Cruel Camilla

Every white woman I have ever known wanted to be owned by a black guy. The trolls might argue differently, but that is my experience. My sister, who is soon to be owned, once told me that she used to masturbate thinking about a big black guy ploughing her. When she later learned that I was owned by a black guy, and that Collette, my mistress, brought me to heel in a way that pleased Lucien, then she said that she wanted something like that herself. She was willing to date and marry a white guy, just to have him brought to heel that way. My sister is only twenty, but she understands instinct. She is ready to seduce the right sort of weak white male material, simply to bend him later to the mastery of a black lord. This is instinctual. Women recognize absolute masculinity when they see it and they submit to it. They don't have to reason it; they simply follow their genes and open their legs to black cock, hoping that one of those days the black lord is going to put a kid inside her.

Another woman who wants to be entirely owned is Camilla. She is my mistress's best buddy. But this isn't straightforward, because Camilla is a really substantial bitch in the making. I mean that she is heavy, with a pair of hefty tits that a bra struggles to hold. Her belly isn't huge but she has the generous buttocks that the black man likes to plough. Camilla takes a lot of black cock. One time, at a party, three bros took her one after the other, and she gasped through orgasms on each of them. The only problem is that Camilla is nasty with it. She is exceedingly cruel and that poses a problem. Her husband is weak and ineffectual enough to slip into servitude, but he is also a little uncertain. He's prone to anxiety and Camilla realises that if he is cucked good and hard then he might do something stupid. As husband is due a substantial inheritance, she wants the cucking handled just so then. She wants him brought to heel in stages, and that frustrates the black dudes that I know. They're happy to rush a white guy down the humiliation slope and fuck whether he slips off the mortal coil. So Ben (her weakling) has to go down in stages, and, because she is a cruel bitch, he has to hurt every step downwards. The stages might get jumbled, though, and passion can intervene. I've never known anyone quite like her. She will make Ben's life an utter misery whilst still stretching out to the coming inheritance. Once he hands that over... well!

My mistress fucks beautifully on Lucien. They are a glamorous couple. They dress well. They're sophisticated and it is an honour to kneel in the corner when he takes her. I'm so grateful to Lucien for owning her and then taking charge of me as well. You can be a fortunate cuck. You can be a grateful cuck. You can be a well-adjusted cuck who recognizes the inevitability of interracial coupling as the future of humanity. Maybe society should have arranged marriages: a black master and a white bitch to make babies with. Parents could arrange that and the also-ran white boys, well, maybe they get distracted to hard work and service elsewhere, or if accommodating, then they go into domestic service.

I hate it when Lucien goes away on business. I need to have my master close. I suck cock for him really nice; he says so. I come freely on his cock too and mistress is kind enough to unlock the cock cage. Otherwise, you get a knot pain of immense proportions. A confident bitch really likes to watch her cuck get taken that way. It signals everything: his submission, his non-masculinity, and his utter commitment to the destiny we should all embrace. It is sexy and it is uber reassuring. The cuck will keep house, raise kiddies and when she finally tires of him, well he will be put out to gardening or other less intimate work. You don't want an old guy licking your cunt, even if he was once your husband.

But back to master going away. When he does that, then mistress puts me to Camilla. I am made to show Ben what servitude means and just how addictive it can become. The servitude really works your mind, and you come to crave it. But serving Camilla is an utter misery. She starts normal enough, but then the cruel streak really arises inside of her. After a session (or two), I'm meant to chat Ben through the necessity of this, the inevitability of it. Divorce would mean the wilderness; servitude offers total involvement. But I tell you, licking Camille's cunt out is like eating an open enchilada. She has such a big hole, she has taken so much cock over a couple of years that you get your face flooded.

The arrangement works this way. My mistress pairs Camilla up with a hefty and chunky black bro friend of my master's and the idea is that I join Camilla, stud and weakling Ben, for the weekend. My master would never fuck Camilla, but my mistress wants her hooked up on full-time black cock and she wants to see Ben humiliated. Humiliation is a huge thing amongst owned bitches. It's a primal thing, from the rut field or something. The black guy wins (for sure) but the female judgment on the also-ran has to be brutal. This is part of the frisson of life. It's not nice, but it is what it is. Ben sometimes begs me to plead a sicky and not to come over. But that is impossible. Mistress has absolute authority over me, so no matter how much I hate Camilla, I will always do as I'm told.

