Tristen's Sexual Journey (Intro.)

********* Introduction *********

What does it mean to be a man or a woman? Even a Supreme Court nominee can't provide a definition for the word woman. I never questioned what it meant to be a man or a woman for most of my life, then friends of ours decided to open their marriage. And that's when it all began for me.

I'd heard the term LGBTQ, but never thought much about it. I was a heterosexual man with a wife, and I was attracted to women. I never questioned my sexuality, but all that was about to change.

Sexuality, gender, orientation- all of that seemed fixed to me. You are attracted to women, or you like men, and I had no idea that could change with time or situations. In a very short amount of time, I learned more about myself and other people sexually than I ever thought I could or would.

At times, we all question ourselves, but nothing affects us more than our sexual desires. And when our sexual desires don't make sense to us, that can be concerning. What do you do when your sexual attraction and sexual desires contradict one another?

Depression is so prevalent in our culture, and more and more people are questioning who they are and where they fit in. Where do you fit in when you don't know who you are or what you want in your life? And what community is YOUR community?

As a man, masculinity was something I valued but couldn't define. I saw my best friend as a lesser man because he wanted something I couldn't comprehend. And then I found out it was me he wanted. I was attracted to his wife, not him, but we did things that made me question my values and morality.

The act of sex is supposed to be so natural, and for some people, it is. But many of us are faced with questions we can't answer about our sexuality or our sexual desires. This is my story.

********* How It All Began *********

About two years ago, my wife asked me if I had ever heard of cuckolding, and I told her I hadn't and asked what it was. She said that she and her friend Lara were talking, and Lara told her that her husband, Justin, had brought it up. I asked what he brought up, and my wife said, "Justin wants Lara to sleep with other men."

I raised my eyebrows. "Really?"

My wife, Jasmine, nodded and asked, "Have you ever heard of such a thing?"

I shook my head. "No. That's wild."

Jasmine asked me what my thoughts were, and I asked what she meant.

"What are your thoughts about a man who wants his wife to sleep with other men?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. It's a trip, though." I asked Jasmine, "What are your thoughts about the whole thing?"

Jasmine shrugged and replied, "I guess if it works for them."

I asked if Lara had already slept with another man, and Jasmine said, "No, they're still talking about it."

I asked Jasmine, "So, how did you guys get on that topic?"

Jasmine shook her head and shrugged. "I'm not sure. She just brought it up. You know, girls talk."

I asked Jasmine if Lara was seriously thinking about sleeping with other men, and Jasmine said she was. Then Jasmine asked me if Justin had ever brought up the subject, and I said no.

I thought, "What guy in his right mind would bring something like that up to another guy?" Then I wondered if he did, if he'd want me to sleep with Lara, or if she'd want to sleep with me.

I'd always thought Lara was hot. And she still was. She ran every day, had a runner's body, and she had those lovely perky titties and an ass that could stop a bus. I thought that any man who got to sleep with Lara would be lucky. And I have to admit that I had thought about it more than a few times.

Jasmine asked me, "If Lara does sleep with another man, what do you think will happen between her and Justin?"

"I have no idea, but if that's what Justin wants and Lara is into it, then cool."

Jasmine smiled and asked me, "What would you do if you found me in bed with another man?"

I squinted. "I have no idea, but I would assume I'd want to kick the guy's ass."

Jasmine said, "That's the thing. Justin wants Lara to do it and says it would turn him on if she did."

I shook my head. "I don't see how that could be a turn-on, seeing another man in bed with your wife."

Jasmine asked, "Don't guys talk to each other about such things?"

I chuckled. "No. That is definitely not something guys talk about."

To change the conversation's trajectory, I asked, "What if Justin asked me to sleep with Lara? Would you let me?"

Jasmine's smile left her face. "I don't know about that."

I asked Jasmine if she thought Lara should sleep with other men, and she said, "It could be fun, I guess, but it could go bad, too."

I nodded in agreement. Then Jasmine asked, "Don't you think it would be better if she did it with Justin's knowledge rather than if she did it behind his back?"

"I guess."

