Andorra Pt. 03

ANDORRA: Part 3

Escalation

I awoke still in complete bondage, alone and with an incredible craving for Will's cum. But I didn't feel him. I couldn't feel his strong arm holding me firmly against his body. Worse yet, I had no way to reach out for him. I... I'm alone... completely alone. I had no idea where I was... not for certain anyway. I had no idea when I was. Was it morning, or has he just not gotten into bed yet? Did something happen to him? Was it the middle of the night and he just had to use the restroom? Was it the middle of the night and he's just rolled over away from me?

I had no way of knowing anything... no way of learning anything. All I could do was lay there and anxiously await whatever was coming next. I began breathing fast, but shallow. The small holes over my nostrils couldn't seem to keep up with my demand. I was so scared! Then... then there was the pain in my little clit. It was telling me that I was very aroused by this. Why was I turned on by being so scared?

'Oh God, what if something has happened to Will? What if he's hurt? How can I help him if I'm so helplessly bound? I NEED him so badly... I NEED him inside me... I NEED his cock... I NEED his CUM!'

For the first time, I missed having the leash to him. When I was on the leash, I knew he was within just a couple of meters, even if I couldn't see him, I could feel his presence transmitted through the leash.

I was growing frantic. I tried rocking back and forth and pulling my knees up, but the sleep sack fought my every move. I found I could roll to either side slightly, but then, I had no idea how close to the edge of the bed I was, or to which side the closest edge was on. Writhing round on the bed was a risk. I began whimpering, moaning and weeping in my frustration, fear and arousal. I've never felt so... utterly helpless... so completely alone before, with only the whispering hypnotic voices in my head to keep me company.

I nearly screamed around the cock gag filling my mouth as I felt someone big grab me and pull me to them. 'WHO WAS THAT?!? WILL? An Attacker?'

Then I heard Will's deep voice, muffled slightly from the leather hood encasing my head, "Relax Michelle, it's just me. Just calm down. I'm sorry, I had to use the bathroom but I'm back now."

He held me close in his arms and I worked to calm my breathing and my nerves. I was safe now. Will was holding me... protecting me... keeping me safe. I wriggled in my sleep sack, needing to get as close to him as I could.

Eventually I calmed down and drifted off to sleep again.

I woke to the feeling of Will moving beside me and immediately began to whimper.

"It's alright Princess, I'm not going anywhere. I'll have you out of there in a second." He rolled me over and quickly worked the zips to free me from my leather prison.

He pulled the hood from my head and after sucking the cock gag clean, "Thank you Master." Then I pulled my arms from the internal sleeves and began working on his shorts before he could pull the sleep sack from my legs. Without thinking, I had his cock in hand and had begun licking and sucking his balls and his shaft. I don't know what was driving me. Some kind of internal craving for him... for his cum. Michael was revolted by it all... Michelle was a ravenous animal who could not be stopped. She was so driven by that craving that she didn't realize that she'd forgotten that she was supposed to be pleasuring Will, not just sucking him dry.

As was becoming usual, I licked and slurped up every drop, gulping it down as quickly as I could get it into my mouth and throat. I could feel my throat moving, undulating and milking his cock with muscles that I didn't even know existed. In record time, Will was shooting his usual massive load of hot sticky cum deep into my throat. Immediately, the craving that had been driving me so hard stopped, like a switch had been thrown and only then did I stop to look up into Will's eyes. He was looking at me as though he didn't recognize me. Then I realized how heavily I was breathing and the fact that I was covered with sweat from my exertions. "I'm... I'm sorry... I guess I got a little carried away."

"A little?! I was very near in fear of my manhood being sucked clean off." He gave a light, albeit nervous laugh.

Later, over breakfast, Will asked, "So, what happened with you last night? You looked to be in a total panic. I thought you liked being in bondage."

"Well... y... yes... I do... I really do. I woke up though and I couldn't feel you beside me. I couldn't hear anything but the voices... couldn't see anything. So... I had no idea of where or even when I was. I didn't know if it was morning or night, I didn't know if I was still in the same room or if someone had taken me from you. I had no idea if you were hurt or needed my help and I was so frustrated that I couldn't move... couldn't call out to you."

"And that drove you into a panic?"

"Well... yes and no. You have to understand that when I'm bound so completely, deprived of nearly all of my senses, that my mind can just run down unexpected rabbit holes. I'd actually nearly worked my way into thinking that the FSB had broken in and taken you and hauled me off to a prison somewhere."

"Wow, I had no idea your mind could take off that fast."

"Please Will, I beg you, if you have to get out of bed at night, wake me and let me know."

"I promise Michelle, I'll be sure to keep you up on what I'm doing."

"Thank you."

After a quick breakfast we ordered a rental car then drove to the dive shop. Jason was there and was pleased to see that my marks from the previous day were almost completely healed.

"You know, we have another group dive going out tomorrow to Julia's Reef and..."

"Thanks Jason, but we prefer exploring on our own."

"Of course. At least let me give you a run down on the sites you'd like to dive."

"That'd be great, thanks."

Jason talked over the sites we wanted to dive today with Will, giving him warnings of hazards. He also sold us some upgrades for our Aid Kits, so that if we tangle with any more seaweed or anything, we'll be better prepared.

The car was well worth the cost. We wouldn't have to worry about people spying on us and it gave us the freedom to adjust our plans on the fly. We could stop in the dive shop in the morning, pick up tanks for 2 dives and information on 4 different sites. We'd drive to one site and check in with a local shop or beach bar and check out after the dive. Then have lunch and drive to another of the sites and repeat the process. This way, wherever we went was unscheduled. Anyone attempting to follow us or track us would have a very hard time of it.

We drove about a half hour down the coast to a small beach near a fishing village. The surface swim was only about 30 meters then we dropped down onto the crest of a coral wall at about 15 meters. The wall was fairly steep and held an abundance of colorful sea life.

After a light lunch at a small beach bar, we drove a little further down the coast to a very interesting looking cove where an old fishing boat had gone down in shallow water adding to an already large, shallow reef.

The wreck was only 15m off shore and laying at a depth of 6m. This shallow depth gave the wreck abundant sunlight which spurred plant and corral growth. This was one of our best dives yet and being so shallow, was also our longest dive with nearly 4 hours on the reef and the wreck.

