Our Little Secret Ch. 02

Our Little Secret Ch 02: Growing Together

The next morning is like before. Sam wakes up early, makes breakfast for everyone and Maya has already left for college. Sam spent the next few hours working, figuring out code and closing one of his major projects. Once he was done, he took a big sigh, pulled his hands behind his head and reclined in his chair. For a few moments there was a feeling of relaxation and relief that a major project was closed. This soon turned into a feeling of anxiousness until his eyes fell on his cabinet. The cabinet he stored some of the new things he had gotten. This only reminded him of his little collection of skincare products in the bathroom. He opened his cabinet, pulling out a pair of long white socks with white stripes. He considered putting them on, but changed his mind. He carefully hid them behind some of his computer stuff and went to the bathroom. He began doing his usual skin care routine. Beginning with a shave, exfoliating, cleansing, the works. He ends with applying the new lotion he had gotten, the one that would reduce his hair growth. Before he was done, there was a knock on his bathroom door.

"Hey!" He could hear his cousin bellowing from outside. "Me and some friends are going to the beach. You want to come with us?"

"Sure! Sounds like fun!"

"Good, we're leaving in 5 minutes so be ready."

Sam took a sigh of relief, his razor still in his hand as he checked himself out one last time, inspecting his chin and cheeks for any remaining hair. He finally massaged the lotion and went through his cupboard of clothes finally finding a pair of long blue trunks. He tried them on, noticing they were a bit tight around the hips, but otherwise a perfect fit. He grabbed a small bag he had and put in sunscreen and left the room to get a water bottle and meet Maya at the car. She was dressed in a medium long skirt, a low cut top that showed of her bikini underneath and colorful flip flops.

"Let's wait in the car." She said as she got in the front seat. "My friend, is Lina on the way."

"I guess this is the first time I'm meeting your friends. Hope I'm not too awkward" He awkwardly laughed off.

"Don't worry, they're just as awkward as you." Maya giggled as she lightly punched him in the arm.

Before he could say anything, a young girl jumped up from the side of his window, making him jump in his seat.

"Hahaha! Got ya!" She giggled to herself as she reached in to high five Maya, her breasts rubbing against Sam's face. "I'm Lina, nice to meet you." She slid out and stuck her hand out to Sam.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Sam." He blushed as his heart was still pounding. He shook her hand, noticing her tight grip.

Before he could even get a look at her, she opened the car door and sat in the back, leaning forward and placing herself between both the cousins. "Let's put on some music and go!" She grinned at both of them.

Sam started the car and they were off to the beach. It was nearly a half hour drive but it felt a lot shorter as Sam got to know Lina more and how Maya was doing in life. To him it felt like he was learning about a whole new side of Maya. As soon as they reached the beach and parked the car, they immediately saw the rest of the friends as they seemed to be the only other people at the beach. As soon as the doors opened Sam experienced a shrill volley of screams. He was temporarily deaf as the girls all rushed at each other and hugged and jumped as if they had not seen each other in years. As his hearing finally returned, he pulled out his bag and awkwardly introduced himself to the group.

"Eww a boy!" One futa whispered to the group as she looked at Sam sticking out his hand.

"Be nice!" The tallest futa retorted as she slapped her on her exposed belly. "Hello, I'm Valentina." She shook his hand with a big friendly smile. She was dressed in a pale blue one piece that looked perfect on her soft caramel skin. Her bulge clearly visible as she made no effort to hide it. "This is Chloe."

"Hi!" She jumped up and waved, still a bit embarrassed from the slap on her belly. She had a bright smile, blonde hair and big sunglasses that her playful eyes. Her white bikini bottoms hiding a small bulge.

"And this is Blair" Valentina pointed out.

"Nice to meet you!" She leaned forward and shook Sams hand. She was a bit chubbier than the rest of her friends who all seemed to be models. She wore a cute colorful two piece that perfectly complemented her tattoos and streaks of green hair.

"You've already met Lina and of course our little Maya." She smiled as she put her arm around Maya who was all too eager to jump into the water. "It's nice to meet you Sam. I hope we get to see you more." She winked as she slapped his ass and they all walked to the shore.

Sam helped Blair set up the umbrellas, Maya pinned down the large beach mat and Chloe and Valentina got the food and cooler from their car. Clearly, they were ready for a long day. Sam was more than happy to help, and even more happy to be a part of Mayas life. Sam took out the sunscreen from his little bag and started putting it on. Suddenly he had the realization that he would need to get his back. He turned to Maya, trying his best not to blush, but before he could even get her attention he was interrupted.

"I'll do it! I'll do it!" Chloe jumped forward and grabbed the sunscreen from Sams hands. She still felt bad about how she treated him and wanted to redeem herself. "Turn around!" She giggles as she squirts some in her hand.

Sam blushes as he turns around, showing her his back. He stares at the ocean as he feels her gentle hands on his back. He gets a bit hard as her hands reach his lower back. Chloe compliments him on how smooth his body is, getting him all flustered. Her thumbs dig into him, massaging in the sunscreen.

"All done!" Chloe exclaims. "Now strip!"

"What!?" Sam turned around, confused. Right in front of him he saw Valentina, Blair and Lina taking off their clothes as Chloe grinned at him and Maya looked around blushing.

"Yeah! This is a clothing optional beach. Didn't you guys know?" She turns to Maya, now also confused.

"I've only been here back when we were kids." Maya blushes as she addresses her stripped down friends. "I didn't think it would have changed."

Valentina smiles as she walks closer to her, her large member swaying with each step. She rested her cock on Maya's bulge and put her hand on her shoulder. "It's okay, you are a futa, you don't need to worry about it.