As Jasmine and I talked, I kept thinking about getting to sleep with Lara and how awesome that would be. Justin had talked about how good of a cock sucker Lara was. I mean, guys talk about some things. Justin even shared a topless picture of Lara with me a few months back, and her tits were perfect.

Justin never asked to see any photos of Jasmine, and I was glad he never did. I couldn't imagine what must go through a guy's mind when he wants to share pictures of his wife nude or even topless, let alone let his wife sleep with other men.

Jasmine and I continued to talk, and she said, "Would you have ever thought that Justin and Lara would be into such things?"

I admitted that when she brought it up, it blew my mind.

Jasmine asked me if I would sleep with Lara if she gave me her permission.

I pulled back. "Are you kidding me?"

"I'm not saying I want you to, but I had to ask."

I wondered what Jasmine was thinking. I asked, "So, tell me more about what you and Lara talked about."

Although we were alone, Jasmine looked around, then whispered, "She says that Justin isn't very well-sized."

"You mean his dick?"

Jasmine nodded. "Yeah, she says that he's kind of tiny."

I remembered us undressing for gym when we were in high school, and I didn't remember Justin being any smaller than I was. I asked Jasmine, "How would you describe mine?"

"I think it looks right on you."

That didn't tell me much. I asked, "Would you say it's big or small or somewhere between?"

Jasmine sighed. "It's what God gave you."

I didn't particularly appreciate where things were going, and I think Jasmine could tell. She said, "I think you're just fine, but I guess Lara wants more than Justin can give her."

I asked Jasmine why she thought so, and she said, "Lara and Justin have been talking about this for a long time, and I guess Lara has been talking to an old boyfriend."

I asked, "Who?"

Jasmine thought, then said, "Kegan?"

I remembered Kegan. He was our school's quarterback. I asked, "And?"

Jasmine said, "I guess she's still sweet on him."

"And Justin is okay with this?" I asked.

Jasmine smiled. "That's the thing. He and Lara have been talking for a long time about this, and it was Justin who encouraged Lara to look Kegan up and contact him."

I asked Jasmine why she was telling me all this, and she said, "I have to talk to someone about this, and it's exciting."

Jasmine almost seemed giddy. I asked Jasmine what was so exciting about Lara, a married woman, sleeping with other men. She answered, "It's not something you hear about every day."

I had to admit that Jasmine was right. I'd heard the word cuck thrown around, but I thought it was a political term, and I had no idea it had anything to do with someone's wife sleeping around. And now it was Lara, a woman I'd had fantasies about, who would be sleeping around on her husband. I asked Jasmine, "What part of it excites you?"

Jasmine thought. "I don't know. Lara gets to hook up with an old boyfriend, and Justin is okay with it. I guess it's just kind of sexy."

I asked Jasmine if she had ever thought about hooking up with any of the guys she dated before me. Jasmine said, "I'm happy with you."

I snickered, "You didn't answer the question."

Jasmine shrugged. "I think everyone thinks about their old flames sometimes."

I asked, "And who in particular have you thought about?"

Jasmine shrugged again. "No one in particular."

"But you have thought about guys you dated before me."

Jasmine smiled. "But only in passing. I love you. You're the man I married."

"So, just out of the blue, Lara said she and Justin talked about her sleeping with other men, and she thinks she's going to do it?"

Jasmine smiled. "No. It just came up. We were talking, and she told me that in confidence, but I think she knew I'd tell you."

I said, "That's crazy."

Jasmine pulled out her phone and looked up a website. She showed it to me. "There's like a whole community for men like Justin."

I looked at Jasmine's phone. "A cuckold dating site?"

"I guess there are enough couples out there into this that they have websites devoted to it."

Justin had never talked to me about any of this, and had he, I would have jumped at the chance to boink Lara. But then, no, because I could never cheat on Jasmine. I asked, "What did you say to Lara?"

"Nothing really. I just told her that if she went through with it, to keep me informed."

I wanted to tell Jasmine that I wanted to know all the details, too, but instead, I said, "Makes sense."

I wanted to call Justin and ask him what the hell he was thinking and why he never asked me to sleep with Lara. Since junior high, I'd been friends with Justin, and he never talked about anything like this. I asked Jasmine, "So, you think Lara will actually cheat on Justin?"