We were pretty tired after the dive so we spread a blanket on the sand to soak up some sun.

"You know Michelle, there's no one else on this beach."

"Uh huh." I was laying face down, loving the feel of the sun on my back. Will was straddling my legs just finishing the application of my sunscreen. "Mmm, that feels good."

"You nice and relaxed?" He leaned forward and kissed the back of my neck.

"Mmmmm."

Suddenly he swept his hands down my arms and swept my elbows together with one arm while he wrapped a strap around them with his other hand and had my elbows pressed tightly together before I realized what was happening.

I squealed loudly but as I opened my mouth to scream, he shoved the large cock of my gag deeply into my mouth and quickly fastened the straps sealing my mouth.

He shoved a knee between my thighs as he lifted my hips up and forced my knees to spread and support my raised position as he pulled the thong crotch strap of my bikini out of the way and worked my plug out. Without a word, he shoved his rock hard cock against my pussy.

"Don't fight me Sissy! This is happening and you're gonna like it." He smacked my ass hard, "Relax that pussy hole and let me in."

I tried to squirm and work free of him, but he was too strong, too aggressive and as much as I hated to admit this, I wanted this. I relaxed and felt his cock plunge deeply into me. I squealed again as his pelvis smacked into my ass and I felt the pain of my clit straining against my chastity.

As he shoved himself in and out of me, I again began to milk his cock with my sphincter. His cock rubbed firmly against my prostate sending waves of pleasure through me like small electric shocks. I had no idea how long he fucked me, only that it was over long before I wanted it to end. But I gripped his cock as hard as I could as soon as I felt his body stiffen and he gripped my hips tighter driving himself into me as deeply as possible. I continued milking him as he wound down.

Breathing heavily, he finally pulled out of me as he gave my hip a little pat and said, "You can let go now Michelle." He was no sooner out of me than he'd worked my plug back into me and wiped my pussy and then my clit with a tissue before placing the crotch of my panty back into the cleft of my ass.

"You felt really good Michelle. Thank you." He lifted my hips and helped me to lay flat again.

"Mmmghf?"

"Would you like me to remove your gag?"

I nodded, so he looked around quickly and removed my gag and the strap from my elbows.

"Thank you. That gag would leave some weird tan lines."

"Oh, yeah, I guess you're right."

"So, did you enjoy it?"

"You know I did. How about you?"

"You kind of scared me at first, but yeah, I like it when you take me."

He lay down and held me very close and whispered, "Sorry about that, I know it was kind of sudden like, but I saw someone in the trees over there watching us... someone, a woman, in a green uniform. I'm pretty sure she was FSB. I figured that what I did would be expected. I know this is so crazy."

"How could they know where to find us?"

"I don't know... maybe they have a tracker on the car."

We lay there in the sun for a little while and we watched the suns set over the sea. It was so beautiful.

We stopped for a late supper on the way back to our hotel then spent the next hour or so cleaning our wetsuits and dive gear.

We watched a movie before bed time but as it got later and later, my craving for Will's cock became more and more acute.

Will caught me reaching for his crotch, "Michelle, what are you doing?"

"Oh... I... um..." I didn't want to admit that something in me was craving his cock... his cum, but I had to say something. "I'm... sorry, I didn't mean to... you know..."

"Didn't mean to what? Didn't mean to get me turned on? Didn't mean to get me hard?" He opened his pants and his cock was pushing hard against his shorts, tenting them. "A little late for 'I'm sorry.' The question is, what are you prepared to do about it?"

"Oh you poor man, would you like me to suck it for you?"

"Well, it ain't gonna' suck itself and you are the one who did this. Don't you think you should take responsibility for your actions?"

I didn't hesitate at that point, I just dived on his crotch and before I knew it, I'd sucked his balls until they were heavy with his seed and fully covered in my saliva and was working my way up his massive shaft. All I could think of was how badly I needed his cock in my mouth and deep down my throat. I wanted to feel those wet balls slapping against my chin. Since he'd cum in my pussy earlier, he took a little more coaxing to bring him to orgasm, but I enjoyed this... enjoyed the challenge. I don't know why... I just knew that I needed his cum in me. It was like a drug. I knew I'd never get to sleep if he didn't cum in my mouth.

I was beginning to shut down mentally when I sucked his cock, as if my body, my mouth and throat were operating on some kind of auto-pilot, while my mind drifted into some kind of null state. Being disengaged, my mind drifted back to that afternoon when Will took me without warning. He was so strong and I liked how easily he could just move me, bind me and how quickly he gagged me. Just then, my mouth flooded with cum and I worked hard to swallow it all. I spent the next few minutes cleaning up my mess and swallowed all of that as well.

Once I was finished, it hit me how much of a slut I probably looked like, I sheepishly looked up at him from between his legs and said, "Thank you Sir."

Will laughed good naturedly, "You are a nut Michelle. You about ready for bed now that you've had your night cap?"

After getting ready, Will had me in my sleep sack in no time and he seemed to take pleasure in my helplessness. He smoothed his hands across my leather clad body and face, kissing me all over before pulling me up along side his body. Only then, with my head laying on his chest, I could hear the throbbing of his heart, beating as steady as any metronome and calming me to slip into a much needed sleep.

....

Over the next few days, we ran pretty much the same schedule, blowjob, couple of dives or a dive and a hike, back to the hotel, blowjob and bed. Will did his best to treat me a little rough whenever he suspected an FSB agent was around, which was nearly every day. Sometimes it'd be a cop patrolling a beach or an undercover in a boat, except that they were all women wearing either camo or black rubber and obviously watching us. Some of them I saw, some I took Will's word for it. But they were keeping close tabs on us.

It was right after the first dive on the sixth day that an FSB Agent approached us on the beach and asked Will, "Mr. Blake, do you have restraints and a gag for your Sissy readily available?"

"Yes Ma'am. I keep them in my pack."

"And where is your pack while you're diving?"

"Well, I keep it in our car while we're down."

"What if you need them while you're diving?"

"I'm sorry Ma'am, but do you dive?"

"Just answer the question please."

"I have her on a leash while we're on the dive and she can't breathe without her regulator in her mouth, so she's as good as gagged while we're down. It would be dangerous for both of us if I attempted to further restrain her while we're submerged. After the dive, we walk straight to the car to drop and pack our gear and I have the pack with me any time we're not in the water."

