Fantasy Cruise Ch. 14

Chapter 14 - Need

Sitting up, Ally towered over Alex and watched him for a moment, a small smile on her face. Then, she started to slide her fingers through her pussy lips. She let out small moans as she masturbated over Alex. As Ally dipped her fingers just inside her lips, she let out a small moan. She gently rubbed around her clit, teasing herself and building her own arousal. Alex felt when the warm slippery liquid started to drip from inside Ally to pool in his navel.

"I think I'm focused now," Alex said huskily.

Ally glanced behind her and saw his cock had returned to full mast, but didn't stop her self-pleasure. She slid one hand up to pinch and pull on her nipples, while the other hand remained between her legs.

"Aleeeeeeex," she moaned. "I need you in me sooooo baaaaad."

Alex had started breathing heavily, watching Ally. His desire for her was starting to overwhelm his senses. He tried to push her hips down to where he could thrust his cock inside Ally's pussy, but she resisted.

"Alex, please!" she whimpered.

Frustrated, he growled, "I'm trying! Why are you fighting it?"

A playful smile quirked the corner of her lips, but she kept panting his name as she rubbed her clit. Ally kept telling Alex how much she needed him, and asking why he wouldn't fuck her. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore, and Alex rolled Ally off him onto her back next to him, and he mounted her. He grabbed the shaft of his dick and aimed the head towards her waiting hole and shoved it into her with a single thrust. Ally cried out in pleasure as Alex started pounding his hips into her, fucking her senseless.

Ally started writhing as her orgasm built inside, but she grabbed Alex's face between her hands.

"Don't. Cum. Promise me!"

Alex was panting and could feel his own orgasm building.

"Alex! I mean it! Don't cum!"

Alex groaned but kept pounding into Ally until she started shaking underneath him. Through her orgasm, Ally kept crying out.

"Please don't cum, Alex! Pleeeease!"

Alex went through every trick he could think of to stave off his orgasm and almost lost it when Ally's pussy clamped down on his cock through her own orgasm. As soon as she started to relax, he collapsed and froze in place, trying to calm himself and step back from the ledge.

Gasping for air, Alex finally responded. "Okay, babe. I didn't."

Ally cooed underneath him, "Good, baby. Now get the lube."

Alex scrambled to the bathroom to dig through their toiletries and find where Ally had been hiding the lube when she was using it for her plug. Lube in hand, he quickly started applying it to himself as he walked back from the bathroom. By the time he came out, Ally had already flipped to her knees, with her head resting on the pillows, ass in the air waiting; inviting.

Without a word, Alex gently started to rub his finger around her puckered hole, then slide it into Ally's ass, pausing in the way he had learned to the night before. To his shock, Ally adapted almost as quickly as Mel had, and soon he had three fingers sliding in and out of her ass smoothly.

"Are you ready?" He asked excitedly.

"Yessssssssss," Ally hissed.

Alex pressed the head of his cock against her opened ass and slowly eased it into her, pausing as it quickly slipped past the opening and he felt her tighten. Ally grunted, throwing a hand back to hold Alex back.

"Wait. Oh my god you're so big," she gasped.

"Are you okay?"

"So big, baby. Wait."

Alex resisted the urge to push further, but the anticipation had him quivering. Finally, he could feel Ally's ass start to loosen again, and he pushed ever so slightly forward.

"Keep going," she panted. "I think I'm okay."

Alex pressed himself until his was all the way deep inside Ally's ass, groaning as his cock was fully enveloped by his wife. In his mind, Alex shouted with excitement at taking Ally's final virginity.

"I'm so full, baby. You're so big," she said in a low voice.

"Are you ready?"

"Slow. Go slow."

Alex started to move in what felt like and interminably slow motion.

"Is this okay?" He gasped.

Ally didn't respond. She was breathing deeply, but as Alex thrusted, she started to push back into him. Alex increased his pace to match Ally's movements until he was pounding his cock into her ass at full speed. In front of him, Ally started rubbing her clit and grunted with each thrust.

"Fuck me, Alex. Fuck me!"

Alex felt the familiar pressure from deep in his abdomen as his orgasm built. His balls were slapping against Ally's empty pussy lips and her moans and gasps were growing louder. As her tight ring grasped the length of his shaft, Alex knew he couldn't last long.

"God, I'm cumming, babe!" he gasped.

"Yes! Cum in my ass!" Ally yelled followed by a loud, constant moan that lasted until she ran out of breath.