Maya looked at the rest of her friends and Sam. She saw how well groomed all of her friends were. Valentina had a small strip of pubic hair, almost like an arrow pointing to her thick, otherwise hairless cock. Chloe had a neat, close-cropped patch that perfectly framed her equally perfect looking cock. Lina was fully shaved, not a stray hair or red spot in sight. Blair had a natural bush, dense and curly, yet trimmed to match her curves. All this made Maya more self-conscious but with her friends egging her on and comforting her she slowly took off her top, letting her soft milky breasts bounce and making her friends cheer. She slid off her bottoms and let everyone see her cock for the first time. She was well endowed, the only one larger was Valentina, but she was not nearly as well groomed as her friends. She has a few stray whisps of hair on the edges and just at the base of her cock. There is also some patches of regrowth, that make it look like she does not pay any attention to her grooming at all. There is however an intoxicating scent coming from her balls, and everyone notices that. Especially Sam.

With Maya fully naked, all the futas begin discussing their cocks. Examining, complimenting and even feeling each other's cocks. Suddenly they're reminded about the last member who seems to be trying to look down and failing miserably. Chloe is the first to turn and notice his little erection.

"Wow! It's so small and cute!" Chloe yells as she points at his tiny little erection, making everyone look at him and laugh, except Maya who is still a bit awkward being naked and more focused on that.

"It's like a little matchstick! We can use it to start a bonfire later! Lina laughs out loud.

As he covers it up with his hands, blushing bright red, Blair walks over and moves his hands away. "Come on now! We're all naked, just take of your trunks and let us see how much smaller you actually are!" She pulls down his trunks, reveal his perfectly shaved mound, smooth, almost shining.

Valentina walks over and stops Blair from stripping him down. "It's okay, he's just a boy. He can't help having such a tiny little pecker." She turns to Sam, leaning down and petting his head. "It's okay, Matchstick, you don't have to take off your trunks, we already know how small you are." Valentina giggles as she heads to the cooler while the others continue making fun of Sam, nicknaming him 'Matchstick' was perfect.

Soon the jokes and humiliation died down. They all had some drinks and snacks. Sam sat on the edge, feeling awkward and as if he was here alone. He turned to see Maya, who was putting on sunscreen on her arms and legs. She was squatting at the other end and as she rubbed her arm, she looked at Sam. Their eyes met for a few seconds. She gave him a soft cute smile, one that Sam mimicked back, noticing her cock getting hard between her legs. The smile was awkward sorry from Maya, and one of forgiveness from Sam. They both knew that this was a new situation for both of them and there was no reason for them to be mad at each other. Their meaningful smile and stare was interrupted as Chloe blocked Sams view of Maya with her cock.

"Here, Matchstick! Have some chips!" Chloe holds a bag and drink in her hand. She makes sure to 'accidentally' touch his face with her cock, and he tries his best to pretend it didn't happen and grabs the chips and drink. Chloe turns to Maya and gives her some food as well. They all begin talking about school as they finish up and head into the water.

Sam is awkward at first, but is comforted as Blair grabs his hand and pulls him to the beach. "Come on Matchstick! I'm sure your little floatation device won't fail!"

Sam, by now is more used to be humiliated, almost like its second nature. He remembers reading about how futas usually love to make fun of those with a 'smaller size'. He follows the rest of them into the water. Watching the cocks bouncing as they run across the beach and jump in the water, splashing around playfully trying to see how far they can go. Sam chooses to stick closer to the shallow side. Sitting on the edge of the shore, with just enough water coming up to his belly.

"What's the matter matchstick? Too scared to get in the deep?" Chloe wades over to him and sits next to him.

"N- no, I just like seeing the water from here." Sam replies awkwardly

"Sure, sure you do!" Chloe smiles knowingly. "Totally not because you're afraid of someone's cock touching you!"

"It's not that!" Sam defends himself as he looked out at the rest playing in the water, the foam from the waves wrapping around their waist and breasts, the tips of their cocks peeking out of the water.

"Hahaha! I'm sure!" Chloe pushes him with her elbow. "So are you seeing anyone?"

"Huh? Where is that coming from?"

"Oh nothing. I noticed how you didn't flinch when my cock touched you."

Sam is silent, blushing, awkward, unable to respond to that for a few seconds. "I- I was just being nice."

Chloe bursts out laughing. "Well then, how many dicks have you sucked?"

Sam looks down.

"Don't tell me!" Chloe grins. "Have you never had a girlfriend? Or boyfriend?"

"N- not really."

"Oh my god! You're a virgin! Aren't you?"

"Well, I don't really advertise that, but yeah." Sam awkwardly responds.

Chloe takes a big sip from her bottle. "Come on! Get up! Come with me!"

"What? Where?"

"Just trust me Matchstick! I'm going to help you out."

"How?"

"Look, you are at a nude beach with people you have never met before. You are a virgin with zero experience. A beautiful young futa is inviting you to come with her behind some rocks. Are you coming or not?" Chloe holds out her hand.

Sam sighs and holds her hand and she pulls him along the water. It gets deeper as they continue to wade through until they are behind the large rocks and crucially, not in view of anyone. Chloe pushes him against the rocks, holding up his arms with one hand, and reaching down his trunks with her other hand. "Wow! Matchstick suits you!" She giggles

Sam blushes as he easily submits to her. He gets hard, fully erect as he feels Chloe feeling his tiny little dick, rubbing it and massaging it. "It's not that small."

