightly squeezing. "Still only one orgasm for the rest of the week, are you sure you want to work yourself up?" She asks as I fondle her.

"Your irresistible" I reply.

"I know" she says cheerily.

We have our dinner and Emma cleans up while I watch a sports game. I can finally concentrate on something other than Emma's pussy and enjoy it!

After she finishes cleaning up she says "I'm going up for a bath, and then I am going to have an early night. I want some private time for at least an hour ok?"

"I can join you if you would like?" I ask, and push "helping you have a bath and then giving you an orgasm or five would be much more enjoyable for me than this sports game" I say grinning.

"Nope" she says smiling back. "I'm going to give myself a nice little orgasm before bed. You stay down here. I know I can trust you not to play with your cock can't I?"

"Of course babes. I'm not allowed. I haven't forgotten" I reply. And add "you enjoy your bath and orgasm, and I'll wait until you are ready for me to assist" and I add a wink.

She smiles and heads upstairs. I watch the rest of the game and relax with a beer. Soon enough I feel sleep arrive and I head to bed to find Emma all curled up asleep.

Again I have another good nights sleep, but I do have to contend with a naked Emma when I wake up as she is on an early shift. I watch her delicious nudity as she lays her clothes out. She catches me looking and smiles then says "you know, sometimes me being naked didn't effect you that much before our little game. Now it seems you can't get enough."

"I can't" I reply. And add "I was an idiot for taking your naked body for granted before. You are truly irresistible."

I catch her blush, if just slightly. Though she says "If this is what restricted orgasms does for you, then you won't be getting to cum much in the future."

Her talking about me not cumming much, plus her nudity has caused my cock to swell. Not to full mast, but certainly some chub.

I get out of bed and walk round to her naked. As I approach she turns to face me. I place my hands on the sides of her face and I lean in to kiss her. And I kiss her deeply. She kisses back and melts in to me. As she does so, my hands travel down her back and land on her ass. I grab a cheek with each hand and squeeze. Her ass is delicious.

After a short time I am at full mast and I break the embrace. As I step back my hands keep contact with her and the travel from her ass, up her sides and they land on her breasts. I now squeeze her bare tits and a little moan escapes her lips.

"This isn't fair" she says. And continues "you are getting me worked up but I have to shoot off for work shortly."

"Feeling a little frustrated are we babes?" I ask as I flash a mischievous grin.

I notice she is staring at my hard cock as she replies "yes, and you will pay for this." and with that she raises her eyes to meet mine. Then she raises her left hand and does a shooing gesture and says "now be gone with you. I have to get dressed." And with that I leave for the shower.

My work day goes well again. I catch myself staring at Stephs body a couple of times while she wasn't looking. She is displaying some impressive cleavage today. And oddly, I stared at Libby's trouser clad ass again. Twice within a week for a girl I don't have any real attraction towards. I put it down to being horny and move on.

Overall work was going well and I got a text off Emma shortly before I finished for the day. It read;

'Hi baby. I took care of myself when I got home. Three times! Mainly due to your escapades this morning ;)

And now I am feeling a bit lazy tired. Do you think you could pick up a takeaway for dinner please? You know what I like xxx'

I type in my response;

'Three climaxes hey? That's great. I enjoy it when you receive pleasure. And hopefully I can provide some more pleasure for you later. And Roger that on takeout xxx'

Honestly, thinking about her masturbating to orgasm while I am not even allowed to touch my own cock did get me hard for a little while. I still don't understand why this game of ours turns me on so much. I don't dwell on it though.

When I get home I bring the Chinese food through to the coffee table. My thinking is that we can just eat out of the cartons so I can take her to bed afterwards with no washing up to do.

I kiss her when I walk in and begin to unload the food when she says "I think I would like my property out in the open. And by my property, I mean your cock. Get undressed."

I pause what I am doing as she speaks and does as she asks. Once I am naked she stares at my cock. I stand before her not really knowing what to do. Arms by my sides as I don't really have anywhere to put them. Her gaze though does turn me on a bit and again I get some chub. She then says "carry on with dinner hun."

I organise the food with a cold drink each. And as I am about ready Emma sits up and removes her jumper. Her tits sit magnificently in a black bra. Tons of cleavage.