Alex could feel the liquid that was dripping out of Ally's pussy onto his balls right before they pulled into his body as he started to release into her ass. He shouted wordlessly as his orgasm rushed through his body. Finally spent, Alex collapsed on top of Ally, pinning her to the bed with his still hard cock lodged deep in her ass. Underneath him, Ally was shaking.

"Are you okay?" Alex asked, concerned.

Ally's constant giggling grew louder, and Alex sighed in relief. "I don't think I'll ever be the same again."

"Did I hurt you?"

"That was the most intense orgasm I've had... maybe ever," Ally laughed.

Much like he had with Mel the night before, Alex wrapped his arms around Ally and slid to the side, turning her with him so he could nuzzle against her neck. He sprinkled soft kisses behind her ear and along her jawline.

"I do love you, Allison Evanston," he whispered softly.

He heard a soft sniffle from Ally, and then her breathing deepend into the slow cadence of sleep. Brain flooded with prolactin and lulled to sleep by Ally's rhythmic breathing, Alex soon joined her in sleep, still connected to her at the waist.

A short while later, Alex was shocked awake by frantic tapping on his arm.

"Alex!" Ally was saying urgently. "Wake up!"

"Hmm?" He mumbled through his haze.

"I need to go!"

Alex loosened his arms from around her, and Ally jumped up and ran to the head, slamming the door behind her.

Feeling stupid for not realizing that would happen, Alex grabbed a used towel from the cabin floor and covered his waist while he waited for Ally to return.

A few minutes later, Ally emerged, her cheeks still flushed in embarrassment.

"Sorry, I didn't realize how bad that would make me have to go," she apologized.

Alex smiled sheepishly in return. "I should have thought of it. Sorry."

The couple showered together, spending intimate time in each other's arms. They kissed like they hadn't since college when the relationship was new. They weren't being overly sexual, just deeply kissing to express their love and desire for each other. After the inordinately long shower, Alex and Ally finally climbed out and grabbed their towels.

"I want to go shopping alone for an hour, ok?" Ally said while drying her hair with a towel.

Alex froze. Why would she need to go alone? The cruise was filled with horny people with nothing stopping them from hooking up. Had she met someone when he wasn't looking? The cracks in his trust were still there. They had just been plastered over with all the sexual excitement.

After a little too long, Alex replied softly. "Why?"

Ally's smile broke when she realized his response wasn't the one she expected.

"I just wanted to get something to surprise you," she said, tears forming in her eyes. "I'm sorry, we can go together. I wasn't thinking."

Alex sighed and shook his head. "No, sorry. I know I can't watch you all the time. I just..."

He trailed off because Alex couldn't find the right words to say outright, "I just don't trust you anymore."

Alex's mind whirled with unspoken questions. What would happen when they returned home without the therapeutic structure of the sexperts? Without opportunities for Ally to use sex with other women to apologize? Would they even find a connection anymore?

Ally sat on a chair in the cabin and stared at the floor quietly. Alex simultaneously felt the echoes of anger and jealousy from her betrayal, and was ashamed of how he made her feel bad. It wasn't fair - he hadn't done anything wrong, why should he feel bad? But he did, because he still loved Ally.

"Ally, I'm all up in my head," he finally said. "Go ahead and go shopping. I'll just be here."

Ally looked up at Alex a sad half smile trying to form on her lips like the sunshine peeking out behind a dark cloud at the end of a stormy day. God, she was beautiful even when she was upset.

"You can come with me, if you want," Ally offered, but Alex shook his head.

"No, just go without me. It's fine."

Alex moved to the bed, dropping his towel from around his waist and he flopped back onto the pillows, his palms covering his eyes. Ally continued dressing in silence. The only sounds that permeated the cabin other than the ever-present hum of the engines were her hair dryer and the sounds of her makeup bag as she tossed brushes back into it. Alex watched her the entire time, basking in his own silence. Between them, the room was inexorably filled with subtle tension.

When she was finally ready to leave, Ally kissed Alex on the forehead.

"I'll be back soon," she said softly before turning away, her exit from the cabin punctuated by the door closing.

Alex groaned and pulled a pillow over his head to block out the light. He felt instant regret for letting Ally leave without a word. He remained on the bed for a few more minutes, wallowing in self-pity before becoming disgusted and climbing out of bed to get dressed. With nothing to do for the next while, he texted Ally that he was going to wander the ship, and she should let him know where to meet her when she was ready.