A couple of highlights will capture the weekend for you. Let's start straight there, sucking cock for the black master. Ben did that once, for one black guy, but it was in private, without Camilla watching. I think he gagged off or something, started to choke, something like that. But you have to suck cock, really nice and really submissively, in front of your mistress. For sure, this preens the ego of the black alpha, but it really soars the libido of a bitch. Knowing that the defeated will suck cock nice and sweet before she gets banged, and then afterwards, when she is dripping, that is the sweetest thing for women like mistress and Camilla. A skilful bro is going to handle it easy, not that Ben trusts that. He thinks all black men ram their erection in deep and then squirt, so you think you're going to asphyxiate. Not so, the black master to be needs to show his bitch that he can handle the cuck with style. So sure, he thrusts slow and deep to establish mastery, but when he's about to come, he eases back and belches the thick generous load all over the tongue of the kneeling cuck. That way the mistress can watch him swallow it down. A gagging cuck isn't a good look, and even Camilla wants this done properly. So, this weekend Lloyd came over. I've sucked cock for Master Lloyd a few times. He has a massive head on his cock, its frankly ugly, but his spunk is ambrosia. It's easy to look grateful when he sprays inside your mouth. Camilla loves that. The way I swallow, staring up at him, and lick around the truncheon head of that fucking great tool of his afterwards.

Camilla fucks up by goading Ben as they watch this. She cannot let go of the full on taunts that this is what he is good for. Sucking cock. Because his cock is lame, it's disabled or something. She really is radical with words. If she said how beautiful submission was, how natural it is, then we might make progress, but she isn't. She has him licking her loose and luscious flaps whilst they witness my adulation of Master Lloyd.

Then, she completely misses the 'uck' scale of submission to the master males. She shows Ben how I respond to golden shower training. Look, that is advanced stuff. Ben has to drop down multiple humiliation levels before he confronts that. But my mistress likes the practice. She thinks it a proper mark of servitude, that cucks like me (well-mannered and experienced) can be taken to the lady's room to lick Mistress clean after she has taken a pee. In some instances, the golden shower happens too; Mistress has been known to straddle my face and, with great accuracy to pee all over it. It used to be a party trick, but it's more intimate and deep-seated in the relationship than that. Submitting to such toilet ensures that you never dream there is a return path to dignity. Surrendering to this cements your lowly status big time.

But mistress Camilla doesn't realise what a huge deal this is. She wants Ben trained to golden showers immediately. She imagines it's a cuck selling point as she searches for Mr Right to own them. How many black guys imagine that they're going to own a bitch, with a cuck at that stage of training? Still, a cuck never challenges a mistress, so I show Ben how it's done. You lie face up so that mistress can squat over you. If they shower you standing up, they get too wet themselves. No, squatting is the thing, and it's like you are the dirt and little more. You're just somewhere to take a piss. Camilla's a substantial woman when she squats, so it's difficult for Ben to see. But the thing is that you don't wriggle around trying to take all the goodness in your mouth. You're there to get sprayed. That's the point. So, open your mouth and accept the splashing. Afterwards, no wiping your face frantically with your sleeve. You thank mistress, say you are honoured to have served, and then ask for excusal to go and clean up.

I've tried everything with Ben. Urine is sterile. It's warm, wet and a metaphorical gift. You have a purpose, no matter how lowly. If she has been fucking, then there is extra goodness. The vibe of this life is that they deposit things inside you. You swallow it down. You are inseparable from them, and their beautiful fucking in that way. Each time you submit to it, you have been needed. You weren't abandoned like some jerk who was kicked out to wank in a bedsit. My mistress is pleased with me. She does this to me casually, without a fuss or a comment. It is routine. But not with Camilla; she has to rejoice in the mess she makes all over your blinking, creasing cuck face. I beg Mistress to advise Camilla to ease off but she tells me we must not interfere. Ben will be broken fully, or else kicked out, inheritance or no.

I've already said what eating Mistress Camilla's cunt is like. It's a pasta meal with lots of sauce. But there is an extra dimension here. It's not simply a taste thing, licking out another man's spunk from your mistress's hole; it's a smell thing. It is the scent of fucking, the dominance of the master black cock that incrementally enslaves you to this living. Well, it would, if your mistress had some decent hygiene before she fucked her alpha male. Camilla doesn't have that. She literally smells of musk and sex from the off, and then she gets it on with the alpha male. Her cunt scent is so hypnotic, you feel that you're losing your mind before you lap just once. This terrifies poor Ben and it leaves me wondering how on earth I can ever be kicked away after she is satisfied with the tongue bath.

It shouldn't be like this. The scent should intoxicate slowly and completely. Your mind should spiral down into the 'fix'. But with Mistress Camilla, you plunge headlong down from the start. Because she has the ability to ride multiple orgasms too, she will drag your mouth straight up to that bulging bud and then work you for all you are worth. I become delirious, lost in licking and lapping, kissing and caressing, and her clit bulges. I know Ben has been here before; he has told me and it has left him exhausted. She doesn't take his cock cage off, so he erupts into a knot, and frankly, that's unkind.

I suppose what I'm saying is that someone like Ben will submit meek and mild. He's ideal cuck material and Mistress Camilla certainly deserves to be owned. She has much to give. But there is a strategy and there is a style to the owning, to the transition that you push the cuck through. I try to talk Ben through his mistress's eagerness, her passion, but no amount of rationale makes him more confident to become like me. I fear he's in for a rough ride over several years. Perhaps this story might reach Camilla? Perhaps it might help other mistresses who need to ease their husbands into servitude?