She places the jumper next to her on the sofa and says "here sit on this. It's going in the wash anyhow."

So I sit next to her and we eat while watching a couple of quiz shows. After Emma is finished she curls up next to me. And after some time I feel her soft small hand on my package. Her touch is light, but that's all it needs to get hard.

She spends some time idly playing with it. She is ignoring the tv now, and seems to be inspecting my cock. Moving it around. Spending some time focusing on certain areas. As she does this I stare at her stunning cleavage and I whisper in her ear "will you take your bra off for me?"

She giggles but says "aw honey, I am all comfortable at the moment all snuggled up with you. I would rather not move."

"Alright babes" I reply. And with that she carries on her cock inspection.

After a while she relents tugging on my cock, and just keeps her hand on it. Then she yawns and she says "I'm going to go up to have a bath then an early night."

"Alright babes" I say and then ask "Would you like me to come up to pleasure you?"

She replies, "no I am good thanks. Those three orgasms I had when I got home from work will tide me over" and she kisses me on the cheek.

I counter "but having at least one more orgasm before sleep would be nice wouldn't it?"

She than asks me "Is this more about me or you?"

"Its about you babes. Though I really do want to pleasure you, so perhaps it's about both of us" and I chuckle as I say that.

"Though I am in charge of both our orgasms right? I get that you haven't cum or pleasured me in a couple of days and you might be a bit worked up, but that's the price to pay honey" Emma says.

"Alright, sorry babes. I didn't mean to pressure you. I just love seeing you orgasm and glow in pleasure" I say.

"How much do you miss it?" she asks.

I turn to face her and explain "Our little game has me all consumed babes. I mean, I get that you are really in to it too babes, but you get to switch off. Like right now, you came three times and you want to sleep. I hardly get that at all."

She places her hand on my face and says "honey, I know this game causes a massive imbalance. That is the turn on for me. That you will sacrifice your own pleasure to heighten mine. Though also that you will sit frustrated for long periods of time. What did you think I masturbated too today? It wasn't porn. Granted I did read a few denial stories before I began to masturbate. Though once I started my thoughts were on you. With a cock between your legs you can't touch. Balls churning out sperm you can't release without my permission, while I have the freedom to touch myself, pleasure myself, or command you to pleasure me when I want. Boy oh boy does it get my motor humming."

She pauses as she takes her hand off my cheek and wraps it around my now hard cock. She begins to lightly stroke and continues "When I am sated you have to accept it and suffer in silence. I shouldn't have to put up with pressure, even if it is about my pleasure" she ends with a chuckle.

"Oh you are right babes. I'm sorry I should have realised. Though honestly, you explaining it like that has turned me on."

Emma laughs and says "I can tell. Your cock is throbbing in my hand" and with that she starts stroking a bit faster.

"Let me ask you something" Emma says "my orgasms are more important to you than your own right? Like, would you prefer I had ten orgasms to your one, or a hundred orgasms to your one?"

I groan, even that question kicks me up a gear and I croak out "a hundred babes."

"Good" she replies and adds "then prove it. Swap your orgasm."

"Huh? What do you mean, swap?" I ask

She answers "The one orgasm you have left for the rest of the week. The one you will really want. I want you to swap it. The one orgasm you really want, to be able to give me an orgasm I am not fussed about tonight. That's my offer, your choice."

It was then I understood how Emma had worked out just how to push my buttons. While at the same time, feeling no guilt at being incredibly selfish.

What. A. Turn. On.

"oh fuck babes." Emma was now seriously stroking me fast and hard. And I can feel the churning of an orgasm building.

"What's your choice honey? I will respect it either way" she says, almost taunting me.

"Babes, please let me lick you" I say.

She replies "and you will surrender your one orgasm left for the week? So you won't cum at all for the rest of the week, just for the chance to give me an orgasm that I am not fussed about?"

Emma is still stroking me hard, my balls churning away. I'm not far off at all. I begin panting, and lightly thrusting back in to her hand. Though Emma doesn't stop, she carries on pumping my cock.

I am very close but I know I will choose her, of course I will. So I answer "yes baby I choose your orgasm that you aren't fussed about."