"Umm, yes. It is. But kudos to you for being so smooth and soft, it suits a sissy like you." Her fingers slide over his hairless mound, his cock slipping between her fingers. She kisses his neck softly, waiting for him to get harder, or some growth, but nothing happens. She smiles as she kisses his neck again. "Don't worry, I have another idea."

Chloe lets go of his hands, and pulls out her hand from his trunks. She slid off his trunks, getting the first ever view of his tiny little dick. Controlling her laughter, she turned him around. His ass now right in front of her. She grins as she squeezes his cheeks, feeling how soft and plump they are. Her mouth nearly watering as Sam held the rock, his ass open and bare, he fully submits to her. Chloe spanks him, watching his ass bounce. He winces each time and lets out a whimper, but she does not stop until she's made sure she's left a mark. Sam is reminded of the porn he's watched of futa dominating sissy's and how spanking was almost always a part of it. Chloe finally stops the spanking and soothes him, gently rubbing and massaging his ass. Her hand slowly moves lower. Her hand goes from rubbing each cheek to her finger gently rubbing his hole. She gently pulls them apart, gazing at his boy pussy. She smiles and leans forward, licking it, sticking her tongue as deep as she can into it.

"You weren't kidding when you said you were a virgin. So tight!" Chloe giggles as her tongue slides around his hole.

She rims his hole with her tongue, tasting his sweet sissy body. She slides down, licking his balls and putting his whole dick in her mouth, easily. She can taste that he is leaking. She smiles as she stands back up, rubbing his ass again, massaging his hole with her fingers before slowly sliding one finger into his hole. Sam moans out loud. He has never felt this sensation before. His whole body is shaking as Chloe reaches deep into his tight little hole. Before she can get fully inside, she pulls out, slides back again. Simulating him being fucked by a cock. She fingers him as deep as she can with one finger, before sliding in the second. Sam breathes heavily as his body prepared for the fingering. She slides in both fingers, now moving back and forth harder. She begins getting faster. Increasing her speed. Getting faster. She leans forward and bites his neck. Almost lifting up his tiny body. He's on his toes, barely holding onto the rock. She pushes in and out faster and harder. Her hand on his cock, she felt a familiar throbbing. She picked up speed for the last time. Finally making him cum on her hand as she finally slowed down but kept her fingers inside him. They both panted heavily, catching their breath. She finally pulled out both her fingers, putting them in her mouth and sucking them.

"Mm, you taste good for a sissy!" Chloe giggled. She held up her hand, Sams cum floating in it like a little puddle. "Alright, open up."

Before Sam could protest, Chloe was already pouring it in his mouth. He silently gulped it down as Chloe watched him swallow. She pet him on the head and kissed his forehead and waded into the deeper water. Sam quickly put his trunks back on and began swimming to shore only to see everyone had already gathered by the shoreline.

Sam was still in shock from what happened. He could still taste his own cum in his mouth. His body still felt strange. His little dick felt raw and his asshole sore. His legs were weak and wobbling as he continued to walk on the beach. Each step felt heavier than the one before. Despite all this, he had a big smile on his face. The feeling was so strange yet exhilarating. It was a moment that felt so intimate yet meaningless and normal., He had only seen videos of things like this before and he never imagined it would feel like this in real life. His big smile turned into a look of actual shock when he heard Valentina's loud yell.

"There he is!" She pointed as everyone's heads turned. They rushed over to him.

"Where have you been?" Maya asked worriedly as everyone gathered around him.

"Wait a minute!" Lina broke through and got close to him before he could even get a word out. She examined his neck and smiled and looked at Blair.

"Hahaha! Clearly Chloe's work." Blair giggled.

"Whatchya guys looking at?" Chloe suddenly chimed in, coming in from another direction.

Everyone turned to her. They knew exactly what had happened. "Can it!" Maya exclaimed. "We already know it was you."

Chloe blushed for a second. "Little old me? What could I have possibly done?" She grinned

"We all know about that little mark you leave on every boy." Maya laughed, punching her shoulder. "So, did you trick him into thinking you would suck his dick and then finger him?" Maya laughed a bit out loud.

"Now when have I ever done anything like that?" Chloe giggled, pretending to be offended.

"Well, clearly he doesn't mind." Valentina chimed in and pointed to him still uncontrollably smiling.

"Aww, I guess Matchstick had some fun." Maya giggled as she put her arm around shoulders and pulled him along to the umbrella.

Everyone joked and laughed as they walked back over to the beach mat. Sam felt happy and strange before but this felt even more strange. As everyone made jokes, often at his expense, there was a certain warmth in their laughter, especially Mayas. Instead of being pulled along by Maya he was leaning more into her hold, submitting to her so easily. There was a special feeling of reassurance knowing that Maya approved of this. They put on some music and dance as they drink and dance around. Sam is the only one still wearing any type of clothes. Everyone else is fully nude. As they dance around, Sam gets smacked by Blair and Linas cock several times. It's mostly just jumping around for him, while the futas often playfully grab each other. Valentina is sure to grab Maya, groping her ass and kissing her cheek as their cocks rub together, Chloe, Lina and Blair seem to have a sword fight as they spend the time getting drunk. They end up playing volleyball, a makeshift version of it without a net. They have no rules about it or even know who won. By the time they end the game, they finally collapse on the beach mat altogether except for Sam. Even though he feels like part of the group, he still feels like the oodd one out, especially since it is getting dark.

"Let's have a little bonfire before we leave?" Valentina asks the group as they all lay together like one homunculus on the mat, wrapped around each other. "Matchstick can make a bonfire for us!" She giggles as she points at him sitting along them.

"Yeah, come on Matchstick! You still have those trunks on so it'll be easier." Giggles Lina.