He got a quick reply from Ally that said she loved him, and Alex took off aimlessly. As he strolled around the ship, Alex watched the different groups of people on board. He was still feeling disgusted with himself and as he looked around, he started to project that disgust onto others. The sheer amount of overt sexual activity happening in the open was a bit overwhelming and sickening; it was excessive. Perhaps it was clarity found after his recent activities with Ally, or the volume he was exposed to, but Alex found he was annoyed by the empty activities around him. Hollow people doing hollow activities, rutting like mindless beasts. Where were their souls?

Alex started to chastise himself. How could anyone want this? I wanted it last night with Mel. I'm as bad as they are. How am I any different?

No, Alex was worse. These people weren't deceiving themselves. They knew what they were getting into, and what they would get out of this. They wanted a purely physical experience. Last night with Mel, it went beyond purely physical. At the end there... Alex really did want to lie there, cuddled up against her, and feel her warm body pressed into his, sharing the afterglow of their experience together. She felt right in his arms.

What the fuck is wrong with me!? I'm only supposed to want that with Ally!

Alex started to spiral in his head, so he found a small café and sat, sipping espresso trying to get out of his own head. How could he even be mad at Ally anymore after last night? Is that why she brought him? So he would fuck other people and forgive her? If so, she was more devious than Alex thought she could be.

His phone buzzed on the table in front of him, so he glanced down. Ally had finished shopping and wanted to know where he was. Alex fired off a response, then sat back in his chair, eyes closed, waiting for Ally to get there.

He was still sitting there with his eyes closed when a pair of arms wrapped around him from behind, and a large kiss was planted on his cheek. A smile broke through the stony façade Alex had been wearing on his face, until he started to realize there was a large set of breasts pressed into the back of his neck. Breasts Ally didn't have.

Alex's heart leapt into his throat, and he jumped out of his seat, spinning to see who was behind him. He didn't recognize the woman at all, but behind her he heard peals of laughter pouring out of Ally.

"What the fuck, Ally?" Alex snapped. He didn't find the innocent joke amusing in the least, due to his sour mood.

"Lighten up, Alex. It was just a joke," Ally replied rolling her eyes. "Ignore him, Katie. Thanks again."

The buxom brunette glanced at Alex briefly with concern before smiling and waving to Ally. She left quickly before what looked like an impending argument.

"That wasn't funny," Alex groused.

"Yes, it was. What crawled up your ass and died? Any other day you'd have found it hilarious."

Alex lowered his voice to avoid bringing everyone else into their conversation.

"Any other day I'm not struggling with fidelity in our marriage," he said as he sat back into his café chair.

Ally slid into the seat next to him and rested her hand on his.

"What's going on, Alex?"

"It's the whole thing with Mel. Ally, that felt like more than just sex and..." he trailed off. And I liked it.

"And?" she prompted.

"And," Alex sighed. "And I liked it. I liked her, ok? I'm not supposed to like anyone else, but I did and I feel bad because it's no different than," he waved a hand in the air in Ally's direction.

"No different than cheating on you with my ex?" she asked softly. "It's a little different. Look, if you don't want anyone else to be involved in our bedroom, we don't have to invite them. I was having fun and I thought you were too."

Alex shook his head trying to clear out his confusing thoughts.

"I was. We were. Until feelings got involved."

"I think I'm okay with it, though," Ally sighed. "I liked Mel, too. It was exciting to see you two together."

And she deserved the jealousy of seeing Alex with someone else.

"If we met up with her again, I might start falling for her," Alex said. "What then?"

Ally stared at the table in front of them in silence, letting the question hang.

"Do you love me less because of Mel?" She finally asked.

"What? God no! Why would you ask that?"

Ally looked back up at Alex, her eyes glistening with tears, but a smile on her face.

"To make a point. It's okay to have your feelings, as long as it doesn't take you away from me."

Alex shook his head. "I'm not sure I feel the same. I couldn't bear the thought of you having feelings for another guy, even if you didn't do anything about it."

Ally leaned forward and her smile turned lascivious. "And what if I had feelings for Mel?"

Feeling a twinge in his pants at that idea, Alex became alarmed at himself. Why was a woman different? Or was it Mel specifically?

"I..." he started but cut himself off as he considered the idea more. "I'm not sure how I feel about that, honestly. I shouldn't be okay with it."