"But between the car and the water, you have no restraints with you?"

"I have her on a leash and if there is suddenly a need to restrain her on the way to the water, I'll return to the car, restrain her and cancel the dive right then. On the way out, we're heading to the car anyway."

"And you think the leash is enough? It's not even attached to a collar."

"It is considered unsafe by the dive industry to have a diver on a leash attached to a collar while diving. It is permissible to attach the leash to her wrist cuff instead, or so I've been told by other FSB agents and the folks at the dive shop."

"Stay put." She stepped away and made a call on her radio. A few minutes later she came back, "Fine, I've confirmed that with HQ. Please understand Sir, we're only looking out for the Sissy's interest. Thank you for your cooperation." Without waiting for an answer, she backed away a few steps then returned to her car and watched us the entire time that we finished packing our gear and changing our wetsuits for our beach clothes.

"Let's just go, we'll get some lunch somewhere else." He loaded me into the car and we left.

Out on the road I asked, "Is she following us?"

"No... not yet anyway. Man, what a pain in the ass."

"She was really bitchy too."

We spent the balance of that day on a small trail hike and had no further run-ins with the FSB.

.....

Needed Adjustments

It was the next day that I woke before Will. At first, I felt anxiety but I realized that he was beside me, still holding me in his strong arms. As you might imagine, I had no idea what time it was. All I knew was that I was still bound and Will was holding me, still sleeping soundly, but I had this unbelievable craving for his cock. I tried to pretend that my cock gag was his cock, but it just wasn't nearly big enough. I knew that it wasn't his cock and right now, I NEEDED his cock deep in my throat! I NEEDED his CUM!

I tried to lay quietly and let the voices in my head lull me back to sleep, but they weren't there. It was just silence and the craving was really driving me. I really tried to lay still, but the cravings, making my stomach growl and I began to writhe around a little.

I heard him groan and move slightly, "Michelle, you alright?"

I really wasn't... I wanted to scream that I needed his cock right now, but I couldn't. I just nuzzled into him and smoothed my head against his chest. I moaned in frustration.

"Well... it's pretty early, but I suppose we could get an early start." He patted my small breast as he usually liked to do with me, but today, they felt bigger and much more sensitive and it caused me to moan.

"Damn, are your tits getting bigger?" He gave them a firm squeeze and I squealed in pain. "Sorry Angel. I'll get you out."

He rolled me over and began unzipping the sleep sack. I didn't wait for him to remove my legs from it, as soon as I had my arms free, I twisted and pulled his shorts down and without a conscious thought, I was locked on his cock like a remora on a shark.

It seemed to me that I was only on him for a few seconds before he was filling my mouth with cum. At that point, my craving subsided and my mind seemed to come back to me. I gulped everything down and took a few minutes to clean Will off.

"Enjoy your breakfast?"

"I... I did... thank you Sir."

"Michelle, I'm beginning to wonder about you. Are you feeling alright? I mean, you're acting... very... strange."

"I... I do feel... strange. Ever since I came here. I don't know if it's because I'm dressed like a girl, acting like a girl... maybe it's the bondage... maybe it's just this place."

"No, I think there's more to it than that. More sexual. What's been happening in your mind over the past week?"

Now I was feeling really embarrassed. How do I tell my best friend that I have some kind of unexplainable craving for his cock and his cum? How do I tell him that I can't seem to function without his gift on a regular basis?

"Think about it while we get dressed, we'll talk more over breakfast."

All while we showered and were getting dressed, I was thinking about what was driving me to act the way I was. Will told me to forget a bathing suit today, to just dress casual, something about needing a day off from diving.

I dressed in a pretty latex Sissy dress that was very girly and made me feel pretty. I had a lot on my mind and feeling pretty seemed to help. That and I knew it made Will happy to have me look pretty for him.

As I set the small table for our breakfast, Will collected the meal from the room service transporter and brought it to the table for us.

Will handed me a cup of coffee, fixed just the way I like it, "Here Michelle."

"Mmm, thank you Will." The coffee was hot and rich and worked wonders to calm my nerves.

He moved behind me and held my chair, as I sat, he inhaled deeply, "Mmm you smell as pretty as you look this morning."

"Thank you Will." He leaned in a little further and kissed my neck.

As he took his seat, he asked, "So, what's going on with you?"

"Wh... what do you mean?"

"Michelle, you know what I mean. When we first got here I had to work to get you to just touch my cock. This morning you attacked it like a starving man devouring a steak. I didn't even have time to get you completely freed from your sleep sack, much less to ask you to help me with my morning wood problem."

"I... I don't really know. All I know is that over the past week I've developed an insatiable craving for your... your cum. It's not that I really want to suck your cock, although there is a component of that too I guess. But there is something in me that... that just needs your cum. It's like... I don't know... like a drug I guess. It's weird, I wake up with this... this craving for cum. I know there's only one way to satisfy that craving and that's by sucking your cock. In the morning, the same as at night before bed, these cravings come over me. It's like my conscious brain shuts down and the craving takes over."

"What about when I fuck you? Does that help at all?"

"It can... blunt the craving... a little... like it takes the edge off. But there is still this craving that just takes over eventually."

"What about these voices you hear at night? You mentioned them early on, but not lately. Do you still hear them?"

"Well, I never really heard them in the literal sense... it's like... like they were just in my head, not coming through my ears, but it wasn't like my imagination... I have no control over them. I still have them in my head... but I don't notice them as much. Kind of like they... drift into the background. But I'm sure that they're still there when ever I'm in my sleep sack."

"You've never heard them before we came here?"

"No... never."

He took a moment to chew a chunk of melon from his plate, then asked, "You mentioned earlier that you seemed to have 2 distinct personalities, Michael and Michelle, how are they getting along?"

"Funny you should mention that, it seems that every day Michael retreats a little more. I'm beginning to wonder if Michael will be able to find his way back once we leave here."

"I think we need to talk with someone who knows a little more about all of this than we do."

"You don't mean the FSB do you?"

"No, they're a government organization who, from what I've seen, seem to be more focused on enslaving you and jailing me than your well being. No, I'm thinking maybe we should pay another visit to Mistress Alexa and her Nurse Mitsu."

