My Affair

Gene and I had been married for about 10 years when I started an affair.

Gene was away from home 3-5 days each week for work. When he returned on Fridays, he would often be too tired to engage in sexual activity. He was asleep by 9 p. m. Same thing on Saturday evening and on Sunday evening - he went to bed early as he had an early morning flight to catch each week.

Both Gene and I were becoming physically exhausted due to his travel schedule. Around the same time, we bought a new BMW. Russell, my colleague at work, also owned a BMW. When I mentioned our purchase to him at lunch one day, he offered tips and suggestions about our car. We discussed our cars during our lunches, and within weeks we were meeting weekly for lunch.

We both worked on the same team and ate lunch at the same time, which made it easy to meet.

I was 38, and Russell was 28 and recently divorced. Over the next few weeks, Russell and I grew close, and we talked about our families and lives outside of work. I explained to Russell how difficult it was for me to manage two young children while Gene was gone so frequently. Russell listened attentively and appeared to understand my frustrations.

One afternoon, Russell and I went to the records office to find a file box. While Russell stood below me supporting a stepladder, I climbed to reach the file box. While I reached for the file box, Russell's hand slid up under my dress and up my leg. He continued until he reached my panties.

I was shocked. "Stop," I exclaimed.

Russell immediately stopped and apologized. I assured Russell I wouldn't tell anyone, and I didn't. For the remainder of that week, I refrained from meeting with Russell for lunch. I needed time to reflect on what had happened. I realized that I had flirted with Russell at times, and I had made numerous suggestive remarks but I never indicated that I consented to what occurred on the stepladder. But I could see how my comments had led him on, and that could have made him think I was interested in him.

The subsequent week, I invited Russell to join me for lunch. Russell apologized again for his behavior, and I told him again that I wasn't upset. He appeared relieved. I went on to share my home life with Russell in detail. I told him that due to Gene's frequent absences from our home, I was not receiving sufficient sexual attention at home. I told him that the lack of sex at home and the knowledge that he desired me aroused me greatly. Russell was surprised by how candidly I spoke.

At lunch the following week, I told Russell that I had reserved a room at a nearby motel. I wanted him to arrive after work. "Are you sure?" Russell asked. "Yes," I replied.

I had told my babysitter I would be late returning home that evening because of my work commitment, and I had called Gene and shared I would be late getting off work.

Once Russell and I arrived at the motel room, we were both nude within minutes. Russell removed a condom from his jeans pocket; however, I shook my head no. I explained to him that I was on birth control. He smiled.

The foreplay was exquisite. I felt my pussy getting so wet and tingling. Russell went down on me and brought to a powerful orgasm. After I came down from it, he raised my legs above his shoulders and penetrated me. Oh God. I swooned from the sensation - the first time a cock was in me in about three months and orgasmed immediately, shaking and crying out his name.

He started pumping on me, and I came again. Russell kept pumping, I felt his breathing change, his cock stiffen, and he ejaculated in me. I locked my ankles around his back and kept him in me. We stayed in this position for several minutes. I enjoyed the sensations of him remaining inside of me. I was a woman again.

Within minutes, Russell was erect again. He fucked me again and orgasmed quickly. He pulled out and I felt his cum leak down to my ass. We lay side-by-side in bed and cuddled. Neither of us wanted to get up.

Eventually, I got out of bed to clean myself. I used a washcloth from the bathroom and put a panty liner in my panties to catch any cum. After dressing, I kissed Russell goodbye and said, "Let's do this again before the week is out." And we did.

During my drive home, I thought about what I had done.

I had sex with another man. I had broken my marriage vows, and now I was returning home to my children with semen in me that was not from their father.

I felt guilty, but I wanted to continue seeing him. I needed the sex. I craved the sexual contact, and now that I had experienced it with him, I did not want our relationship to end. Our affair continued for six months. We met weekly, sometimes twice or three times a week. I ended the affair when Russell pressured me to divorce Gene and marry him. That is when I realized I was in way too deep.

About 20 years later - Gene told me he wanted to watch me have sex with another man while he watched. I was a bit shocked and said no. That is when Gene said "I know about your affair."

I felt my face get red and stammered to get the words out and said "You knew?" He said yes, that he suspected I was involved in an affair with Russell. He said a good friend of his saw my BMW parked at the motel one night and called Gene. He told Gene that unless Alane was having a team meeting there, something else was going on. Gene told me that the fact that I was engaging in sex with another man aroused him. He told me that he had masturbated nightly in his hotel room while thinking of me, on my back, with Russell on top and his cock in my pussy. I asked gene he did not confront me back then, and he said that he realized the affair was as much his fault as mine.

I told him I didn't want to talk further about his question that evening but would think about his request. The rest of the evening went well, and he headed off to work the next morning. I was conflicted - the idea of having sex with yet another man turned me on. But what if Gene became angry?

I called one of my close gal pals from work. She was a close friend with whom I confided in during Gene's travels and my lack of sex at home. She knew my backstory. We had coffee, and I told her about the conversation with Gene. She said, 'I think it is clear Gene is fine with what you did. He does not sound angry and is quite turned on about it." I think you should go along with his request and see where this leads."

A couple of weeks later, I told Gene yes, I agreed and was looking forward to it. I created an account on Adult Friend Finder and after a couple of weeks - found a prospect. That eventually led to me fucking the man and at that point, I was not an official Hot Wife. Since that night, I have been with more than 150 men and will reach 200 in the next year.