Jasmine shook her head. "Cuckolding isn't cheating. It's a way to enhance a marriage."

"By sleeping around?" I asked.

"Many people are into it, and they say it's the best thing they ever did for themselves and their marriage."

I asked Jasmine how she knew this, and she said, "Lara has been looking into this for some time. She's been looking at websites and videos, and she met another woman into it that doesn't live far from us."

"She met with someone who's sleeping around on her husband?"

Jasmine smiled. "I told you a lot of people are doing it."

I asked what kind of husband lets his wife sleep around on him.

Jasmine said, "From what I understand, successful men in happy marriages who just want to add a little fun to their marriage."

I asked Jasmine who this other woman was, and she said, "She seemed nice."

"You met her, too?"

"Lara drove me over to her house, and we talked."

I asked Jasmine if the husband was there, and she said, "Yes, and he seemed like a normal guy."

I was bewildered. "So, you and Lara went to this couple's house and talked about their sex life?" Jasmine giggled. "It's not that strange. Girls talk."

"And what about the husband?" I asked.

"He was a nice guy, tall, handsome, and he worships his wife."

I had to know. I asked, "So you went to this couple's house, and?"

"They were pretty open about it all," Jasmine said. "I guess they've been living the lifestyle for about ten years now."

"Ten years?"

"And they seem so happy."

I said, "I bet she is."

Jasmine asked me what I meant, and I said, "Think about it. This woman is married, but she's also sleeping with other men."

"And you think that makes her happy?" Jasmine asked.

"Well, if a guy had the same opportunity, I'd think so."

Jasmine said, "This couple was your ordinary couple, just the wife slept around with her husband's permission."

I asked, "And you don't find that strange?"

"It seems to work for them."

I told Jasmine I had to get a beer, but I wanted to know more. I got my beer, opened it, and returned to Jasmine. "So, what did this couple tell you and Lara?"

"A lot. They said they talked more when she started sleeping around, felt more connected, and were more intimate and loving toward each other."

I asked, "And?"

Jasmine continued, "Kimberly, the wife, said she wanted her husband, Kyle, more after she was with other men."

"Because the other guys weren't that good?"

"No," Jasmine said, "Because it turns them both on when she gets with other men."

"And you think that's normal?"

"I wish you could have seen them. You could tell they were in love, and Kyle saw Kimberly as his goddess."

"I think I treat you well," I said.

Jasmine smiled. "You do, but you should have seen them."

Then Jasmine said, "I want you to meet them."

********* Talking With Justin *********

A couple of days passed, and I saw Justin at the gym. He looked good. I looked at his crotch to see if he looked as small as Jasmine said Lara said it was. I wanted to talk to Justin about Lara and what was going on, but I didn't know how to bring it up. Justin saw me and waved, and I smiled and waved back. Justin walked over, shook my hand, and said, "I hear Lara told Jasmine about us."

I squinted. "I guess."

"It's not that big of a deal, you know."

I nodded. "Sure."

Justin asked me if I would run with him, and I said yes. We walked upstairs to the running track, and Justin said, "You know, sometimes you have to spice things up."

I nodded, and we started running. We'd run about a mile and a half when I started slowing down. "I have to take a break and get some water."

Justin asked, "You can't keep up, huh?"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

Justin smiled. "You used to be the guy I tried to keep up with. Now it seems the tables have turned."

I looked at Justin and said, "I'm not the one asking my wife to sleep around."

Justin stepped back. "Whoa! What the hell?"

I shook my head. "I'm sorry, man. I don't know where that came from."

Justin looked toward the stairway and said, "We can talk, but I need to shower."

I said I needed one, too. I tried not to make it obvious that I was looking at his crotch as we showered. I noticed we were about the same size. I wondered what Lara would say about my package if she thought Justin was small.

Justin said, "I guess Lara and Jasmine talked for a while."

"I guess so."

As we toweled off, Justin asked, "You think I'm a loser, don't you?"

"No," I said. Then I asked why he would think so.

"I don't know. When guys hear you want your wife to sleep around, they automatically assume you're a loser or something, but that's not the case."

