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Well it's Monday of the last week of August. Well last full week of August.
Daddy should be in touch this week at some point. I can't wait. I miss Daddy so much.
Sitting here doing some writing before my appointment. Been missing my diaper but trying to save some for when Daddy comes back. I got to have some fun with Daddy. It's been too long since. I have worn a diaper just for Daddy.
Daddy should love all the stories to read. Plus all the other ones that I still got to type up.
Daddy is going to have a lot of reading material t o get through.
Daddy I added up how many views I have. As of today I have 35,518 views on all my stories here. With 18 stories up. A new one goes up in the morning.
I think today when I get back home from my appointment. I think I'm going to get all snuggled up in my diaper.
The last few pages of the book are hard to write in but like always I'm doing it.
Oh my god. I love fanning the pages in the book. Seeing all the colors going through it is so fun. I love the colors. Though there is a lot of black mixed in with all the color.
I don't think I mentioned it.
Black ink - are notes for me.
Red ink - notes for Daddy
Some things are a need to know bases. Daddy knows a lot.
Oh what should I wear to my appointment?
They are looking at my legs but I don't want to wear my daisy duke to my appointment. I should try them on one of these days when I have my diaper on. That could be an interesting look. I will have to give advice. Nor do I want to wear a skirt. I am thinking about a dress maybe.
Just having a hard time deciding which one. It would be easier for them to get to my legs. I just thought of something. I probably should shave my legs but then that could be worse with things.
Thankfully my legs are not a forest yet. I am good. LOL
My legs will stay as they are.
I am thinking of a long dress with shorts under it. Or just saying fuck it wearing leggings and getting naked if I need to. Better idea.
Leggings and a top and a sweater. Clothes I guess would just be good in general.
Hmm.
Maybe I should just show up naked in my diaper. HAHA. JT would love this.
Daddy I'm all excited and want a diaper on my ass now. Plus I want to use it.
Hopefully things go well and when I get home I can diaper up. That's the hope.
Oh Daddy, I discovered something I really like. Once I put my diaper on. I like to lay on the bed touching my diaper. Rubbing my hand up and down the front of my diaper. MMM. The feeling. It is always so good and I love it a lot.
OMG OMG OMG OMG! Daddy Messaged. He is back from vacation woohoo. So happy Daddy back. This will make my days a lot better. Knowing Daddy is just a message away now.
Currently I have no plans when I'm done at the doctor appointment other than another appointment later on today from home. So I can be in a diaper for that appointment.
Sounds like my day is set. Doctor appointment then home for a diaper and rest of the evening and diapered for my second appointment today.
Okay Daddy going to head out more soon.
Home from my doctor appointment.
I am already in my diaper about to start my next appointment counseling. I'm drinking a Monster during counseling.
I have been peeing today like crazy. It's been a lot too. I had to pee before I left the doctors. I wouldn't have been able to make it home. I haven't peed since I left the doctor's office.
Okay back soon.
So one issue I have been having with the big diapers is that my hips are too damn big. They keep ripping the tabs on the diapers. Leaving me half on and half off. I got to buy the bigger diapers so my hips will stop killing my tabs. Or until I lose some weight.
On another note. I was in my appointment on zoom. Almost towards the end of it. I thought to myself well this sucks. I'm not going to have to pee while I'm on my appointment. Which we know I really enjoy doing. It wasn't long after that I realized oh actually you do need to wet your diaper.
I moved my phone up towards my face so it wasn't so low to my crotch.
I finally started letting the pee out. Oh Daddy it's more than I thought. MMM. Daddy it feels so good. Daddy I ended up releasing my bladder just as I had to answer questions. I just kept wetting my diaper while I talked. MMM. Daddy peeing and talking is so hot when they have no idea what you're doing. MMM I want to do this so many more times. It was more pee than I thought I had in me Daddy. But at least I'm nice and wet now. My diaper. I'm sure my pussy lips are full of pussy juice.
