Life with Linda Chapter 4

Life with Linda

by LuvLinda

Chapter 4

The home life was steadily getting worse if that was even possible. The bitch was getting worse all of the time and she was spending more and more time with her men friends. She wasn't getting in until 2 or 3 in the morning a lot of the times.

I really didn't care though. I was just glad to have her away from me so that I didn't have to listen to her constant bitching. I was so tired of having to live in such a stressful environment. I should never have put up with it for so many years.

The next horse show rolled around in about another 3 weeks. I had to have Pete, a friend of mine, take my horse and me to the show, as the bitch was using my truck and trailer to go to a different show with her horse.

I found Linda as soon as I could and introduced her to my friend. Linda had a bandage on her leg and I asked her what she did to her leg. She pulled the bandage down and showed me a small tattoo of a flower. She asked me what I thought. I told her: "I would like to suck on that flower." I actually couldn't believe that I had said that. Linda just blushed and smiled, then said: "I've got to go."

Later that evening I had a chance to talk to Linda alone for quite some time at her trailer. She was inside and I was standing outside by the door. I don't remember how it came about, but the conversation eventually got around to sexual relations.

I told Linda how I hadn't had any sex in well over a year and she told me how she wasn't getting any sex at home either. I told her if she was with me she could have it any time she wanted it. Day or night, anywhere, anytime. Linda said that she would love that.

Linda then told me that she was afraid that I wouldn't like her because she had stretch marks. She told me her asshole husband always complained about how ugly her stomach looked. I told her that he is crazy and that he was a total asshole for telling her that. She then pulled up her shirt to show me her belly, thinking she was going to scare me away.

I took one look and without hesitation I told her she looked good to me. I told that the stretch marks didn't bother me one bit and that I would kiss her all over her body, every inch of it! I told her that she was absolutely beautiful just the way she was! She seemed quite surprised by my reaction. I was just being totally honest with her. Linda is a very beautiful woman!!

I actually met her asshole husband on the last day of the show. To me he looked like a fat slob with tiny little hands. He was trying to brush Linda's horse and his hands were so small that he could hardly hold the brush. He was actually brushing the hair against the grain too.

I thought what a total dork. What in the hell did she see in him! Which is probably the same thing that Linda thought about the bitch when she met her. I found out later from Linda that this was the first time, in all of her years showing horses, he had ever been to one of her horse shows.

Linda soon got annoyed with him and told him to just get the hell away from her horse. It was so funny that it was all I could do to keep from laughing out loud. It was hilarious. It was quite a good weekend. We were getting to know each other better at every show.

The next show was in a town very close to my farm. The bitch was out of town for the weekend showing her horse somewhere. So after Linda and I were done showing our horses for the day, I asked Linda if she would like to follow me home and see where I lived. It was only about 25 minutes from the show grounds. She agreed to follow me. I think she was starting to think I would be good for her.

I showed Linda where I lived and we talked for a few hours more. At one point during the conversation I asked Linda: "Are you into multiple orgasms?" That question just happened to come right out nowhere! I really couldn't believe that I had just asked her that, but I did.

I just wanted to know if she was as great a lover as I was imagining. She got all red and seemed shocked that I had asked her that. She wasn't mad though. She just replied: "No! Not really. I've never experienced anything like that before." She seemed a bit flustered after that short conversation and soon she said she had to get back to the show grounds and left.

I worried after she left that maybe I had scared her off. I wanted her to know though, if given the chance, I would be a great lover to her. I wanted her to be happy.

Linda and I talked some more at the show the next day and thankfully she was still very friendly. She told me that after she got back to the show grounds the day before, she talked to a girlfriend Lacey about me. Lacey told Linda that she thought Linda and I would be good a good match for each other.

I didn't know her friend but I found out from Linda that Lacey was quite the player. She had a husband named Jim, that no one at the shows had ever seen. Lacey said that her husband had a medical problem that left him impotent. Then she had "fun" Jim, the boyfriend that always met her at the horse shows, so that she could screw all weekend long.

I had finally gotten Linda's phone number so I called her about a week after the horse show. I asked her if she would like to meet me at a different show circuit show. It was coming up in about a week. She said that she would.

We were planning on spending the weekend together. I had a motel room booked and we were going to share it. I was so happy and excited! For the next week all I could think about was finally being alone with Linda.

We met at the Big Boys restaurant in town for breakfast first thing in the morning. Linda wouldn't even let me touch her hand in public, even though we didn't know anybody in the restaurant. Over breakfast she stressed to me over and over I couldn't ruin her reputation. She also kept telling me over and over that we would have to be very discreet so that the people at the show wouldn't know that we were actually there together. I told her I would try my best for her.

After breakfast we both drove to the show grounds in our separate vehicles and after we arrived there we just happened to bump into each other. (wink, wink) I introduced her to my friend Pete and his wife after saying: "Look who I ran into".

We hung out together for a bit and then trying to be discreet like Linda asked me to be, I told her I would be right back. I then went by myself to talk to Bob and Mary and their helper. As per Linda's earlier instructions I didn't want anyone to think that she and I were actually there together.

I only sat with them for about three minutes but when I went back to where I had left Linda, I couldn't find her, she was gone. I frantically looked everywhere for her. Her truck was gone and she had left the show. She had gotten cold feet.

I felt terribly ill, I thought I was going to puke! I was totally heart broken! My friends and anybody else that knew me told me that I looked like I was sick. I couldn't hide the sick look that I had. I felt like I had been kicked in the gut and had my heart ripped out of my chest.

I had never felt so utterly miserable in my whole life. I felt completely empty and lost. I was 39 years old and that had to be the worst day of my entire life.

I went to a pay phone and tried to call Linda at her home numerous times that day and couldn't get her to answer. That evening I went to the motel and spent a sleepless night in misery. All I could do was toss and turn.

I realized that night, that Linda was the one for me and I was going to have to let her know exactly how I felt about her. I just had to. She had captured my heart and I couldn't go on living without her. I needed Linda in my life to make me whole. This would be the most important decision that I would ever make in my entire lifetime.