"Of course not," I said, "I wouldn't think so."

Then Justin asked, "Why do you think I want Lara to sleep with other guys?"

I said I didn't know.

Justin asked, "You don't think it would be a turn-on to see Jasmine with some big guy who can get her off repeatedly?"

I shook my head. "I do that just fine on my own."

Justin smiled. "So do I, but I think it's hot that Lara might sleep with another guy."

I asked how that could be hot for him, and Justin said, "It just is. It's a major turn-on for me to just think about it."

I asked, "If it's enough of a turn-on for you to think about it, why have Lara sleep around on you?"

"I don't know, it makes it real then."

I said, "It does do that."

Justin asked me if I had ever thought about sharing Jasmine, and I said I hadn't.

I told Justin that Jasmine and I had a great marriage and that we had no problems in the bedroom. Justin said, "Neither do we, but I have my kinks."

I asked Justin, "What if Lara sleeps with some guy and it doesn't turn out the way you or she thought it would?"

"It's not like we haven't thought about that," Justin said. "We've been talking about this for a couple of years now, and until recently, Lara wasn't really into it."

I asked what had changed, and Justin said, "I guess she finally felt comfortable with the idea and trusted that I wasn't looking to sleep around on her."

I told Justin I thought it was a crazy idea to let Lara sleep around, and Justin asked me why. I said, "If I were married to Lara, I'd be too afraid of losing her to let another man sleep with her."

Justin laughed. "See, I trust Lara. And I know that no matter who she sleeps with, she'll always come home to me."

I asked how he could be so sure.

"I trust her, and I love her, and I know she loves me."

"How can she love you if she's considering sleeping with another guy?"

Justin slapped my shoulder. "It's about making us both happy."

I wondered why Justin slapped my shoulder. Was he saying he thought Lara sleeping around would make him and me happy? I wasn't the one she was going to be sleeping with. And Justin didn't seem to care if anyone else heard our conversation.

I asked, "You're okay with other people knowing about this?"

Justin smiled. "It's not like anyone here knows us."

"Yeah, but you don't want everyone to know, do you?"

Justin shrugged. "I'm not ashamed of it if that's what you're asking."

Justin asked me if I wanted to get a beer with him, and I said, "Sure."

We went to a corner bar called "That Place." We ordered beers, then sat at a corner booth. Justin said, "I'm not sure how much Jasmine told you."

"Not a lot. She said she and Lara talked and met Kimberly and Kyle."

Justin smiled. "They're great people."

I nodded. "I'm sure they are."

Justin stated, "They've been at it for about ten years now."

"I know."

Justin said, "You gotta respect that kind of commitment." I agreed.

Justin said, "Kimberly and Kyle have been so much help." I asked how, and Justin said, "It's rare to meet a couple that's been at it so long and so much in love with each other."

I asked Justin, "So, you think letting Lara sleep around is a good idea?"

Justin laughed. "It was my idea. It's always been a fantasy for me to see or know that Lara is getting fucked the way she deserves by some big cocked guy."

I commented, "You're not that little."

Justin smiled. "Maybe, but I want her to have bigger."

"But why?"

"It turns me on thinking of her getting it from a bigger guy."

I asked Justin if he knew how crazy that all sounded, and he said, "Is it crazy to want your wife to have the best sex possible?"

I shook my head and asked, "Make this make sense to me."

Justin took a swig of his beer, then said, "It's pretty simple. You've been with Jasmine for what? Six years now? And you've done everything you can think of sexually with her. Right?"

I raised my eyebrows and shrugged.

Justin smiled. "See, that's the thing. You've done all you know to do, and it's the best it will get unless you do something different."

I took a swig of my beer and said, "Uh-huh."

I asked Justin where he benefited from Lara sleeping with another man. He said, "She's already hot, possibly came a few times, feels good inside and out, and comes back to me for my love and acceptance."

I asked what he would do if things went bad.

Justin shrugged. "We've been talking about this for almost three years now, and we've thought about every scenario. She'll choose the guy, and hopefully, I'll get to watch."

"I hate to say it," I said, "But that's something I wouldn't mind seeing."