MMM. Daddy I'm about to wet my diaper for the second time. MMMM. Oh yes Daddy. It feels so good letting it all out Daddy. Daddy I'm so mad my diaper ripped. Oh Daddy I'm already fucking horny. Good news: easy access with this diaper. LOL. Got to get my womenizer. I need to cum so bad Daddy. MMM. I made myself cum Daddy two different times. It felt great Daddy. I needed that cum so bad.
Though now I'm like what's the point of a broken diaper. It doesn't do what it is supposed to do. I think I'm going to get out of a diaper for now. It's also hot. With the diaper on.
The new book arrived. Well the replacement is also damaged. Even the ones that I have that I have dropped a bunch and what not are still in better shape then the ones I just got from Amazon. The first one was the corner, not that bad. The second one is at the bottom of the book. I didn't notice it until I took the plastic cover off. Well that sucks, I guess I'm going to have to contact Amazon about the horrible shipping. I think at this point leave me the two damaged ones and refund my money. Or keep them both for the price of one.
I feel like I became a human pin cushion. They did a test by putting needles in and testing my muscles and nerves.
Anyways, I need to do a few things.
I am missing my diaper but it's so hot and it ripped grr. Trying to decide what I want to do.
No diaper
Gray diaper
Big diaper again
Big pull up
Thinking with the time. Either no diaper or gray diaper or a big pull up.
For now though I'm going to sit in what I got on. My night dress with shorts. I need to order some food but don't know what. From where or what kind of food I want. I had Mexican food last night. Not sure what sounds good or looks good tonight. I just know I got to eat something.
Okay Daddy, I'm going to work on something for now.
I will let you know what I decided about my ass in another diaper or not.
So glad Daddy is back. Even if we didn't get to play today. Damn doctor appointments. Kept me from playing with Daddy. I don't like that. Daddy no more doctor appointments.
I know we will play soon. MMM. I can't wait for Daddy.
Now I have to decide what I'm doing because I need to pee.
I'm thinking of a big pull up. I can get more than one wetting in the big pull ups. Getting my big pull up on. MMM.
I no more then got it on and my bladder released into my pink big pull up. Daddy it felt amazing. I am glad I got my big pull up on before my bladder decided to release itself. Before I peed all over the floor. Now I'm sitting here in a wet diaper.
MMM. I love having a wet diaper. Feeling the warmth between your legs, feeling how soaking wet you are and how much your pussy is leaking. All because of your diaper.
Diapers make my pussy drip like it has to in order to survive life. That is really how wet my pussy gets.
Oh that wetting felt so good that I already have another wetting to flood into my diaper. I wonder how full I'm going to make my pink diaper? Oh here it cums the next wetting for my diaper. It felt great and it soaked my diaper a lot. MMM. Daddy I'm so wet right now that it feels so good.
I think my next diaper order is going to be big pull ups and big diapers bigger ones for my hips.
I'm also thinking about trying another brand of diapers. Because why not. We know which ones I like the most. It's always trial and error looking for the right diapers.
I have figured out how much diapers would cost me to give myself a big diaper daily. I wouldn't always use one every night. Well maybe I guess I never had that many on hand to do that. LOL. I decided to add my diapers as a bill. Because they are a must.
Ordered Panda Express for dinner.
Oh Daddy my diaper is getting so wet Daddy. I love making my diaper wet for Daddy. I wonder how wet this diaper is going to get Daddy? Because it feels pretty wet right now.
It's so HOT!!!
I guess I should drink some water. I know a bad little girl. It's not like I haven't had any water at all just not recently. Should have got something to drink. Oh well.
Oh Daddy I don't know how many pees are in this diaper now. But I know there is nothing in my bladder at the moment. It's too hot to hump or play really. I'm just going to enjoy the wetness and the diaper.
Dinner came. It was shit and cold. The best part was the fortune cookie. That should tell you something.
I had to get out of my diaper because I ended up leaking in the butt.
Goodness almost said out the butt. As most people would laugh some others may question my wording. LOL.
So no more diapers tonight unless I want a gray diaper. Those are the only ones allowed tonight because it's late. No time for many pees. But I loved how wet it got in a short time period that was sexy and hot.
Waiting for it to cool down some, it's hot!!!