She lets go. My cock twitches, precum is everywhere. Emma takes her eyes off my cock and looks at me. I meet her eyes, still panting. Now desperate. And she smiles.

"Stand up" she says, so I do and stand naked before her with a still desperate erection. She picks her jumper up that I had been sitting on and she wipes the precum off my cock and she says "go run me a bath. Salts, bubbles and a few candles while I tidy up down here."

And with that she stands and walks past me carrying her jumper to the washing machine. I eventually make my way upstairs and run her bath. I set it up and I know it will take about 10 minutes for it to fill to the level she likes.

So I come back downstairs to see Emma pulling her jeans down in the front room. She sees me and smiles at me. I reach her as she is kicking her jeans off her feet. I wrap my arms around her as she stands before me in her underwear and we kiss. Deeply. I stroke her back as we embrace and she purrs. I go to unclasp her bra and she breaks the kiss and says "no. This orgasm is for me not you. No tits for you tonight" she said it sternly and I don't what my face did as shortly after she is almost chuckling.

Then she says "on your knees" and I comply, leaving my face inches from her panty clad mound. Then she commands "pull my panties down" which I do, and it's then I notice her scent.

She steps out of them and she orders "now kiss it, like you would kiss my cheek."

She is on a power trip I conclude. Riding the high my choice has given her so I comply. I plant soft kisses on her vaginal lips while I kneel before her.

She runs her fingers through my hair as I kiss then she steps back. She sits on the sofa and opens her legs wide and she says "you may begin."

I make my way over to her while staying on my knees and I see it glistening. She is fairly aroused. I start my assault, long licks of her labia, then her slit. As I contact her nub she sighs in pleasure. I focus on that, swishing, licking and a little nibble here and there. She soon places a hand on my head so I put two fingers in her. If she is only going to have one orgasm, I am going to make it a good one.

So my fingers find her G-spot and my mouth continues on her clit and above me Emma is thrashing about screaming in pleasure "fuck, fuck, fuck OH MY GAWWW" as her orgasm rips through her. She stops breathing and her body arches up. Then she lets out a loud screaming growl and she crashes down. Orgasm coursing through her she pushes me away and she slams her legs closed. She keeps shuddering, then she exhales loudly. "Oh my, Oh my" she says.

I stay kneeling before her, pleased she had such a good orgasm. I wait for her to calm a bit and I say "not bad for an orgasm you didn't really want" with a grin.

She laughs in response, still with her eyes closed and pants back "What you did. Not just physically, but wow that was good. Mentally too. You turned me on something chronic, then did that to me. Even after I denied you my tits. Even after I got you close to blowing your load. Wow, I have the best sex life a girl could have" and with that she smiles and opens one eye to look at me. Then closes it again to bask in her orgasmic pleasure.

After a while of silence I get up to stop Emma's bath from overflowing, and she eventually makes it up the stairs as I am brushing my teeth. Still wearing just her bra. She walks to me and hugs me tight. "Thank you" she whispers.

I smile and hug her back. We stay like that a while, each of us lost in our own thoughts. And I realise that this little 'game' has brought Emma and I closer than I thought possible. Well on my end at least. I have always been independent. Very much an introvert. I didn't think I could be so close, love someone this much. And what's more shocking is that we have only been 'playing' this a week.

Emma enjoys a long bath. I take my aching hard cock to bed. I watch a bit of YouTube on my phone, and it eventually goes down. That is until Emma walks in the room wrapped in a towel. She opens it in front of me and says "you earned a look at my tits" as I stare at her naked body. Erect again.

Once she climbs in to bed she spends a few minute idly playing with my cock, as well as rolling my balls between her fingers. And she says "I bet these will feel heavier come the end of the week" and with that she rolls over and drifts off to sleep. I lay there a while, hard cock and aching balls. Eventually it goes down and I get some sleep too.

My alarm wakes me up this Thursday morning and I have raging wood. Emma is again awake, and again naked, pottering around the bedroom. As she moves I eye her swaying tits and longingly look at her kitty appearing and disappearing between her legs. I sit up and pull the sheet back letting my hard erection show itself.

She stops to take a look at my hard cock and then says "there he is. Just how I like him" and giggles. I don't reply, I just keep on drinking in her nudity.