Justin looked at me. "Oh, man, wouldn't that be hot, you and me watching Lara getting drilled?" Then Justin said, "Imagine the same guy drilling Lara and Jasmine."

I had no problem picturing Lara with another man because she's not my wife, but I couldn't see where I'd ever be okay with Jasmine going to bed with anyone else. I wondered if Jasmine talking to Lara had piqued her interest in sleeping around. I also wondered what I would do or say if Jasmine said she wanted to. I asked Justin, "So, you're the one who brought this up to Lara. Right?"

Justin nodded. "I'd wanted to bring it up for so long, and then I finally felt that we were doing good enough that I could bring it up to her."

I asked what Lara said when he told her he wanted her to sleep with other guys. Justin took a swig of his beer, then said, "She thought I wanted to sleep around."

"And do you?" I asked.

"There's always going to be people I'm attracted to and want to sleep with, but that isn't what this is about."

I asked what it was all about, and Justin said, "It's about Lara and me taking our relationship to another level, trusting each other more, loving each other more, being more intimate."

"And you think another guy pounding Lara will do that for you?"

"It would fulfill my fantasy, and Lara would get to have sex with someone new, which would be exciting for both of us."

I asked Justin if he and Lara had thought about me being one of her lovers.

"Are you serious?"

I shrugged. "I'd do her."

Justin smiled. "I don't want you to feel dissed or anything, but you never came up."

Justin took the last swig from his beer and said, "Don't take this wrong, but I want her to get with a huge guy. You know? I want him to stretch her and fill her up like she's never been before."

I said, "Neither you nor I are that small."

Justin said, "That may be, but I want her to get with someone that makes us look tiny."

I asked Justin why that was important, and he said, "It's part of my fantasy, and she has never been with a really big guy before."

I told Justin that Jasmine had said that Lara was considering Kegan.

"Oh, yeah. He'd be a good one," Justin said. "Lara was with him a couple of times when we were in high school, and she says he's big."

"Is he what you're looking for?" I asked.

Justin shrugged. "Possibly. He could be one of them."

"One of them?" I asked, "How many guys are you wanting Lara to sleep with?"

Justin motioned to the bartender for two more beers, then said, "That's up to Lara. As far as I'm concerned, the more, the better."

I asked Justin what his intentions were for him and Lara.

"I want us to have more fun, get closer, and be more intimate."

"But how is Lara sleeping around going to make you two closer?"

Justin said, "I know it will."

"But how?"

Justin took a sip of his new beer and said, "Well, I'll see her more sexual, sensual. And I think her being with other men will make us appreciate each other more."

I sipped on my new beer, then said, "I have to admit I don't get it."

"You have to meet Kimberly and Kyle."

I asked, "Kimberly and Kyle are living the life you want to live?"

"They are," Justin said. "Kyle has watched Kimberly get it on with hundreds of men, and he says it's made them both happier, and Kyle's even more attracted to Kimberly now than he ever was."

"Because she sleeps around?"

"Yeah," Justin said. "He knows Kimberly is hot because all those other guys want her, and he knows she's hot because she sleeps with all of them."

"And you want other guys to do Lara to make her more attractive to you?"

Justin nodded. "It's going to be so hot."

I asked Justin, "Why don't you think it would be hot to see me do Lara?"

Justin thought, then said, "If she wants you to do her, then cool. I could appreciate that." Then Justin asked, "But what about Jasmine? Who's going to do her?"

I smirked. "We're talking about Lara and possibly me doing her."

"But if you do Lara, wouldn't it only be right if Jasmine messed around?"

" I'm not sure I'd be okay with that."

Justin shook his head. "Man, you trip me out. I love Lara unselfishly, and it seems you love Jasmine, but only if you get to mess around."

"I'm not the one wanting to whore my wife out," I said.

Justin laughed. "See? Now you're getting all defensive."

"Yeah. I am. You're saying you love Lara more than I love Jasmine because she's willing to sleep around on you, and somehow I'm the bad guy."

Justin sipped on his beer, then said, "You want to cheat on your wife, and you still say you love her."