My arm hurts all the pushing and poking grr. Oh yeah I did this stupid test for it to tell me everything is good. What the fuck? I hate tests that don't give info. To help figure me out.
Daddy I'm going to work on stories for now.
I still have a lot to type up. Well most of book two still. Book one is all typed up except the parts for Daddy only. Along with my personal notes.
Guess I should contact Amazon about the new book. I'm almost out of books to write yet both books are damaged. I'm hoping they will do something nice for me. Since I had to deal with two damaged ones. If I damaged them when using them that's on me but to come shipped to me damaged is not okay. Off to see what they will do and to work on stories for now.
Oh Daddy woohoo. I got a refund for my books and I get to keep both of them. Woohoo, two books for free. LOL. Woohoo I can't believe I got my way. LOL. Sometimes it pays to have a background in customer service to get your way. Does it always work? Nope. Sometimes is better than no times.
Okay I had to switch pens to another one because I milked the last one dry. MMM. Speaking of milking. I need to milk someone dry. I need some damn dick. It needs to happen soon too.
Someone offered to come eat me out last night. I should have let him come but I really wasn't feeling company. Prefer peace and quiet well limited quiet with the elephants that live above me.
Oh wouldn't that be funny if the elephants read this story. LOL Not that they would ever understand it was them. LOL.
Down to four pages left in book two.
I need to pee. I don't want to clean up a mess. I don't want to run for a diaper or for the adult throne. Oh what should I do? In this case the adult throne wins. LOL. Oh I needed to pee. Though I'm still up. I should have put another diaper on. Oh well. I also need to pee again.
Anyways I'm up watching drama shows. What else would I be doing? Some of these shows have a small amount of episodes and others have longer and a million times more episodes. I like the shorter ones more but I like the longer episodes though. I'm not even 1/7 into this show. I like it too much and won't give up on it. So far the story is good and I'm almost 1/7 of the way through the series.
I need to get up and pee and I would rather sit here writing and watching ads to watch drama shows. A diaper would allow me to just do what I'm doing instead I have to either piss the couch. Stand and piss the floor. Run for the one time using diapers. Or the worst of them all run for the adult throne.
Oh almost done with book two. Just a page and a half left in book two. Then it is time to free book three.
Crazy pens. The funny thing is that the pens are called Pentel Krazy. The large pack on Amazon. If you must know what kind of pens I love using. LOL.
Woohoo page one of book three. When I started writing my books to make the stories I never thought I would be on book three already. Basically a book about a month give or take. Here it is 10:44pm. I'm still up because I wanted to write and finish book two up. Of course I would have to start book three. Only seems right since I did the same thing from book one to two. So tradition seems fun with this.
Daddy I have no idea how many pages I have wrote today but I can say this my hand fucking hurts tonight to much writing. As always I push through all of my pains. I refuse to let my pain take everything from me. It may have stolen a lot of me. But different things make you grieve differently. I'm used to being in pain a lot now my hands are dying. Yes I do it while writing and I'm going to do it for the person who asked me to paint him something. Oh maybe I forgot to mention this. A friend wants me to paint one of my pictures on a larger canvas.
I'm getting tired Daddy. I got to go to sleep. I got to work tomorrow. Need to bust my booty. Maybe that's the problem. I'm busting my booty vs shaking my booty. LOL. Yes I'm being silly. Got to have a sense of humor at times or life would be overwhelmingly boring.
Plus the stories leave you with what crazy thing is she going to write next time? I feel I currently do that a lot. Then there is tonight with a bunch of nonsense. Also some funny things. Oh here is a joke I found.
It's two dogs.
The white dog asked the tan dog "What gets covered in dirt but stays clean?"
Tan dog - A body in a coffin.
White dog - Soap the answer is soap. What is wrong with you?
Seeing the reaction on the puppies faces makes it even funnier.
Okay Daddy bed time for me. Night night.
P. S. Okay that could be why my hand hurts so bad. LOL. I wrote 37 pages today. I do write big at times and of course small as well. That is a lot of pages in one day. Hopefully the story itself makes someone laugh.
Night again.
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