"You think?"

"Well, they are native to this world and they both work with Sissies and they both seemed to have your best interest at heart. I don't know of anyone that I'd trust more with this. They open in about 3 hours, I'll give them a call then."

We finished our breakfast and took a walk along the beach for awhile. "You know, I can't get over how pretty you are Michelle. When we first arrived here and they told me that you'd have to dress and be a Sissy, I had a hard time imagining what that would look like. To be honest, I expected you to look like Michael in a dress, but you've gone so far beyond that. You look and act more feminine than most girls I know."

"Is... is that really a good thing?"

"Well, hopefully Mitsu will be able to shed some light on that. Personally, I like it."

Part of me was so happy that he was happy with the changes in me and as much as I like being Michelle, I'm not so sure that I'm ready to say goodbye to Michael. I mean, I've been Michael all my life and while most of that time, I've been sexually impotent and never had a real girlfriend, I've still enjoyed being Michael. Yet, all that I could think to reply to Will was, "Thank you Will, I really appreciate that."

Later, back in our room, Will called Mistress Alexa and arranged to meet with them after lunch. So we walked out to the beach bar for a light snack before driving down to the "Sissy Paradise."

Mistress Alexa met us and led us straight back to her office. As usual, she was dressed provocatively, but given her business, kind of expected.

"So Will, you've said that this precious little Sissy of yours is having some issues?"

"Yes Ma'am. She's been acting kind of odd and having some rather strange cravings which are beginning to affect our sleep."

"So, you sleep with your Sissy?"

"I do. She's rather comfortable in that sleep sack we bought on our last visit..."

"Oh, you liked that did you? Well, I have some other great products you might like to see while Nurse Mitsu sees to Michelle."

She was practically in Will's lap when Nurse Mitsu knocked on the door, "Mistress, you asked to see me?"

"Yes Mitsu. You remember Sissy Michelle don't you?"

"Of course I do." She turned to me and pulled me from my chair into a warm and excited embrace. "How are you doing Sissy Michelle?"

"She's been having some issues. Why don't you take her back to the clinic for a... full examination while I speak with Master Will."

"Yes Mistress, I'd be happy to." Will handed over my leash to her and she led me from the office and back to the clinic. Unlike last time, she was wearing a beautiful teal blue uniform.

"Before we get to the meat of the matter, let me get some vitals from you." She led me to the exam table we'd used before. She again had me strip completely and climb up on the table. Right away it gave her my weight, respiration, pulse, temperature and a few other things that I had no idea about.

After noting those in her handcomp, she began strapping me down to the table and before I knew it, I was completely immobilized. Then, she gagged me again with a cock gag.

"Sorry, but I have to draw some blood and I can't have your Sissy screams upsetting our customers in the shop." She picked up a device from the counter and swabbed my arm with an alcohol saturated swab. "You'll feel a little prick... kind of like your own." She pressed the device against my arm and felt a sudden stab causing me to flinch and squeal slightly through my nose. Then I heard a soft hiss as the machine drew my blood. "Sit tight Princess while I get the analysis started on this."

She turned and walked into a small lab at the far end of the room and connected the device to a larger machine. After a moment, she came back out, "Now, I'd like to inspect your tiny little clit and give it a good cleaning."

I could feel her between my legs, pulled my small chastity from within my pelvis. Then she removed the chastity and cleaned everything before reinstalling the small catheter in my penis and locking it back up. Finally she worked it deep back into me.

"Well, your tiny clit looks to be in great shape and I've given it a good cleaning. Now, let's take a look at your pussy plug."

She worked my plug out of me and gave it a good cleaning, "I'm impressed, you are already using a large plug. I guess Master Will has had something to do with that. She squirted more of the cold lubricant into my pussy and reinserted the large plug into me working it in and out several times before seating it firmly in place.

"Now, how are your piercings doing?" She looked at my ears and then at my navel. "Good, no signs of infection or swelling. How do they feel, okay?"

I nodded.

"Good. Now, let me check those lovely little titties of yours." She pressed around the small mounds with her gloved fingers and then gave my nipples a little pinch. I winced in pain. "Oh are those a little sensitive?"

Again, I nodded.

"That's odd... they shouldn't be that sensitive... unless..."

She reached up and pulled a large oval ring the size of my body, down from the overhead light unit and touched something on the side of it. The space within the ring lit up with a holographic image of me showing everything inside of me from bones to organs, muscles to blood vessels and there were millions of little red dots throughout my body, with large concentrations around my crotch, hips, waist, breasts and my brain.

Mitsu moved around me tapping on her handcomp as she looked at my hologram hovering over me. "Oh... no... no this... this can't be..." Then she rushed back into the small lab and worked on the machine that she'd put my blood in.

After a few minutes, she came back out and removed my gag. As she pulled the cock from my mouth, I sucked it clean and said, "Thank you Nurse Mitsu. Um... are you a real Nurse?"

"Actually a Nurse Practitioner. What, you thought I was some bimbo who likes to dress up and play Naughty Nurse at a sex shop?"

"Well... um..."

"That's alright, I get that more than you can imagine and it is partially true. I do like dressing like a Naughty Nurse and I am pretty much a bimbo sexually speaking, but my job here is strictly and professionally medical. Now, I have some questions for you. When they flagged you as a Sissy at the spaceport, did they tell you anything about how they determined that?"

"Only that they had scanners that could pick up on some kind of genetic markers."

"Yes, that's true, there are actually over a dozen genetic markers that we look for in Beta Males to determine if they are Sissies or not. Any one of those markers flags you as being a Sissy. Most Sissies have just one or two markers, in some rare cases we've seen some Sissies with three, but again, that's rare."

"How... forgive me, but how many markers do I have?"

"Um... all of them. You have more of these genetic markers than any documented case in our history. This makes you truly unique, more so than you can possibly imagine, but to understand, you need to know why all of this is important, why we have Sissies on this world and why we have the FSB."

"This world was terraformed about 250 years ago. Terraforming almost always has some negative side effects. On this world, small Beta Males with any of these genetic markers were slowly turned into varying degrees of femboys. Something in the environment began feminizing them, their cocks shrunk to nubs, their testicles pulled back into their bodies and they began to grow breasts. What's more is that they began to shrink and become smaller than they were to begin with. The process was slow, painful and in most cases caused severe mental anguish. Most ended up dying from their metamorphosis and most who survived it ended up committing suicide, they couldn't cope with the complete loss of their manhood."