"Why don't you take them off? You'll feel way more comfortable. And I'll even help you with the bonfire" Blair adds.

"Don't pressure him too much." Maya addresses the group. She gives a warm smile to Sam. "You can do it if you like, no one here will judge you."

"Yeah, just do it!" Chloe butts in. "Do it! Do it! Do it!" She shakes her fists up and down and gets everyone chanting as they all encourage him.

"Fine, fine." Sam blushes as he stands up and slowly pulls off his trunks. His tiny little dick is already hard as it pops out as soon as the waistband gets lower. He's in front of everyone, naked, and vulnerable.

The group suddenly erupts with cheers and laughter.

"I knew he'd do it!" Chloe yells as she pumps her fists.

"It's so cute!" Blair giggles as her eyes are focused on it, her hands on her mouth.

"Matchstick suits you so well!" Valentina laughs with both hands in the air.

"Now you're like one of us!" Maya giggles, hiding her growing bulge.

"Hahaha! Come on Matchstick, lets go get some wood" Blair winks and gets up. She grabs his hand and pulls him along towards the trees.

They both walk around the trees, looking down at the ground, picking up any random sticks they can. With the sun slowly setting they have to be quick. Sam dusts off sand from several sticks and holds them against his chest. Blair can't help but check him out. His slender legs, feminine frame, hairless crotch and plump ass. She bites her lip and gives him a cute little spank. "What was that for!?" Sam says as he suddenly jumps, nearly dropping his sticks."

"Just trying top help. Jeez!" Blair giggles and spanks him a few more times. "You had some sand on that ass of yours.

"Oh, thanks, I guess." Sam blushes.

"So, do you do your waxing at home? Or do you get it done from somewhere? Oh does Maya help you with it?" Blair asks, trying to strike up a conversation.

"Waxing? No, no. I shave, and I do it myself." Sam blushes, not expecting a compliment.

"Really!? It's so well done!" Blair stops picking up sticks and gets closer to him and inspects his crotch. "It's so smooth and clean! Even around the balls!" She stands straight, sticking out her own crotch. "I just trim mine, see?"

Sam leans down, looking first at her thick cock, slightly hard already and looked at the pubic hair, examining it critically. "I see! You make it so round, and still somehow sharp. It really suits you."

They spend the next ten minutes talking about grooming, haircare and skincare down there, all the while collecting enough sticks for the bonfire. It was not a conversation either of them were expecting. A few weeks ago, Sam would have been a flustered mess if the topic even came up, but now it was as natural as walking. Blair was also having fun, taking a few jabs at his size but intrigued by how well he took care of himself. They walk back, both holding twigs and sticks against their chests, both having their cocks out with Blairs hanging much lower than his. The rest have already made a small pit for the fire. Sam sets his bundle in the middle of the pit while Lina gets a lighter and they start the fire. Blair puts her bundle to the side and sits down close to the pit between Valentina and Chloe. Maya is sitting next to Valentina, with her leg on top of hers. Lina finally manages to start the fire and they all cheer. Sam ends up between Lina and Chloe. They start talking about college and how it was going until Chloe lifts up her foot and starts pressing it.

"You okay?" Valentina asks, with Mayas head on her shoulder, her cock resting on her leg, touching Maya's, almost like they were kissing.

"Yeah, yeah. I think I stepped on something, it kinda hurts." Chloe lifts up her foot, showing the center of her sole to Valentina. "Right here."

"You know, Sam is really good at foot massages." Maya chimed in, looking at the blushing sissy. "Maybe you could help her out?"

Chloe turns to him with an evil smile, sticking her foot in front of his face. "Could you?"

Sam blushes as he gets a little erection, everyone notices. "Sh- sure." He grabs her foot, moving it away from his face and onto his lap. He grabs it with both hands and begins gently squeezing it, massaging the middle with his thumbs. He follows the arch of her foot, squeezing and pressing, making Chloe let out a soft moan. He doesn't realize it but everyone is watching him. Suddenly he feels something on his other leg.

"Me too please." Lina smiles sheepishly.

Sam lets out a sigh. "Wait your turn."

Everyone giggles and continue talking. The rest of the time Chloe and Lina continue to tease him with their feet. Any time Sam would pay more attention to Lina, Chloe with playfully tickle his nipple or even pinch it with her toes. If Chloe got too much attention, Lina would rub her foot on his thigh, 'accidentally' touching his balls or little dick. Sam ends up holding both feet, one in each hand. Valentina can't help but make a joke about how it looks like he's holding two cocks and jerking them off at once. Everyone laughs, Sam blushes and the jokes and teasing continues. Eventually it gets late and they are about to leave. Maya ends up asking the last question before everyone gets up.

"What was your first impression of Sam?"

Chloe is the first to chime in. "Honestly, I thought this was going to be a girl's day and I was super annoyed that a boy was here. It turns out he's pretty girly!" She giggles as she playfully pinches his nipples ne last time before pulling her foot away.

Blair is next up. "Same! But I think he's adorable. Such a neat little cutie!"

Lina pulls her foot back and stretches before adding her own part. "I met him in the car for the first time. He is so easy to scare and he gets so flustered. It's adorable."

Valentina has her thighs smushed against Maya's, with her arm behind her. "I thought he looked like he was someone's little brother that got dragged along because they couldn't find a babysitter." She giggled and looked at Maya. "But I knew since it was Maya bringing him, he wouldn't be an annoying little baby."

