Take a Load Off

It has been several years since my first time being with a guy and I found myself wanting another time. My first time I traded blowjobs with a guy my same age when I was 19. We met through what was called a bulletin board system. It was a place to post ads, but through a phone service for jobs or for meetings. I remember giving him head, but not feeling him cum and I decided I wanted to experience doing that.

One night, after viewing some porn on-line I found myself in the AOL chat rooms. And as usual, I was in the M4M room. I usually logged on, said hi in the room and then checked out profiles and watched the chat. I came across a guy with the screen name Indy K. Not sure why I gravitated to him, but I did. His profile said he was gay, which is the kind of guy I was looking to help fulfill my desire.

I sent him and private message and we got to chatting. He said his name was Stephen and he was from Indianapolis and not too far from me. I told him of my desire to swallow a cum load from a guy and he said he was happy to oblige. He assured me he was safe and clean, which was very important. After chatting for a bit, we decided to make it happen that night.

I didn't have a cell phone, so I had to write his address down and follow the directions to get to his house. I got dressed, not wanting to drive over there in my shorts and headed out of my apartment and to Stephen's house. Like I said, I had swallowed the first guy I sucked but I didn't feel it and I wanted to feel it. I wanted to experience what the guys in the porno's I watched did, both the guys and girls.

I had practiced with the rubber dong I had and Stephen told me he was just over six inches and a little bigger than average, so I was confident I could fit his cock in my mouth and down my throat. It was the cumming I was worried about and could I handle his load? He said he didn't know how much he might cum, so I just had to hope I could swallow it all down, or what was the point of doing this. These were the thoughts that ran through my head as I drove to his place and they were getting me hard.

Knowing in a little while I'd have another strange guys cock in my mouth was making my heart race with anticipation and excitement. I think I was more excited to swallow Stephens cum than I was the first time I sucked a cock. I'm not sure why it took so long to do this, it had been over twenty years since I sucked off Ted in that Motel 6 in Greenwood. I was thinking about my past so much, I almost drove past the light that lead to his neighborhood. I made the right and headed down the road, looking for the next road which he said was three roads down. I found the street and turned into his neighborhood and slowed down so I would not miss his house.

After a few minutes I saw his address on his house, illuminated by his front porch light. I pulled into his driveway and headed to the front door. Ringing the doorbell, I waited patiently and nervously for Stephen. After a few minutes the door opened and Stephen was standing there in a t-shirt ans shorts.

He was just as he described himself, about 6 feet tall, average build, with short dark hair and light colored eyes.

"Hi." He said

"Hi." I said back

"Come on in."

"Thank you."

I headed into his house and followed him down a short hallway, past his kitchen on the right and into his living room.

"Nice house Stephen."

"Thank you."

There was a awkward moment of silence as we just kind of looked at each other. I wasn't sure if he wanted to to drop to my knees right here, or what.

"So, we can go into my office. I have some porn the computer ready to go Tim."

"Sounds good, lead the way."

I was so turned on being there, I probably would have dropped to my knees right then and there and sucked him if he asked. I followed him to his office and he suggested I sit the the chair in front of his computer desk.

"Better than on your knees, more comfortable."

"I agree."

I took a seat, as Stephen hit play on the computer and the video started. There was guy who was about to suck off another guy, which was appropriate for what was about to happen. I can't remember the actors name but he had tattoo's on both his hands that read 'Mind' on one and 'Body' on the other.

I watched as the guy the started sucking off the other guy and that's when I reached over and started rubbing Stephen's crotch, which was at eye level.

"That feels nice Tim."

I just smiled at him, as I caressed his cock through his shorts. His hand eased onto my head and caressed it slowly, before taking my glasses off of my face. I don't know why he did that, maybe he thought I would chicken out and now swallow and take a facial. Or maybe that was his way of saying it was time to start sucking. I proceeded to take a hold of his shorts and ease them down, revealing his cock for the first time. Unlike nowadays with guys, he didn't send me a picture of his cock. Looking back, I'm glad he didn't and even now if I am talking to a guy who I want to suck I would rather be surprised when seeing his cock for the first time. He told me how big he was and that he was kind of thick and he was just that. It was a nice cock with a little curve to it and a good sized head, that was proportionate to his shaft. I have seen cocks before that the head seemed to be either too small or too big for the shaft.