"Another side effect of the terraforming was the drastic change it made in the fertility rate. There were 4 males born for every female born and of the males it was about 50/50 Alpha Males to Beta Males. To make matters worse, about half of the Alpha Males became hyper aggressively sexual. The number of rapes went through the roof. So the Beta's, who were being feminized by the environment were needed to help keep the aggressive Alpha's under control by... well by being a surrogate woman."

"But didn't you say that most of the Beta's ended up... dying?"

"Yes and that's why they initiated the Sissy Program and the FSB. They realized that their only hope was in helping the Betas with the Sissy genetic markers to survive the metamorphosis and deal with the mental stress that it caused. The answer was found in the use of Nanotechnology. Each of these little red dots here is a Nanite, a small microscopic machine that has been programed to do different things. Some are programed to ease the pain of the metamorphosis, others to assist the metamorphosis, still others are programed to work in your mind to help you accept the metamorphosis and accept your new role as a Sissy Surrogate, to accept having sex with men. They accomplish this through subconscious hypnosis."

"So... all of those dots... are... are machines? Machines trying to make me into a Sissy?"

"Yes. And in your case, they are doing more than they're supposed to. Since you have all of the Sissy genetic markers you're much more susceptible to the feminizing effects of our environment. Much of what those nanites are supposed to do is already being done by our atmosphere. So, I need to go in and adjust their programming. But before I do, I need to gather data from you. I know that you came here today because of some changes you've been going through, but I need to know exactly what those changes are and how they've been affecting you."

Over the next hour or so, I filled Mitsu in on everything I could remember from how I felt that first night when Will walked me through my first blow job, to the voices in my head to how I'd attacked his cock this morning. She even had me walk through my feelings of wanting to dress pretty and pleasure Will and how I feel when he binds me and fucks me. The last was my strange cravings for his cum and how they only seemed to come over me at night before bed time and again in the mornings and how it's been getting worse lately.

"That craving is a part of the nanite's base programing. Nanites are very short lived which means that they are constantly needing to replicate themselves. To do this, they need energy that they get from some specialty nanites that can convert organic matter into the energy that they need. The organic matter that they are programed to feed on is semen. Still other nanites are programed to create that craving in you so you'll be sure to acquire as much semen as they need for the level of replication needed. The problem is that your nanites are adjusted for a Sissy who needs a lot more work than you do and that is throwing everything out of whack."

"So, it's the nanites causing me to go crazy over Will's cum?"

"Yes, but give me a few minutes and I'll get them all sorted out." She tapped a few times on her handcomp and then on the oval ring above me and I saw the dots gradually shift from a bright red to an orange, then yellow, then green to a pretty aqua color. The dots that were concentrated in my head continued to grow darker to a deep blue. Others she brought back up to a green and the ones in my stomach were turned a light blue, those in and around my bowel turned a bright green. Finally the whole hologram flashed a few times and then she turned it off and lifted the oval back into the overhead light unit.

"Alright, I've adjusted your nanites to match your genetic makeup and needs. I'll be filing a report with the FSB on our visit. They really should have placed a warning in your file about the number of markers you had. I've been fighting with them for years to provide us with more information concerning Sissies like you. When I tell them the shape you were in when you came in, well that should make a real difference."

"Oh... no... please don't get the FSB involved. They've been hounding us as it is, following us and even tracking us. They're trying to make a case that Will is a bad Master and trying to force me into their school and enslave me."

"Oh, no Michelle, you've got this all wrong. The whole point of the FSB is to look after your health and well being. They aren't trying to enslave you, they really want you to enjoy your time here so you'll maybe want to return or even stay of your own free will."

"But what about the undercover agent I told you about? The Sissy she had with her told me that we were in danger."

"Yes, there are some agents who take their mission very seriously and who believe that the rules for Sissy restraint should be much stricter. But the majority of them just want to be sure that you're properly cared for."

"Why do they have laws to keep us restrained?"

"That too is for your safety. Early on, the Alpha Males would often kidnap and rape Sissies, often leaving them dead or dying in the middle of nowhere. So they made it law that Masters and Mistresses had to at least keep you on a leash, but many of them felt that the more restrained you were, the safer you were. That and most Sissies love being in tight bondage. You've said yourself how much you enjoy it when your Master binds you tightly to fuck you."

"Yes... I really do. Why is that?"

"Hard to say for sure. Most women are naturally submissive to a degree, but most Sissies are very submissive. How does it make you feel when your Will straps you up tight?"

"Scared, but also... I don't know... it excites me... arouses me. Then, when he... handles me... lifts and rolls me around for his needs, I don't know... I can't explain it... but I do like it."

"Of course you do, you're a Sissy and it's a very big part of what makes you a Sissy. The important thing though is to not question it. You can't pick and choose what arouses you. You're aroused by what arouses you. All you can do is accept that and work with what you have. Now I've adjusted your nanites so you should start seeing a moderation in your cravings within the next few hours. They won't go away completely, but they should ease significantly. I've also inspected your pussy and your clitty and everything about you seems to be in the peak of good health. Ready to get off that table now?"

"Yes, I suppose so."

"I could leave you helplessly bound there for awhile if you'd rather."

I laughed, "No, we've kept Will waiting long enough and I'm sure that Mistress Alexa has other things for you to do than play with me."

We found Will still chatting with Mistress Alexa and after handing over my leash and explaining quickly what she'd found and done with me, Nurse Mitsu gave me a hug and a kiss and turned to her other duties. Mistress Alexa leaned close to him and whispered something to him that left him with a sobering look.

"Yes, I understand, thank you Mistress."

He paid for my procedure and a few other things he'd bought for us then led me out to our car without a word. I wanted to ask what she'd told him, but I knew it wasn't my place to ask such questions in public.

Once in the car, I could hold my tongue no longer. "Will, what did Mistress Alexa tell you?"

He sat and thought a good long minute. "She said that you... you are a very rare commodity here. The kind of Sissy that some men might be willing to risk the penalty for kidnapping for. She also said that the FSB rarely if ever tracks off world Sissies who visit here."