Sam nods as he looks at Maya giving him a warm smile. He finally feels like he's part of the group. Everyone is tired by now and they start packing up. Chloe and Valentina are the first to put on their clothes, Sam is sure to help them. Blair helps out Lina in picking up all the stuff, the umbrellas, the mat, the cooler. Sam makes sure he can be useful here as well. By the time they all change and pack up they are tired and sleepy, frustrated that they have to go to college tomorrow. They all hug and kiss cheeks before leaving except for Sam. As a good boy he gets lots of pets from everyone. He opens the door for Maya to get in, then Lina and pretty soon they drive off. They drop off Lina outside her house first. She waves them goodbye and goes into her house. The rest of the drive is not as awkward as Sam was expecting. After the whole day, being naked at the beach, seeing his crush naked for the first time, losing his anal virginity, it was a lot to take in. Before he could say anything at all, Maya apologized.

"I am so sorry; I really did not know this was a nude beach thing."

"It's okay, it was just enough fun for it to not be a problem." He giggled "I'm glad we went."

"I'm happy too!" Maya smiles as they both share a glance for a few seconds. "What did you think of everyone?"

"They were all so scary! And mean!"

Maya burst out laughing. "No they weren't! That's just how most futa are!"

Sam laughed with her. "I know, they can be scary at first. But they were all kinda nice, in their own way."

"They weren't too much right?"

Sam took a few minutes before responding. "They were okay. They have a strange way of doing it, but I think that it was just their way of welcoming me into the group and feel like I am part of it."

"Hahaha! You can always let me know if things get too much for you." She throws out a couple punches and acts tough. "I'll make sure they're nice to you."

They both laugh and joke about the day, soon arriving home. They head to the kitchen and have snack before they both go to their respective rooms.

"Goodnight!"

"Goodnight, Matchstick!"

Maya went up to her room and closed the door. She was absolutely giddy as she slumped down, her back still against the door, and a big smile on her face. She couldn't stop thinking about how her thighs were rubbing against Valentina's. She could still feel her warm thighs against hers. She closed her eyes and bit her lip, her hand instinctively guided to her cock. She felt the dusting of sand all over it. She huffed, knowing there was no way she was going to get a burn because of a beach trip. She dropped her clothes on the spot and walked into the shower. The warm water hit her face and she rubbed her face. She looked down at the little brown puddle of sand that had formed under her. She grabbed some soap and began cleaning herself, the thoughts of Valentina still fresh in her head. Her hands again went back to her soapy, slippery cock. She gently rubbed it, making sure it was free of sand and then began to speed up. She closed her eyes and imagined Valentina's thigh rubbing against hers, their cocks touching tips. She remembered blushing as some of her precum leaked onto Valentina's tip. Valentina had seen it, but hadn't spoken a word. Then there was the dancing. How she had rubbed her ass against her cock, twerking on it. The feeling of Valentina's cock between her cheeks was ever present. She felt her knees give away as the memory of Valentina grabbing her and kissing her on the cheek appeared. For a second she thought it would be a kiss on the lips, a slow, passionate one. She knew how Valentina was. She was dominant, powerful, and non-monogamous. She did not care for relationships since she knew how powerful her cock was and what it meant for others. She was always an amazing fuck, but not really much of a girlfriend. Then to her annoyance, somehow, Sam entered her memory. She was not thinking about it particularly, but he still showed up. She began thinking about it more. She saw him fully naked for the first time, his warm smile, his tiny perfectly clean shaved crotch, his bubble butt. She remembered forcing herself to stop staring. She blushed. Not again. She thought to herself. Somehow all this time she had spent thinking about Valentina and her magnificent cock, she ends up jerking off to her cousin, her cute, vulnerable cousin. She didn't want to have these thoughts but they were there. She didn't hate them though.

She got out of the shower, tired, and a bit miffed. She dried off, throwing her towel on the floor and changed into her bed time PJ's. She went to bed, still thinking about Valentina and Sam. She imagined how life would be like in the future. Comparing, weighing her options and possibilities. As much as she liked Valentina, she could not imagine anything long term. Sam on the other hand was different. As she thought more and more about it, she began to realize something. The way Sam pampered her on spa night, how he was always making breakfast for everyone, how he drove her around, gathered firewood, helped others into their clothes, packed up afterwards, all without complain. He liked it, he liked to serve, submit. His perfectly shaved crotch, his slightly feminine frame, it all pointed to him being a sissy. She thought more and more about it, soon falling asleep. Before she went into her deep slumber, she decided that she would help him, carefully nudging him in the right direction, making sure he was comfortable with it. Before finally sleeping she had completely forgotten Valentina, and the only thing in her mind was Sam.

Sam was still smiling; he didn't even realize it. He could still feel Chloe's fingers in his little hole. Being called tight, and sweet was such a strange compliment. Clearly the Kegels were working. As he closed his bedroom door, he let out a giggle. A very strange giggle. It felt girly, but so right. He looked around in his room. He stared at the cabinet for a minute, then stopped. It still didn't feel right to put on the socks. He headed to his bathroom to shower and do his routine. The routine was a ritual he was eager to do at the end of the day. It made him feel special, cute, and in a strange way, more like himself. The first step was of course to shave again. Was it really necessary? No. But he wanted to do it, he wanted to just have this step in there. He put on some shaving cream, carefully cleaning up any stubble on his face if it accidently showed up. After thoroughly cleansing his chin and cheeks, he went down to his crotch. Even though he was careful and thorough, he could still feel the little edges of some hair still there. This bothered him more than it should have. He turned on the water, letting it get warm as he fished out all his special creams, lotions, scrubs and paraphernalia. He entered the hot shower, cleaning himself with the special shower gel, then making sure to exfoliate his skin. He not only made sure that it was his face, but his arms, legs, chest, ass, all over his body. He was thorough and precise, making sure he got every little inch of his body. He stood under the warm water hitting him for a while. His tiny cock hard as he remembered the day. While Chloe taking his anal fingering virginity may have been the highlight, he could not stop thinking about Maya. He saw her fully nude, and her body was so beautiful. Her cock was so massive. He had only seen her bulge, and even then, he did not think it would look like that. He remembered how it smelled, it was so enticing. He wanted to touch it, hold it, feel its warmth in his hands, put it against his nose and breathe it in. A shudder went down his spine as he imagined what it would feel like.