After a few minutes of Emma organising herself I watch her dress. Panties on, bra on. Loving the way she adjusts her tits in the cups. And I don't stop looking at her until she is fully clothed. I then get up and walk to her as she is putting her hair up. I grab her ass through her skirt. She lets me feel as she finishes her hair then pushes me down so I am sitting on the bed. She bends in front of me and takes hold of my still hard cock. Holds it in a firm grip and moves her mouth towards it. She stops just short and I feel her hot breath as she says "I could just wrap my lips around this meaty thing, as I haven't done my make-up yet. Though you have chosen not orgasm again for the rest of this week, what's the point?" And with that she slides her hand up and down my cock for 10 seconds or so and then lets go. She then cradles my balls again and whispers "poor poor balls, gonna be so full of cum soon" then she stands up smiles at me and goes to do her make-up.

I shower, dress and go on to have a rather uneventful day at work. Though Emma did text me to tell me she has been reading more denial stories and is getting some ideas of things to try. Plus the stories worked her up but she is going to wait for my tongue.

That last part got me hard, but also motivated me to finish up quickly so I can get home to Emma.

I get home a little earlier than usual at 6:45pm. Emma meets me as I take my suit jacket off. We kiss for a short while then Emma takes my hand and leads me in to the front room. "Undress" she commands and follows up with "I presume you know what edging is?"

I slowly nod in reply and she says "good. I am going to practice on you while we wait for dinner. And you are going to help me. I want to get really good at edging you. Not just getting you close."

I kinda gulp hard while I resign myself to her request and I reply "alright babes. I suppose this was coming."

"unlike you" she shoots back with a grin.

Soon I am naked and she sits on the edge of the sofa, still in her work clothes of skirt and blouse. I stand before her, already getting hard in anticipation. She wraps her hand around my cock and slowly starts pumping.

Her face is very close to my penis and I notice she has kept her glasses on for this. I conclude she is wanting to observe body signals or signs as to when I will be on the edge of an orgasm.

As I am pondering that, while enjoying her hand she starts to talk "So I am going to observe your penis reactions. Your balls and other possible body functions as you approach orgasm. I need you to tell me when you are very close, at that point I need you to say 9. And when you feel you're at the very edge, where one more stroke will probably tip you over I need you to say 10. Do you understand honey?"

"I do babes" I say in reply.

And she adds "also, please work with me here. I need you to relax and try to enjoy it. In a way your body will think it's going to get to cum. Please don't consciously try to change any aroused behavior."

I reply "I want you to be happy babes, and to enjoy our little game. If edging me well will assist with that, I then want that for you."

She looks up at me and smiles before saying "good to hear honey. I must also state, please don't fuck up here. Don't get your readings wrong and tell me 9 when you meant 10. Basically don't cum. Just don't. That would really upset me."

I reassure her by saying "babes, not cumming will be my priority. Honestly."

She carries on in silence. She isn't being creative, it's just a firm grip at a reasonable pace, head to base. Over and over, and of course it works. Soon enough I say "9." Shortly after "10." And she lets go. I let a out a little grown in frustration.

She gives me a few minutes cooldown and repeats. She does this over and over with myself reaching '9' and then '10' ar a much quicker rate. Each time her letting go on 10.

After half an hour or so we take a break. She gets us some water each and she tells me that I was edged around eight times.

My balls are aching and I have a mild pain right in the pit of my stomach. The need to cum here is huge. While I drink some water Emma takes the time to clean up the precum with baby wipes. After her hand and my cock are cleaned off she cleans a fairly impressive puddle of precum off the floor.

Once she has cleaned up she asks "how are you doing?" I don't want her to feel bad, but I decide to be honest and say "babes, honestly this is torturous. I have never needed to cum so much in my life, and the ache in my balls has radiated to the pit of my stomach."

She studies me for a moment with no sign of amusement or arousal and simply asks "will you endure a few more for me? We don't have long because dinner will be ready soon. Just two more, is that ok?"

I reply "for you babes. I suppose this longing to cum will be pretty constant going forward" and I trail off with a chuckle to lighten the mood.

She flashes me a smile in response and says "probably, yeah. If it does help though, I have been getting tingly down there watching you get close and be denied" and she too trails off with a chuckle.