"Do you think we're in danger here?"

"I think... the potential of danger exists for us. I think we need to redouble our efforts to be cautious and observant. Alexa suggested that I start gagging you in public, but I disagree. Gagging you in public would make you that much easier to take. Also, screw the FSB, if you see anything out of the ordinary, you speak up, loud and clear. Understand?"

"Yes Sir."

"I genuinely love you Michelle. I've invested too much in you to play fast and loose with you now. I'm also going to take some additional precautions with you."

"Like what?"

"You'll see. First, we need to do some more shopping."

Our next stop was a hardware store where Will bought a length of very heavy chain and some high security locks. He also bought several tracker tags and a couple of alarm devices to augment our security in our hotel room, which he'd installed as soon as we got back.

He looped the heavy chain through gaps in the head board that was bolted to the wall and applied one of the high security locks, then attached the other lock to the free end.

"What's that for?"

"Our most vulnerable time is when we sleep. I'm asleep and you have to be helplessly bound and gagged. If someone makes it in here, they could crack me in the head in my sleep then just scoop you up and run out of here. I'm going to wrap this chain around your neck and lock it in place. This chain was damned expensive, but it's a special cryo-treated kalinite. It would take them over an hour with some very specialized equipment to cut through that chain and the locks are even tougher."

"So... I'm to be chained to the wall?"

"I know, it sounds cruel, but it's the best I can think of."

The thought of having that heavy thick chain around my neck caused my clit to twitch and ache in it's captivity. "That's alright Will, I understand. I really appreciate you taking these steps to... to protect me." I rushed into his arms and held him tightly, "I love you Will. I don't know how I could survive this without you."

"I love you too Princess."

We held each other for a time, then he asked, "Want to walk the beach and watch the suns set?"

"Do you think it'll be safe?"

"Yeah, I think we'll be fine. Besides, we can't spend the next week confined in here. Whatever would we do with ourselves?"

"Oh, I'm sure we could come up with something to keep us busy."

As we walked along the beach, I noticed that Will not only held my leash a little shorter and tighter than normal, but he held me closer, tighter than he'd ever done before. Still, it was lovely walking on the soft sand, carrying my stilettos in my hand and watching the beautiful sky, so colorfully lit up by the setting of the dual suns.

On the way back, in the fading light, I asked, "Will, should we have supper in the room?"

"I think it'll be alright to eat in the beach restaurant tonight. We can't spend the entire week living in fear. We'll just have to keep our eyes open and keep our alcohol intake to a minimum."

I pressed myself closer to him, drawing my strength from him.

Instead of asking for a table, Will was specific in asking for a booth. We both sat on the same side and he had me slip in first. As he slid in beside me, effectively shielding me from anyone else in the place, I leaned against him, placed my hand on his thigh and whispered, "Thank you." I knew the risk he was taking... the risks he's been taking for the past week. Who else would take these risks to protect me, while still working so hard to make our time here enjoyable? He was such an amazing man... I was so blessed to have him in my life. I'd do anything to make this up to him. He was such a caring, loving man...

"Careful Michelle, you might just distract me from our supper. I don't think that the staff would appreciate it much if I shoved you across this table and fucked you to oblivion right here in front of everyone."

"Sorry... I'll behave."

"No need to be sorry and when we get back to the room, you can misbehave to your heart's content."

"Wi-ll! Does that mean you're going to play with me when we get back to the room?"

He leaned closer, "Yes. And I bought some new toys to play with."

"Toys? Like... what?"

"You want me to just tell you? That'd ruin the surprise. You'll just have to be patient. Now, eat your supper like a good girl."

"Yes Sir."

We ate our supper, whispering and laughing quietly, after which he walked me back to our room and turned on the extra security. He'd just set the additional security when he turned suddenly and swept me into his arms. He kissed me passionately as he carried me to the bed and flopped me down on it. "Strip... all the way." I lay there for a moment, stunned by his sudden change from hot and passionate to suddenly cold and commanding. "Now Michelle!"

I quickly got to my feet and began to strip off my dress. As I was removing my panties Will stepped out of the large closet wearing just his boxers, silky and shiny which really outlined his huge cock that was visibly twitching and enlarging as I watched. Then I noticed that he was holding some kind of a garment of black leather with several straps hanging from it. "Will, what's that?"

"Something you need." He tossed something else, smaller and with some odd looking straps on it, onto the bed beside me. "Now, stand still and hold your hands out in front of you."

His voice was calm, but his tone was cool and commanding. I stood as he told me to and he opened the garment in front of me. It looked like a shrug type of jacket, only the opening was in the back, the collar was tall and stiff and had a buckle closure. The front only extended down about a dozen cm or so from the collar and there was a vertical strap extending down from the center about another dozen cm or so where it joined with a long horizontal strap. Like a straight jacket, the sleeves were full length and ended in small mittens with straps attached.

I shivered as he slid the sleeves up my hairless arms. I had to pull my thumbs into my palms and push them through a tight gather at the wrist and once through, my fingers were tightly pressed together by the mittens. At this point I also realized that the sleeves were skin tight from finger tip to shoulders. Will moved behind me and began buckling the straps to close the short jacket's opening between my shoulder blades and the collar snuggly around my neck.

I wanted to question him, ask him why he'd bought what was clearly an expensive piece of bondage equipment when we'd be leaving this world within a week. I wanted him to stop this... I wanted him to continue. I was scared... and so aroused. My clit ached as it strained against my chastity.

He'd just finished the back closure, cinching the short bodice across the tops of my fuller breast tightly which seemed to make them stand out more from my body. Then he wrapped the lower strap around my body, just below my breasts and cinched it tightly. He placed his hands on my shoulders and whispered in my ear, "Perfect fit, don't you think?"

He slid his hands down my arms to my wrists, then pulled them behind me where he switched his hands on mine to pull them farther across the small of my back, then wrapping the mittens and the straps around my belly just below my breasts where he cinched it tight, very tight and bucked it securely. He then allowed his hands to drift up slightly and start fondling my breasts.