He stepped out of the shower, drying off his hair and body. He looked at himself in the mirror and saw how different he was beginning to look. He liked it, but he was still critical of some things. Despite shaving his crotch, the new hair still felt annoying, as did the rest of his body hair. He carefully laid out his towel to dry and went through his closet for PJs. He did not realize it at the time, but he didn't just go for the old raggedy shorts and loose shirt, he examined and carefully chose clothes that made him look and feel cute. He umped onto his bed, grabbing his phone. He went online, searching for a solution to his tiny pubic hair problem.

He remembers how Blair had mentioned waxing and begins researching. It seems to be the best solution. Hair pulled from the root, longer lasting than shaving, but uncomfortable. He researches how to prepare for it, after care, risks, any special requirements to make it easier. The idea of being so smooth excites him. He begins imaging a picture of himself in his head and he sees waxing as a way to get closer to it. He then learns about silk underwear. Everyone seems to recommend it after waxing. It feels smooth, comforting and luxurious. But for some reason all the underwear he looks at online does not seem to catch his eye, that is until he accidentally ended up on the women's side of the site. Initially he thinks its absurd, but he keeps looking. For him the appeal is no longer about the fabric, it's the cut, the design, the colors. He begins going through different styles, designs, colors. He also stats checking online forums for this and ends up finding a forum called "Boys in Bows". He begins learning about other men who wear women's underwear. Sometimes under their clothes, sometimes only that, some that incorporate one little girly thing in their everyday attire, some that cross-dress and wear all girly clothes, what type of designs they like and why. He can't really figure out what category he falls under, or which underwear to pick. One comment catches his eye. One guy had gone to his local mall and since most malls had a section for sissies, he was able to try and see which one he liked most. He decides he has enough free time to go to the mall and do this, even if it would be a bit embarrassing. He continues reading and learning and something else catches his eye. A story about a man being told what to wear. His story gives his little dick hard. The man was forced by his partner to wear women's underwear one day. He would have to send them pictures throughout the day as proof that he kept them on. This would soon spiral into roleplaying and shifting of a power dynamic. His immediate thought is Maya taking control of his life. He tries to block it out and forget, but its too late and he has already formed an association.

He tries to forget about it and learn more on the forum. This helps as soon he falls deep into a rabbit hole of depravity. He learns about CNC. Initially its confusing to him, how would that even make sense. As he reads more, he begins to like it. The fantasy of surrendering control, the role playing, the apparent lack of control or choice, the feeling that a dom was breaking his mind with their cock, it all excites him and he begins touching his little dick, running his fingers on it. The idea of giving up control completely to someone else and be dominated is setting into him.

He continues deeper into the rabbit hole, learning about pet play. Being walked around on all fours on a leash, wearing cute dog or cat ears, wearing a tail butt plug, all the cute and colorful collars and how doms pretend their subs are pets but also tools for sexual relief. He learns more about chastity cages. How it wasn't just about being controlled, it was a way for exploring anticipation and trust. The key holder's role was something he did not to think about as Maya popped into his head again. He learns about more niche kinks like womb tattoos, musk, cock kisses, public humiliation, ABDL and fun creative toys. The one that intrigues him most is sissygasm. No use of hands, just pure anal excitement. He reads personal accounts, and discussions. The idea of this is so strange to him, he can't help thinking about it even as he continues going deeper down the rabbit hole, finally falling asleep after watching a porno of a sissy breaking into a house to rob the place and instead meeting the futa home owner who ties him up and forces him to take several loads.

The next morning starts like it always does. Sam wakes up, makes his bed quickly and heads to the kitchen and makes breakfast for his family. He feels different this morning, something strange wants him to do more. After having breakfast by himself he heads outside. Something he had not done this early. The sun is out, birds are chirping and it is a mostly warm day. He starts walking, slowly, almost as if he was in a hypnotic state. He walks straight to the mall. In his head he still cannot stop thinking about waxing, and even more than that, the underwear. He walks around pretending to look at things he doesn't really need. Since there are not many people around, he feels more comfortable and gains a bit more courage, his mind still filled with the thoughts of all the kinks and porn he had seen last night. He sees a store with two mannequins outside. On one side there is a female mannequin wearing lingerie, and on the other a male one wearing just a pair of very rugged looking pants. He walks into the store, hoping no one would see him, yet the feeling of being 'caught' seemed to turn him on.

"Hi, there can I help you?" An attendant suddenly popped up.

"N-no, no. I'm just browsing." He replied meekly.

She looked at him, noticed where his eyes were going, and stepped aside with a small grin.