I do respond and say "that does actually help, knowing this turns you on."

"It does" she simply says and with that, her hand returns to my cock. Slow strokes to begin with. Her grip slowly gets firmer and the strokes start to get faster. Mere minutes go by and I am babbling again "10, 10!" She lets go.

"One more" she says and immediately starts back up. With no cooldown I am already bucking, legs shaking and balls churning. Maybe 10 seconds later I scream out "10 babes, 10!" She doesn't stop. Not immediately. She gives my cock two extra strokes then lets go.

I growl in response. Cock thrusting but finding fresh air. And I know, literally any sort on contact, any and I would have blown. Though my balls keep their contents.

"Wow" she says. And continues "see, you could have taken a few more strokes." Then she points up at my face, smiles and says "I'm learning about you" and she throws a wink too. Then she stands up and heads to the kitchen, and over her shoulder she says "clean up your work clothes, and clean your penis. Then get a towel to sit on. Dinner will be ready in five."

I do as she asks and we enjoy a meal together, again with quiz shows on. She actually leaves my cock alone while she is snuggled up to me, but does wrap her hand very lightly around my balls. She spends some time lightly tickling and rolling my balls around. Even that gets me hard, with zero cock contact.

When Emma is ready we head to bed together. She gets me to draw her a bath, and while the bath is running, I return to the bedroom to find her sitting naked at the foot of the bed. We lock eyes and Emma smiles. She then falls back and opens her legs wide. "Lick" is all she says. And I oblige.

Three orgasms later she is pushing me away from her and tells me to stop her bath and to clean up. After I do that, Emma bathes. I do put the bedroom tv on, but I can't concentrate on anything. My cock is hard and I am desperate. I am also hoping that Emma will spend some more time on my cock, but I am slo hoping she won't.

When Emma returns and we get in to bed together, she cuddles up and silently wraps her hand around my hard cock. And she starts pumping. I again growl in desperation as my balls churn away. Minutes later I shout "10" and Emma takes her hand away. Kisses me on the cheek and says "goodnight." She then rolls over and goes sleep. Leaving me a complete mess.

This is the worse part of our 'game.' When Emma goes to sleep and I am left hard and horny as hell. For me, it's akin to trying to fall asleep while your bladder is full and you need the toilet. You aren't sleepy, and there is only one thing on your mind.

Eventually I find a little sleep, though it's broken sleep. I awake before my alarm, morning wood raging again. I just get up and shower and head to work early. I get to work focused and have a top morning. I get through most of my workload for the day before lunchtime. And thay allows me to leave extra early and I get home just after Emma, who is shocked to see me.

"Well this is unexpected. Such an orgasmic bonus" she says with a smile and a wink.

I reply "I want you babes. Can we have some extended intimate time?"

She stands up and walks towards me, beaming. And answers "Of course honey. Though we both have a day off tomorrow and I was planning on really using you. Do you think you can handle plenty of stimulation without orgasm?"

"I just want to see you in orgasmic bliss babes. Like all the time. I love putting in the work for your pleasure, and I love seeing you cum. I can't get enough" and with that I reach out for her breasts and cup them through her blouse. I feel the weight of them encased in her bra. They feel absolutely heavenly.

She smiles at me as I weigh her tits. She is about to speak but I get in first and say "bare. Can I please just have five minutes with your bare tits babes?"

She reaches up and strokes my face and replies "with all you do for me, of course you can." And with thay she steps back and removes her blouse, her skirt and her bra. She also kicks off her shoes and removes her tights. She then walks back to me in just her panties, tits slightly swaying as she moves.

My hands immediately grab them. And I grope, squeeze, weigh and jiggle them. I enjoy myself playing with her tits. And when I do some nipple play I notice Emma squeeze her legs together and gasp. Eventually I lift her tits up and plant my face between them. I enjoy the soft sensual feel against my 5 o'clock shadow. Then I lick her nipples, she gasps again. Then I lightly nibble and she responds with moans of pleasure.

At this point she pushes me away and composes herself. She takes my hand and leads me to the coffee table. She reaches in to her purse and pulls out some dice. 3 pink dice and 3 blue ones. Then she says "I saw these in an him v her game at the papershop. I bought the game just for these dice. I was going to get us to roll 1 each tonight. I am sure you know what they are for?"