I gasped as he pinched my tender nipples sending waves of pleasure through my body. My clit strained even harder against the confines of my chastity, so hard that it pushed the device out of the small hollow in my pelvis. That caused me to twitch and gasp again. Will slid a hand down to palm my crotch, "Oh, you are so aroused by this. I knew you would be. Your clit is so small, even hanging out like this, it hardly bulges out at all." Then he squeezed my right breast, "Mmmm, your breasts have gotten so much larger since we got here. I really like this change in you Michelle."

I was breathing fast and shallow, almost panting at this point. I had so many things I wanted to say, but my mind was awash in the sensual feeling of his hands on my breasts and my crotch. So bad right now, I just wanted him to quit teasing me and just fuck me and I'd just opened my mouth to say that when he shoved a long, thick cock gag into my mouth, but this was vastly different from the one he'd used before. This one was made of thick, but pliable rubber and seemed to mold itself to my face as soon as it contacted my skin. The web of straps seemed to come alive as they wrapped themselves around my head, joined their ends and constricted tight around me. Then the cock in my mouth swelled to completely fill the void and it lengthened down my throat leaving just enough room for me to breathe. I squealed through my nose as this happened. It scared the hell out of me. This... this thing was acting like it was alive!

"Shhh, it's alright Michelle. Just breathe slowly and deeply, just like you do when we're diving. I know, this is a little scarry, but that's what makes it fun, doesn't it? Are you frightened Michelle?"

I nodded and moaned.

"There's no need to be afraid... so soon. Plenty of time for that later."

He groped my breasts again and pinched my nipples eliciting another squeal from me. "Oh, that just doesn't get old. I love the sound of your squeals and moans when you're gagged. You sound so... helpless... so feminine. I really love to see you... play with you when you're all helpless and feminine. Do you like being played with like this?"

Oh God! I was so turned on... so FUCKING HORNY! I wanted him to quit playing and just FUCK ME! But I just nodded and moaned as I pressed my face to his.

"That's my good girl." He nuzzled the nape of my neck and licked my dangly earring. "You know I'm going to fuck you don't you?"

I nodded and gave another plaintive moan.

"You like it when I fuck you, don't you?"

It wasn't really a question... more of an accusation, but I nodded and moaned anyway.

"You're becoming quite the little Sissy Slut, aren't you?"

Again, not a question, but how could I possibly deny it? Oh God... am I really so easy to read? I nodded and began to cry with my humiliation and shame, which just seemed to drive my arousal even more.

"I should spank you. You know that don't you."

I moaned and shook my head, then leaned my head back to look at him.

"Oh?!?! You're questioning me? I should spank you for that alone. You're My Sissy and I'll be the one to determine if you get a spanking or not."

I wanted to scream in frustration, but again, it came out as a bratty moan and I stamped my foot on the floor and bent at my knees.

He turned to sit on a chair by the small dinette table, then pulled me across his lap and began spanking me without another word. He was not screwing around this time! He was spanking me hard and fast and I squealed and began kicking my legs in frustration and pain, then seemingly from nowhere, he produced a long strap. Before I could assess what he was doing, he'd wrapped the strap tightly around my ankles and around the leg of the chair he was sitting on. Then, he went right back to spanking me.

I was squealing, sobbing and writhing on his lap and I could feel his cock throbbing and twitching under me. I had so many emotions running through me at the moment that I couldn't think straight. I was in pain... such pain, but so fucking turned on, so ashamed and humiliated, yet this damned straight jacket was causing my small breast to swell and swing with my movement causing a very pleasurable feeling in them and just being so helplessly bound, felt really good too. The smooth, skin tight leather stretched over my arms and shoulders.

Finally, he stopped and smoothed his large hand over my buttocks. I was still sobbing uncontrollably and noticed the puddle of my tears and snot on the tiled floor, which only served to magnify my feelings of humiliation and arousal.

"You have such a beautiful ass Michelle. Have I ever told you that before? I think it's gotten a little bigger and firmer since we've been here."

He gripped my right butt cheek firmly, causing me to wince in pain. Then, he smoothed his hand up my back, feeling my slender waist.

"Mmm, such smooth skin, tiny little waist... so feminine." I relaxed with his touch and slowly brought my emotions under control. I was still sniffling, my tears still streaming down my face as he bent down and released the strap around my ankles.

He slipped his hands under my body and turned me to sit on his lap. I winced as my weight came to bear on his thighs. "Sorry, I know that stings a little after your spanking." He pulled me in close to him, laid my head on his chest. "I love you Michelle. You know that don't you?"

I nodded, "Mmmf."

"And you know that I only punish you to help you become the best Sissy that you can be, don't you?"

Again, I nodded and snuggled into him. I hated it when he spanked me... I loved it... I hated myself for loving it. I really liked this part, when he held me... told me that he loved me. I don't mind the spankings so much, because I know it's a way that he expresses his love to me.

"I punished you for talking out, practically all day long. I know, I gave you permission to speak out if there was a threat, but you took that beyond my intent. I must admit, you have progressed far more than my wildest hopes, but you can be better. I know you can because I believe that you desire this above and beyond all else. You do want to be my Sissy don't you?"

I nodded and nuzzled into his chest again with a somber moan.

"Yes... I thought so." He held me for a few more minutes while I worked to control myself. As I sat there, leaning against him while sobs still racked through my body, I could feel his cock under me. I could sense his cock's desire. I knew that he would soon take me.

He'd fucked me before, I didn't fear that. If anything, I looked forward to it. I loved how he made me feel and more importantly, I loved the fact that I was able to pleasure this strong and loving man who brought me such comfort.

All too soon, I felt his cock surge under me and at that moment, he stood with me cradled in his strong arms. He kissed me as he carried me to the bed. He laid me on the bed softly and while he rolled me over and positioned me gently for what was to come, his movements were no less strong and deliberate. Being so helplessly bound and gagged while he handled me was such an incredible turn on for me.

Once positioned with the side of my face forced into the rubber sheet that he'd spread on the bed, my knees spread wide with my ass high above. Will softly smoothed his hands over my ass, marveling over the color and heat that was given off from my reddened flesh.

"You have such wonderful skin Michelle. It blushes so nicely from a spanking... the blood rushing to the surface... the heat that it brings with it." He bent down and kissed my still tingling cheeks softly. "So wonderful."

I jumped as he pulled the large plug from my pussy, spread some lube into the cleft of my ass and began working it in with his fingers. I moaned softly as he worked his fingers, slowly, smoothly past my sphincter and into my Sissy Pussy.