Ally kissed Alex's cheek and started to rub his shaft through his shorts. "Because you're thinking with your dick, babe."

Alex sighed at sat back, the worries started slipping out of his mind the more Ally teased him. He mused at the irony that Ally was rubbing him off in public, and not an hour ago he was feeling disgusted at others doing the same thing.

Letting out a soft moan, Alex cracked a smile.

"I see what you're doing, Ally."

"Is it working?" she asked, knowing full well his mind was going blank.

"Yes," Alex sighed happily.

Behind him, Alex heard someone shout, "Kyle! Hi!"

Alex closed his eyes and smiled softly as Ally opened his shorts and pulled his cock out to rub.

"Kyle!"

Alex's reverie broke and he frowned, glancing around, trying to see who this elusive Kyle was and why he warranted such attention. Instead of finding Kyle, he saw Angela striding towards him with a huge smile on her face, her generous breasts swaying with her steps. She was topless; her only clothing was a thong bikini bottom that barely covered a patch on her pussy. Somewhere in his brain, the gears started moving again and Alex remembered he was Kyle. That was the name he had given Angela.

Alex tried to push Ally's hands away from his crotch so he could tuck himself back into his shorts and greet Angela, but Ally slapped his hands back and dropped her mouth down onto his cock instead.

Angela arrived with a smirk and said, "I'd tell you not to get up, but it looks like it's too late for that."

With her mouth slurping around Alex's cock head, Ally giggled.

"Hi, Angela," Alex said, clearly distracted. "Sorry for not uh... answering."

"Oh, completely understandable," she replied, then leaned forward conspiratorially. "Your name isn't really Kyle, is it?"

Ally slipped Alex's cock out of her mouth, running her hand over her lips. Reaching down, she started to stroke Alex. "It's Alex. I'm Ally."

She held out the hand that wasn't currently wrapped around Alex's shaft for Angela to shake.

"Nice to meet you, Ally," Angela said congenially. "It's nice to see you two still together."

Ally grinned as she stroked Alex. "Thanks, we're working on it. How's your quest to fuck all the dicks on board?"

Angela smirked. "Ambitious. I didn't realize how many there would be."

"How many have you gotten?" Ally asked a bit too excitedly.

"After the orgy last night, I honestly lost count."

Ally tilted Alex's cock towards Angela. "Did you want to borrow Alex again?"

Angela licked her lips, staring at Alex's waist, but shook her head slightly.

"No thanks, I believe you already have it well in hand," Angela replied, watching Ally slide her hand the length of the shaft.

"Oh, I don't mind sharing! Plus," Ally added, blushing. "Ever since the other night, I've fantasized about what it looked like when you two were together."

Alex, feeling like a piece of meat being shoved back and forth, finally spoke up.

"Can we go to a room?" All his earlier self-torment had fled before the flood of hormones pulsing through his body now.

Angela smiled at Alex and said sweetly, "As enticing as that sounds, I'm looking for strange."

She leaned in and kissed Alex on the cheek, then down towards Ally who pressed her lips to Angela's. Ally's hand continued to stroke Alex while the kiss lasted a little longer than Alex expected. After almost a minute, he cleared his throat.

Angela was the first to break the kiss, as she straightened up with a wink.

"I might take you up on the room offer later, if there's time. If not, I hope you two make it," she said, before slipping off down the hallway without waiting for a goodbye.

Alex raised his eyebrows at Ally questioningly.

Ally smirked and said, "You stuck your dick in her. I just kissed her. I didn't hear you objecting while it happened."

Alex chuckled and ran his face along Ally's jawline affectionately.

"You're fucking insane, you know that?" He said, mirth flooding his voice.

Ally let go of Alex's cock and climbed up to kiss his cheek.

"Insane about you."

Alex groaned, "So cheesy!"

Ally started digging through her bag and pulled out what looked like a tubular piece of cloth.

"Here, put it on."

"Uh.. what is it?"

Ally wrinkled her nose. "They said at the store it goes by different names. I saw some other guys at the pool wearing them. I think it's a lavalava?"

She opened up the waistline, so Alex got a better look at the clothing.

Alex frowned. "It's a skirt?"

"No, silly! They wear it on the Pacific islands. It's sexy. It shows off your calves."

"It's a skirt," he reiterated.

Ally leaned forward with a grin, "A skirt that gives me easy access. Now get your shorts off and put it on."