I nod in response, clearly pink is for her orgasm count and blue is for my edging count. She continues "after your pleading and assault on my boobs, we are going to roll 2 each. Once we have the counts for the night, I will decide the order. You roll first" and with that she hands me two blue dice.

I roll them on the coffee table. 4 & 5. Emma gasps and says "wow. Nine edges for you tonight. Imagine if I get 9 orgasms!" With that she squeals and blows on her two pink dice. She shakes then in her closed hands, and yes I see her bare tits shake along side them and then she rolls her dice. 3 & 2.

She pouts. And says "only five orgasms. Hardly seems fair" though she is grinning widely.

We go upstairs, get naked together and then she says "right, we are going to begin with 2 orgasms for me" which caught me by surprise considering it's 9 edges to 5 orgasms. Then she says "Start with your mouth, and when you get me going insert 2 fingers.

So that is exactly what happens. She was already really aroused so it didn't take long for her to have a screaming orgasm. Though she pushes me away after her first orgasm and says "on your back." Then she rumages in her bedside cabinet and brings out a pack of condoms. She puts one on my seemingly permanently hard cock. Then she lubes it up, and proceeds to put a second condom on.

She sees the confusion on my face and says "double bagged" and giggles. She then climbs on me and impales herseld on my double bagged cock. I feel it, of course I do, but not greatly. Then she slowly starts fucking. "Can you feel much honey?" She asks.

I am honest "I can, but not loads. Like I feel some pressure but really no friction."

"Perfect" she replies.

Doesn't take her long to roar to another orgasm as she rode me while I delightfully groped her tits. She collapses next to me.

After a few minutes she leans back in to me and removes the condoms and whispers in my ear "9 edges for you now. One after the other. Make sure you say 10 when you can't take anymore" and with that I feel her soft hand wrap around my already hard and waiting cock.

At the end of the 9 edges I was a blubbering mess. She varied the cooldown times between from like 10 seconds to a couple of minutes.

Emma strokes my cheeks and notices a couple of actual tears on my face. "It's that bad it's making your cry?" I mumble back "a bit babes."

She shot back "I need your head down there right now" and with that I slowly rose to my knees to crawl down to her when I felt her hands on me pushing me. Soon enough I was back between her legs, licking, sucking, flicking and nibbling while I also let my fingers dance inside her as well. Her next orgasm hit within 60 seconds. Another couple in 5 minutes.

After, we both lay there panting next to each other. Emma in pure orgasmic bliss, myself in partial exhaustion, but mainly frustration. Obviously my cock still pointing to the ceiling.

Eventually we untangle and end up downstairs again watching tv, and enjoyed a light supper that Emma prepared. Emma in her robe, while she let me have my robe on, she insisted I keep it open. She did spend some more time lightly stroking my hard erect cock while we cuddled together.

I can't really put in to words how badly my balls hurt. I actually brought it up with Emma. She thought for a moment then told me to shut everything off down here when she calls me upstairs. And with that, she left.

About 10 minutes later she is calling me upstairs. She ushers me into the bathroom, and a very shallow but soapy bath is drawn. She gets me in and uses a jug and wash cloth. She gently bathes me. She leaves my penis (half mast) and balls until the end. She ignores my penis, but has me lean back while keeping my legs apart at the knees. And she spends time "washing" my balls with the cloth. Over and over she lightly repeats her washing method and I have to admit, it felt very nice. Of course it led to an erection, and she washed that too, but mainly focused ony balls.

When she finished she told me to relax and to join her in the bedroom when I am ready. I actually became that relaxed my penis softened. When I joined Emma in the bedroom she asked "feeling better?"

I told her the truth "yes babes. That strong sting has all but gone. A slight dull uncomfortable discomfort is about all that remains. Honestly, like 90% better."

"Good" she replies. "Now we have these dice, this weekend could see your balls really suffer some frustration" and with that she giggles and bounces into bed. I join her and she says "I am going to leave your penis alone tonight. Try and get some sleep while it is soft" she then kisses me and rolls over.

I ponder the weekend, knowing full well I am not allowed to orgasm again until next week at the earliest. And my cock betrays and me rises to full mast in early anticipation.