I reached out and started stroking his shaft as he reached up and took his shirt up and off his body. I stroked his cock for a bit, my eyes going from the porn on the screen to the cock in front of me. I paused, took a breath and slipped his cock head into my mouth closing my lips around it and slowly starting sucking.

"Oh yea Tim, that's it."

Stephen moaned his approval and gently placed his hand on my head, caressing it as I slurped at his swollen cock head. It was definitely better than the first one I sucked with Ted. I seemed to taste better, much firmer and fuller, is the only way to describe Stephen's cock. After a few minutes, any nerves or worries faded away and I started sucking it deeper.

"Oh Tim, that's it."

Stephen's hand started caressing my head and stroking my hair as I started working more of a his cock into my mouth. It was weird but I felt so dirty yet so sexy at the same time as I sucked just my third cock in my lifetime. I knew I was doing this for more than just sucking cock, but I wanted to feel what I didn't feel my first time. I have seen plenty of videos of guys and girls sucking cock and swallowing cum and it always turned me on and now that I was going to truly swallow a load, I was so glad I found Stephen in that room.

I just did what I did the first time, but with a little more vigor and intensity. My first I wanted to give a blowjob, see what it felt like to have a cock in my mouth. I have sucked cocks since that first time, but I made a point to not swallow and I made sure the guy I was blowing that was my intention even before we hooked up. Luckily, I never sucked a guy who wanted me to swallow him and did not let me off his cock before he blew. It was different this time with Stephen because I wanted to really feel the sensation of a guy cumming in my mouth and down my throat. These thoughts ran through my head as I sucked on Stephen's cock, as well as thoughts about how much was he going to cum and could I handle it or would I have to spit some out. I was hoping whatever he shot out, I could just swallow down like I was chugging a beer.

Even though I was putting in more effort, you could say then the first time, I still was just sucking him off to get him to cum. Which, I am sure he didn't care about but maybe if I liked it, we could do it again and I could really savor his cock. It seemed like I was sucking his cock for about five or six minutes, all the while hearing the guy on the video moan when I heard Stephen start to moan.

"I'm getting close Tim, you ready?"

"Uh-huh," I said muffled with his cock in my mouth

Stephen then starting moaning and groaning louder and harder, his breath increasing as I felt his cock start to twitch.

"I'm cumming!" Stephen said

I just held my mouth on his cock and started swallowing. Unlike my first time, I could feel it as his cum spurted out of his cock, into my mouth and down my throat. It was salty, but not as salty as my own which I had tasted. It actually tasted good as he pumped three, or four small shots into my mouth. After swallowing the last drops, I pulled his cock out and caught my breath. It was just like chugging a beer and I took it all down my throat.

"Whoa, was that normal Stephen?"

"No, that was a little more."

"Yea?"

"Yea, but you took it all."

"It went down pretty easy, to be honest."

"So it was worth it?"

"Oh yea, most definitely."

I watched as the guy on the video took his load, but he took it on his face and chin and it was way bigger than Stephens.

"He took it like a champ as well."

"He always does."

"Oh, favorite of yours?" I said as I stood up

"Yup."

Stephen then clicked off the screen and put his shorts back and then his t-shirt.

"I'm glad you liked it Tim, you were very good."

"Yea?"

"Yea, I can tell you liked doing it."

"Thanks." I said as caressed Stephens chest

"Yea, I'm glad you messaged me in the room Tim."

"So am I."

Then there was the awkward silence as we just smiled at each other. It was as if what we just did was natural and no big deal, which I guess it wasn't for him but it was for me for sure.

"I should probably head out." I said

"Yea, it is kind of late."

Stephen and I walked to the door ans he paused to give me a hug and afterwards did something completely out of the blue and kissed me. I didn't pull away, but kissed him fully. That was a first for me as a guy. I had never kissed a guy before (and have never since then). I just smiled at him as he patted my chest and then headed out the door and looked back to see him standing in the doorway, waving. I waved back at him and got into my car and headed home. I saw Stephen off and on for more than a year after that. We never kissed again, but he watched me jack off a couple of times after I blew him. I just recently got into contact with Stephen and though we have traded text messages, we have yet to meet again. Yet.