My Best Friend Tom part 3

"Billy I still cannot see how a guy can let another guy put his cock in his ass, and how does it not feel like your ass is being ripped apart? Even to take a cock in your mouth seems so gross to me."

"Tom the first time definitely hurts, but you learn how to open up and let the guy push it in you, you tell him to be gentle at first, but at some point, well I know for myself I like him to really give it to me, push it in deep then pull it out then right back in. I also like a guy to fuck my face, push his cock in deep and hold it there, then pull out then right back in, I also swallow every single drop he can feed me. I love cock what can I tell you?"

"Holy hell Billy that sounds like it would hurt so much, but the idea of just giving to someone, no holding back, even in your mouth, and you swallow the load, blows my mind."

"Tom come on man you never really ever fucked, just pumped your load in deep, what about the rumor of you and Lloyd? They said you let Lloyd blow you and then you fucked him?"

"That never happened, that little queer may have wanted too and probably started the rumor, but I was not going to let that fucking little faggot slobber all over my cock and my cock was not going in his gross dirty ass."

At this point I did not like where this conversation was going, I did not want to slobber all over his cock, I wanted to suck it properly, he was showing what am ignorant homophobic straight prick he really could be sometimes. I walked out of the kitchen and went to my room and shut and locked my door, I needed to calm down before I said something to him. He watched me leave the room and he knew he had said the wrong thing to me.

Even in school he could be a jerk with me, calling me names, he even beat me up once to impress a girl he liked, telling her he hated fags like me, that was the Tom I did not like what so ever. I lay on my bed and thought about this situation he and I were in right now, this was not a healthy situation for me, I knew I would never land a decent man with him in my life and in my house. He and I would have to cut ties and he would have to move out, I really liked him but he was becoming an anchor on me and my life and I was really starting to dislike him and his ignorant comments he made, they hurt me a lot.

I lay there for a while trying to calm down, Tom knocked on my door but I did not answer, I knew I had to get up and make dinner but that was now becoming a chore, I no longer wanted to wait and serve this man who thought of gays this way. I got up and went to the kitchen to find something to make, we had just went shopping but I did not feel like cooking for him tonight. He walked in red faced, I told him we were ordering pizza I was not cooking for him tonight.

I went back to my room and shut my door, he tried to apologize but I held up my hand and walked away. He had to learn that he could not say things like that about or to me, this one had struck a nerve, I was taking care of this man, washing him treating him like he was my husband and he was treating me like I was below him with his ignorant comments, I know he did not say it directly to me but it was about gay people. I lay in bed reading a book, he knocked on my door and opened it, I looked at him and he wanted to talk.

"Billy man I am sorry."

I looked at him.

"What exactly are you sorry for Tom? You've done this so many times to me in school, if your calling gay people derogatory names your calling me those names. I am not some faggot who wants to slobber all over your cock, I also don't care to take care of you anymore at this point I want you out of my house, you have no respect for me. I will give you two weeks to find a place to live, I don't want you here anymore. Get out of my room."

He stood there not sure what to say or do, I told him again with a raised voice to "Get Out!" he turned and shut the door. I lay on my bed I was hurt, I was in tears now, he was supposed to be my best friend, you don't treat friends like this. I got up and ordered a pizza for us, I knew what he liked so I ordered that, he came in and watched me.

"Do I really have to move out?"

"Yes because you don't respect me, you never did, calling me a faggot who wants to slobber all over your cock crossed the line, if I could I would throw you out right now, Find a place to live cause I don't want you here anymore, this is how you treat a friend a guy you call your best friend who has bailed you out of sticky situations in the past, you would be on the streets right now if not for me, I have a hard time to even look at you right now."

"All I can say is I am sorry, and you are right I should not treat you like I have, I will find a place as soon as I can and again I am sorry, I just hope we can still be friends."

"No we cannot be friends, you think I am below you, just some faggot who you can mistreat and abuse and use and even beat up so many times years ago, you have no idea how much you hurt me, it feels like you pushed a knife into my back, I've done so much for you, You've done nothing for me but tease me walking around half or fully naked trying to show your superiority over me with your big cock. Like I am somehow below you, I am the one who supports you, you do not even pay me rent or pay for food, you live here free, but it's okay cause I am just some faggot you get to use and abuse then laugh at behind my back with your straight buddies. The pizza is paid for like all the rest of it for you, I lost my appetite enjoy the pizza and start looking for a place to live cause I don't want you here anymore. Maybe one of your straight friends can support your homophobic ass, oh wait they all turned their backs on you didn't they. So you had to come live with your last resort the faggot, bet the guys laughed at you, or maybe they just laugh at me and how stupid I really am, letting you live with me for free."