He blushed as he walked towards the men side. It felt like she knew exactly why he was there. He felt a little scared, but even more excited. He tried to brush off the feeling of being watched but really couldn't until he sneaked over to the women's side. He could feel his heart beating faster as he walked through the aisle. There weren't just panties that he saw, but lingerie, stockings, bras, garters. It all felt like a lot to take in. He silently and slowly walked until he saw what he was here for, silk panties. He stared at all the designs and colors. He looked through all of them, repeatedly looking over his shoulder to make sure the attendant or anyone wasn't there. He finally saw two he liked. He couldn't tell why he liked them, he felt pulled to them. One is a light pink one with two cat ears on the brim, it looks cute, fun, and comfy. The other pair feels like the opposite. It's a beige one that has a thin-as-a-string elastic, and just even to cover his dick. It's made of incredibly fine silk, so thin it's a little transparent. He compares them, examining them side by side. He still feels a bit strange but for a few minutes he is lost in the look and feel of both. He suddenly realizes that he does not have enough time, anyone could walk in at any time. He grabs both and heads to the counter. The cashier looks at him and smiles. He blushes, doesn't say a word, not that he could. The cashier neatly puts both between thin brown paper, folds them, and puts them in a nag. He hands over money and leaves. He feels disappointed for some reason, there was no humiliation from the cashier, nothing said that would make him feel embarrassed, it felt like an empty moment. He wanted more. Maybe he was watching too much porn, but humiliation felt like part of buying the panties.

He tried to move on, but stopped at the mall's drug store. He remembered why he even wanted the panties. He held the bag in his hand as he looked through the at home waxing kits. There was impressive selection. There were ones based on how experienced the user is, ones for how sensitive the skin is, ones for what part of the body you were planning to wax. He grabs a hot pink box. Embossed on the front in large letters: "Blush & Bare Beginner Kit". It has flowers and hearts in all the corners and edges. And a tagline your "your first step to silky smooth". He walked to the counter to go pay for it.

"Hey there Sam!"

Sam turns around to see Blair. It feels like she towers over him, smiling as she holds out her hand, working at the counter.

"Hand it over. I'll get you out of here in a minute." She smiles warmly and speaks in her usual bubbly voice."

"Ummmm-" Sam is stunned, unable to speak.

Blair looked at how stunned he was, her eyes went to the bag he was holding. It took her a second to figure everything out. She raised an eyebrow and gave him a look. She grabbed the kit from his hand scans it, leaned back over and placed it in his bag. She gave him a wink and a little spank to get him going. "Glad you're taking my advice. Have a nice day!"

"Thanks. You too."

Sam snapped out of his state of embarrassment from the spank. He quickly walked out of the drug store, then the mall and then just ran home. He was hard the entire time. The humiliation of Blair knowing was so embarrassing, yet he liked it. He knew she would tell all the friends, especially Maya. There was no doubt they would all have fun with this one. He entered his house and went straight to his room. Hid the bag in his cupboard and tried to forget about what had happened. He lay on his bed, his tiny dick hard as he imagined Blair making a bigger scene, calling him out, making fun of him, others joining in. He can't help but touching himself. He ends up running to the bathroom and jerking off to the situation he imagined. Even after he can't really get it out of his head. He decides to play some video games online to get out of his own head.

Maya gets back home from college a bit late in the evening. She had a strange day. She spent most of her time with Valentina. They had walked the grounds together. She wanted to hold Valentina's hand, but Valentina wanted to hold her ass. She liked the feeling, not the feeling of being dominated, but the feeling of feeling of Valentina groping her ass. Valentina was all about sex, and that was no clearer to her when during their walk a few girls, boys and even a futa gave her a look. A look that's only shared by fuck buddies. Maya could not stop thinking about being dominated by Valentina. Submitting to her every dirty whim. It made her hard, but then she imagined all the other partners Valentina had clearly had. She liked the sex, but not the feeling of being labeled as the sub. She is reminded of when they went to the cafeteria and Valentina had just chosen for her. It felt a bit annoying than hot. She feels that she was chosen by Valentina, instead of being the one that chose Valentina. As she puts her books and bag in her room, she changes her clothes. Instead of putting on her usual baggy pants or sweatpants, he put on some shorts. She loved how they made her ass look, and were just enough to hide her bulge. She looked around for her dirty sneakers, and put on the socks that Sam had given her. When she saw the socks, she connected another dot. Why did Sam have these? They were brand new, could it have been a gift? Or could he have more, buying but not wearing them? She sat at the edge of her bed, thinking more about how her cousin was clearly showing signs of being a sissy and how she could help him. She was learning more and more at college, especially about sissy's and futas. She put on her socks and shoes and went to her cousin's room.

Maya cracked open the door, seeing Sam playing video games online with his friends, clearly losing.

"Hey Matchstick!" She blurted out loud.

Sam looked at her and blushed, before he could say anything someone online spoke up. "Matchstick? That's a cute nickname!"

Before Sam could fight it, all his friends were calling him Matchstick. Instead of his usual shy reaction, he gave a more confident response. "Hahaha! Matchstick is going to carry you through this match, so let's go!"

This was a bit shocking for Maya, she didn't remember him being so confident, or liking the name. It was a cute turn for him. She entered the room, closing the door behind her. She took off her shoes and sat on a couch with her feet curled up as she went through her phone. Sam noticed her enter, but was fully locked into his game. After losing a few times, he finally gave up, his friends still mocking him with 'Matchstick', but he just wore it like a badge of honor. More annoyed from losing repeatedly than being called his new nickname. Maya noticed this in particular, she saw how comfortable he was getting with being called Matchstick. Sam finally turned to Maya, his hair messy and his fingers and hands tired.

"Hello, sorry. I got too busy with the game."

"I noticed. You haven't changed. Hahaha!"

"I just need to blow of some steam, been a tiring day?"

"Oh, did work not work out or something?"

Sam's lip tremored as he realized he had not done any work all day, and the most tiring event of the day was his embarrassing mall encounter. "Oh, I just went for a walk tod- "

Just then both Sam and Maya's phone got a message. Maya was the first to look and giggled. "Don't look. It's probably a message from Chloe."