He was moving so slowly, so deliberately. My little clit felt cool as it hung down in the open, swaying slightly as I rocked back and forth on his fingers. So bad I wanted him to get on with it, but he was going slow, almost purposely drawing this out. I moaned again but this just seemed to make him slow down even more.

"You like this Michelle? Feeling my fingers in you?"

I moaned again in frustration and I heard him chuckle at that.

"Oh... do you want me to speed things up?"

I nodded and moaned again, urgently this time.

"Oh, you want me to slow down?"

"Mmm Mmmm." I rocked back and gripped his finger tightly.

"Alright, alright, relax. I will fuck you Michelle, but I want to enjoy it... enjoy you. I do so love playing with you... with your pussy..." he reached down and flicked my exposed clit with his other hand, "... even with your little Clitty. So cute, hanging just outside of your smooth, hairless crotch."

He palmed my crotch then and rubbed me, rolling my little caged clit around, making it strain even more against it's cage.

Finally, he stood and pressed the head of his cock against me. I relaxed myself, trying as hard as I could to welcome him into me. But he still had to push hard to open me up. He had to force his way in and I moaned with the pain of the pressure and how wide he stretched me causing me to moan even more.

Once fully in me, he began fucking me slow and deeply. While he was still taking things much slower than before, he was no less relentless with me. Over and over again, he thrust himself into me with force, but then he'd hesitate and pull back slowly while I gripped his cock with all of my might.

We continued like that for quite awhile and I loved every minute of it. He would speed up and when he got so close, he'd slow and ease me back down, then bring me close again. It was a wonderful torture carried out by a man who could sense where I was, how close I was. He knew just when to back off and when to push me and when he finally pushed me over that delicate edge, it was the same time that he pushed himself over the edge. It was so beautiful, both of us... together... and he so loving... so caring to drive us to this point together.

He was so deep inside me, so hard and for the first time in my life, I somehow felt... complete.

After Will had cleaned me up he pulled me up on the bed, turned down the lights nice and low. He laid down beside me and pulled me into his arms. He grasped my gag and suddenly the straps released and the cock shrunk to it's original size. I sucked it clean and said, "Thank you Will."

"You're welcome Michelle. Did you enjoy that?"

"I really did! I don't know why but before now everything just seemed so..."

"Rushed?"

"Yes. But tonight... this... was so wonderful. It felt so natural."

"I've been feeling much the same. I usually prefer to take things slowly, but up to now our urges were in control and you weren't the only one with powerful urges since we came here. I've never felt more attracted to anyone in my life."

I wriggled a little closer to him and lay my head on his chest. I loved the sound of his breathing and his heartbeat. I loved his scent and even the way the hair on his chest tickled my nose at times.

"Do you like your new straight jacket and gag?"

"I really do. The jacket fits perfectly and is so secure. The gag freaked me out at first. It just seemed alive, the way it just wrapped itself around me and... well... the way it shoved itself down my throat. I was so scared at first... and then... the way you spanked me so hard."

"Did you enjoy that? Fear can be a powerful aphrodisiac, just as pain and restraint. These things arouse you, don't they?"

"Yes... they shouldn't, I know... but they do."

"Michelle, what arouses you is what arouses you. You can't pick and choose what it is. Society tells us what they believe is acceptable, but what society thinks or believes and what actually is are quite often, two very different things. Set aside what you think 'socially acceptable' is and just focus on what is right for you."

"But, doesn't that make me... some kind of a freak?"

"No, you're not a freak. You are... abnormal... perhaps, but normal could not exist if it weren't for abnormal. Like you have to have dark in order to have light. You can't have one without the other. Think about it though, you've been abnormal all of your life. You're much smaller than most men from your home world and even here, you carry some genetic differences that make you very special."

"Special, but still abnormal."

He hugged me tight, "Regardless, you can't let being different get you down. You are a beautiful Sissy Michelle, one in a million. Take comfort in that and the fact that you are so desirable."

"Thank you. You always know how to make me feel good about myself."

"Speaking about feeling good, would you like me to remove your straight jacket? I pulled your arms pretty tight."

"They hurt a little at first."

He got up and pulled me into a sitting position, "Here, I know it's hard having them behind you like that."

He released my arms and massaged my shoulders. "Oh... Will... that feels wonderful."

"Relax. You've earned this." He continued to work my shoulders and then he rolled me over to lay face down. He straddled my legs and for a moment I thought he was going to pull my plug out and fuck me again, but he continued my massage and worked his strong hands down my spine to my hips and then worked his way back up.

"Oh God Will, that feels so good. You have amazing hands."

He kept working my back, hips and even over my ass, still tingling a little from the spanking. "Wow Michelle, you've changed a lot since we've been here. I swear your hips have gotten higher, your butt has gotten more well defined, your waist is much higher and smaller."

"Probably thanks to those nanites."

"Yeah, more than likely. But man, I had no idea. They're really doing a number on you... in kind of a good way though."

"You really think?"

"I really do."

He worked my back a little more then I asked one of the questions that was really on my mind, "Will, do you think that after we leave here... I'll... you know... change back to normal?"

"I think that the question you should be thinking on is if you really want to change back to normal. You are happy being Michelle aren't you?"

"Yes... I think so. But what about Michael?"

"I still like Michael, we're still best friends. But I also like you Michelle, Hell, I love you."

"So, do you want me to replace Michael?"

He took a deep breath, rolled off of me and laid down beside me "That is really up to you and Michael to decide. I love you both and I accept you both. You need to work this out how ever it works best for you. I'll support you fully." He pulled me closer to him and kissed my forehead.

We lay like that for a few minutes before he pulled me back up and began removing my straight jacket. "It's getting late. We should get ready for bed Sweetheart."

For the first time since we've arrived, I didn't have a huge craving for Will's cock when we were getting ready for bed. He'd made... wonderful love to me and I was content with that. Just as important, Will seemed to be very content as well.

He zipped me into my sleep sack and this time added the heavy chain snuggly around my neck. At first the weight of the chain seemed to fill me with dread, but once he'd pulled me tight in his arms and rolled me up with his arm behind me as we usually slept, I calmed and quickly forgot about it.