The pizza arrived and I went to the door, the kid handed me the pizza and I slammed the door in his face, I threw the pizza on the island.

"Its all the topping you like, nothing that I like, but it is never what I like, bet you don't even know what I like do you?"

I don't know why but I really could not calm down, I was so mad right now all the pent up anger I had towards him was coming out. I hated him so much right now, he quietly went to his room and shut the door, I left the pizza on the counter and went to my room to read my book. Trying to concentrate on the book was impossible, I wanted to scream, I wanted to punch someone, yeah him and maybe myself for being so stupid all these years.

In reality it was me, I was doing all of this for him, he never asked me to do any of it. I guess I was mad at myself for doing all of this for him, but he had to realize that calling me those names like he did in high school, and doing it now cut deep, I love him and want to take care of him. I heard the front door open and he walked out, now I felt even worse, I did not want him out on the street, I want him to love me like I love him.

He has told me so many times that he loves me but more like a brother, for me it's I'm in love with him and his words hurt me, cut like a knife, tore into my feeling for him. Well now I would be worried sick about him all night, where is he, is he okay? I wanted to go out and find him and bring him back home, I got dressed grabbed the car keys and went out looking. I went to all the places he might go too, I eventually found him at a friend of his, I hated this guy but it figures he would go here.

They were sitting out on the front step, I pulled in the driveway and the guy his name is Kurt pointed at me and laughed, I got out of the car and walked up the front walkway.

"See Tommy I told you the faggot would come find you, he loves you and your big cock."

Tom stood up and so did Kurt, Tom put his bag down and punched the guy in the jaw, upper cut him knocking him out cold. Tom stood there his foot on this guys chest, he told him not to ever call his best friend names like that ever again. I walked up to him and grabbed his bag told him to get in the car, we sat in the car and he stared forward.

"Billy I am so sorry, what to hell was I thinking, you know I don't look at you like that, I love you, you're my best friend in the entire world."

"I'm sorry I over reacted but you hurt me, made me cry, I know you love me but the difference is you love me and I am in love with you."

The conversation went silent, he and I staring forward.

"I'm not sure I can ever feel like that for you Billy, I've never been with a guy, but if I ever did it would be you."

"That is the reason I was so mad at you, I am in love with you and you calling me a faggot, some low life cock sucker who wants to drool all over your straight cock any ones cock for that matter, like I am some scumbag you can just use and abuse."

"That is not what I meant and I need to learn that I can't be calling anyone those names, you're my best friend, I should have the decency to respect you and who you are, I am so sorry and I feel so stupid. I also do have rent money for you, I never expected to live with you for free. Again Billy I am so sorry please don't make me move out."

"You're not going anywhere, but what if I meet someone would you be okay with living with me and another man in the same house?"

"Probably not but lets cross that bridge when we get there, can we go home, I think Kurt is waking up."

I drove home and brought his bag in, he pulled me in and hugged me, he held me for a really long time, I loved this, this is what I needed from him. He brought his bag to his room and unpacked, he came out but he had on shorts and a tee shirt, he clearly was wearing underwear as well, I would miss his big cock flopping around back and forth. We ate pizza and talked, we decided on rent and what was expected from him living here with me, it was now more of a renter situation, I can tell you I wanted more from him and I am sure he knew it.

We settled back in, so much of the same but with some differences, I met him at the door and removed his clothes boots and socks. He went to his room and got in the shower, I knew he missed having me in there with him and so did I. I picked up dirty clothes and watched him in the shower this last time, he opened the door and told me I could still join him. I pulled off my clothes and got in with him, but he washed me this time.

He did with his hands and a bar of soap, he ran his hands on my face, to my neck to my pecs, down my arms to my fingers. He pressed me to the wall and he leaned in and kissed me, his cock a steel bar pushed in between my legs. His kiss to rough, his hands felt good on my body though, I pushed him to the wall and I showed him how to kiss. He moaned and really got into it, we sucked face for a while time seemed to stop, his arms pulled me in holding me to his body.