Sam ignored her and looked anyway. It was indeed Chloe. She was took a selfie, posing with the peace sign, her cock fully erect and glistening as if it was just covered in oil.

"What the fuck!" Sam exclaimed. His own cock twitching as he is focused on her massive veiny cock.

"What? She sends those from time to time." Maya said as she continued to doom scroll on her phone, not really caring about the picture.

"No. I mean, how does she have my number?" Sam still focused on her cock.

"I gave it to her." Maya now noticing that he was still looking at his phone.

"Why?"

"She asked for it." Maya said nonchalantly, noticing how it was Chloe's cock he was focused on, and seemed to have an erection. "In fact, so did Blair and Valentina. So I just gave it."

"But why do they need my number?"

Maya got up, put on her shoes and walked closer to him. "Don't worry about it. They all just want to be your friend. Now let's go!"

"What? Where?" Sam finally looked away from the phone and stared at her confused.

"I need to pick up a new book, and you are taking me."

"Like for college? Or just a random bookstore?"

"Does it matter? I'm asking you to take me." Maya responded a bit more sternly.

"Okay, okay. Let's just go now." Sam got up and walked out to the car.

Maya smiled, noticing how obedient Sam could be, with a little push. She followed behind him, getting in the car with him. They didn't talk much, mostly just talked about their day, with Maya guiding him to a book shop. They both got out, planning to buy each other a book each. They spent randomly going through the shelves. They separate, but Maya sneakily looks at Sam, checking to see what books he is looking at, or what is intriguing him. She notices he lingered in the self-help section. After he moves to a different section, she goes through what he could possibly be looking at. The first one to catch her eye was a thick black book titled, 'The Art of becoming Her'. She grinned as she found the perfect one. She headed to the counter. Sam is already there having paid for his book; he even got her a cute pink bookmark that would probably suit him more than her. They both give each other a cute smile as they head out, grabbing some food as well before heading back home. Neither knew what the other got them. When they finally got home both headed to their own rooms holding their newly gifted books.

Sam blushed as he looked at the book. It was as if the book was made for him. It had details that covered things like skincare, hair removal, posture, clothing, colors, even makeup. All that with several pages left empty for him to add his won notes and details. He blushed as he gave it a cursory look. Does she know? What does she know? Why would she pick this for him. Sam knew something was up, but he tried to bury that feeling. He remembered his kit that he got today and suddenly he became more excited. He quickly retrieved it from his cupboard and opened it. Thoroughly going through the instructions, making sure he didn't mess up or make any permanent mistake. There were several strips and applicators, not just for his pubes, but his whole body. He went to the bathroom and began his usual routine. He had begun to love the process of cleaning, exfoliating, shaving, and now the new step, waxing.

He prepared the kit in his bathroom, but more importantly prepared himself. He used the applicator and laid on the strip. He took a long deep breath before ripping it off. He gritted his teeth through the pain, his eyes filled with tears and controlled himself from screaming out in pain. But once the initial burn was over, he breathed out, calming himself. He got up and went straight to the shower. The warm water pouring on his body, slowly melting the remnants of wax. His hand finally went down to his crotch, and he smiled. It was so much smoother than it had ever been. He continued his ritual as usual. Lathering up using the special soaps and showering gels, exfoliating with several different types of loofahs. He notices that he still has a lot of body hair he didn't like. His chest, his belly, armpits, back, ass even his arms. Even though there was very little, it annoyed him. He would research more about this when he had the time. After showering and cleaning up, he set his towel to its usual spot and go through his clothes. He picked out a shirt, a cute baby blue one he got a long time ago. Next to that he put his new panties, the pink kitty ones. He applied some of the creams he had. The moisturizers and lotions worked great, but he also rubbed on the special hair regrowth stopping cream all over his dick, careful not to put it on his freshly waxed area. He lay naked on his bed, going through his phone as he waited for his body to absorb the creams and lotions. He researched more on waxing, silk panties, slowly going back to looking at futa on sissy porn. By the time his body had finally dried, he had already jerked off. He put on the shirt, and then slid on the panties. He couldn't stop smiling as he felt his little dick rubbing against the panties. As he cleaned up his room, each step he took was sensational. It was a strange new feeling he loved. He ended the night reading the book Maya had gotten him learning more about sissies, and himself.

Maya would go to her room, take a quick shower, and jump into bed fully naked. She could not stop thinking about her day with Valentina, or her experience with Sam. She remembered how much she had liked it when he obeyed her commands, instantly ready at the slightest push. She grinned, almost completely forgetting about Valentina. She pulled out the book that he had gotten her. 'The Queen Never Kneels'.

"Wow, a medieval fantasy book. What a nerd!" She thought to herself as she read the back.

Its about a young noblewoman who inherits a kingdom on the brink of collapse, she has to navigate a court filled with ambitious generals, seductive rivals, and aristocrats who mistake her youth for weakness. Initially, she attempts to secure loyalty by pleasing everyone around her. But as betrayal forces her to reconsider her approach, she discovers that she prefers giving orders to following them.

She sits up, actually liking the idea of the book. She begins reading and cannot put it down. She ends up reading several chapters through the night. Before falling asleep, one of the quotes sticks to her.

"I wanted her attention. I had mistaken that for wanting her authority."

This resonates with her. She cannot stop thinking about it, or her relationship with Valentina. She falls asleep thinking about what kind of relationship she wants. Not just with Valentina but with Sam as well. She finally falls asleep as the birds begin chirping outside.