His cock pumped in between my legs, he pushed me back to the wall and his hands were on me, he took my cock in his calloused hand and gently stroked it. He held my balls in his other hand, he leaned back in and kissed me. I reached down and took his cock in my hand, I so wanted to suck his, he was not about to let me. He got on his knees and was right in front of my cock, he leaned in and licked the knob, he took my knob in his mouth and ran his tongue over it.

I was close real quick, he would get my load real soon, I warned him but he kept my cock in his mouth, I fed him a huge load, he swallowed it all. I pulled him to his feet and kissed him, I held him to the wall and kissed his lips to his neck, down his chest sucking his nipples, down his abs to his hairy bush. I held his cock in my hand and peeled back the foreskin. I ran my tongue all over his knob, then took the shaft into my mouth, I swallowed it all the way to the base and sucked down.

He tried to find something to hold onto, I placed his hands on my head and guided him to fuck my face, he caught on and he gave it to me. That huge cock all the way in and then all the way out, he pumped my mouth till his balls tucked in and he fed me what I craved the most from him. He shot one of the biggest loads I had ever had the pleasure of tasting. I held his cock in my mouth and never wanted this to end. He pulled me to my feet and held me to the wall, his eyes on mine, his body pressed in tight to my own.

He leaned in and kissed me, a long lingering kiss, he pulled back and asked me "Why he had waited so long for this?" I smiled and told him "Good things come to those who wait." we finally washed each other and got out. I dried him and he dried me, we went into our rooms and got on some clothes, I went in to check on dinner, he stood behind me and pressed his rock hard cock on my ass cheeks. He turned me and kissed me once again, he told me I was the best kisser he had ever met. Seems Tom had talked to one of his coworkers no not Kurt and this guy is a happily married man who has had sex with both sexes, he told Tom that he had to try it, it is a great experience and should be tried by all men, well all straight men that is. He told Tom that men are better in bed, they kiss way better than most women. They know how to satisfy a man, they will find sensitive spots women cannot seem to find on a man's body.

He and I had dinner then watched some tv, it being Saturday we were both off so we had all day to relax together. He lay back on me and I covered him up, we watched tv, well I watched and he slept, I woke him and he went to his room. I was sure he would sleep with me, but he had gone in to brush his teeth. I was brushing mine when he walked in and put his brush in my holder, I rinsed and told him to climb in bed I had to get ready.

He gave me this evil smile, I had to have him inside of me I had waited for so long I had to feel his big cock in my ass and his load pumped deep inside of me. I got ready and walked in he was laid out naked and hard, I got between his legs and climbed on top of him. I leaned in and grabbed the lube, he had this look I'm not sure how to explain it exactly. I guess it was a look of is this really going to happen? He lay there and let me do what I do, I slicked up his cock and my ass, I got over him and put his cock to my hole, I slowly sank onto it, it breached my ass and then slowly slid in deeper and deeper till I had the whole thing inside of me.

He lay there his eyes like an owl, his hands laced into each other behind his head.

"I could never imagine a hole could be so tight, my cock is being held tight in place, not able to move, this feels so damned good."

"Just wait, once your pumping your cock into my ass then you will feel how good it really does feel and you blow your load."

We repositioned and he pumped his cock into me, his body slammed into my own, his cock rammed in deep, his balls slapping my ass cheeks. He pounded me till he shot his load, I felt every single drop he put inside of me, so warm, so gooey. He collapsed on top of me and lay there not moving.

"Billy man I don't think I can more right now."

"Then stay on top of me."

I pulled the covers and shut off the light, his cock slid out of my ass and my hole leaked under me, he lay on me and I massaged his back and head. He cooed and soon was snoring, he slept on top of me all night, we woke at seven our usual time, he got up to pee and I went in to put on coffee. He came in the kitchen and dragged me back to my room, well I guess our room now. He lay me on the bed and asked if we could do that again? I nodded yes and he pulled my legs up and slicked up his cock, he pushed it in and he slammed his cock into me, he fucked me hard like I like it.

He flooded my loins with his seed, then dropped on top of me, I scooted us up to the center of the bed and ran my hands over his back and thru his hair.

"I love you Billy, I really do love you."

"Love you too Tom very very much."

the end