"You know what?" I asked, "You want your wife to be a slut. That tells me that you don't love her. You just want her to play out some fantasy you have."

"And you fantasize about sleeping with her!" Justin said.

He was right. I would cheat on Jasmine if I could sleep with Lara. I realized I was no better than Justin at that point. He had offered me the opportunity to watch Kegan or some other guy do Lara, but I was being selfish by wanting to sleep with her myself. I wondered if Lara was worth throwing my marriage away for. This whole thing Justin and Lara were into was messing me up. And I told Justin so.

Justin said, "True love is selfless love. You don't love someone to get something in return. You do it because you can't help but love them, and you want to see them happy. The definition of selfless is being more concerned with the needs of others than with your own needs."

I said, "I guess you're more concerned with the needs of other men than you are of your own."

Justin replied, "I'm concerned with Lara's happiness, and our happiness as a couple."

I asked, "If I slept with Lara, you don't think that would make her happy?"

"I don't know," Justin said. "That would be up to her and if you did her well enough."

I assured Justin that I would do her well if Lara and I ever hooked up.

"As I said, I could appreciate that if that's what Lara decides she wants."

I asked, "You've never thought about or wanted to get with Jasmine?"

"She's pretty," Justin said, "And I bet if you let her fool around, you'll find that other men want her, too." Then Justin asked, "Haven't you ever wanted reassurance that Jasmine is as hot as you think she is?"

I thought, then Justin asked, "How often do you see other men looking at Jasmine, really looking at her, like they want to take her to bed?"

I shrugged. "I don't think I've ever noticed."

********* Damn it, Justin! *********

I pulled into a park about a mile from my house on the way home. I parked and thought about everything Justin and I discussed. He was willing to let me sleep with Lara if she chose to do so, and I knew he knew I wanted to sleep with her. I knew that he also knew that other men wanted to sleep with Lara. When Justin asked how many men looked at Jasmine that way, I didn't have an answer. And I wondered why other men didn't look at Jasmine the way I looked at Lara. Jasmine is a beautiful woman, at least I think she is, but I wondered if I saw Jasmine as beautiful only because I loved her. What did other men think when they looked at her?

I wondered why other men never looked at Jasmine like I looked at Lara. Did Justin think that way, too, and was that why he wanted other men to sleep with Lara, to reassure him that Lara really is as hot as he thinks she is? Shit! Am I the only one who feels that Jasmine is hot? Why don't guys look at Jasmine? She did say that she was intrigued by Lara and Kimberly. Would she actually sleep with other men? Could I handle it if she did?

I saw a car across and down from me. It looked like a man and a woman were in the car. Then I saw this guy walk up to the vehicle. The three of them talked for a minute. Then I saw something that blew me away. The guy was standing on the passenger side of the vehicle next to the woman. I couldn't see what was happening, but I could tell when the guy standing next to the car leaned his head back. He was getting a blow job.

The driver looked around, and so did the guy getting the blow job. The driver had his hand out the window, and I could see a wedding ring on his finger. So, it had to be his wife sucking this other guy. He was like Justin. I watched for the next twenty minutes, still having trouble believing what I was seeing. And it got me hard.

I assumed the guy got off when I saw him zipping his pants and talking with the couple. I got out of my car. I had to speak to this couple, and I had to know what was going through their minds. As the other man walked away, I walked over to the passenger side of the couple's car. The wife looked at me and smiled. I asked, "Do you mind... "

The wife looked at her husband, then at me, and said, "Pull it out, baby."

I stammered. Then the husband said, "Go for it, man. She's good. Trust me."

I smiled at the husband, then stood up and pulled out my dick.

I thought, Holy shit! She is good! What the hell am I doing? Oh, God. Yes! Oh, she is good. But what if Jasmine ever found out? Oh, Shit! She's deep throating me. Fuck! She could be Lara sucking my dick. Oh, God. That would be so great! Oh!

The woman was moaning as she sucked me. She'd done this a lot. I could tell. And she was damn good at it! I knew I could never tell Jasmine what happened at the park, but I wasn't going to pass up this opportunity, either. And this woman was hot, too.

I wondered: do I think she's hot because she's sucking my dick, or would I have thought she was hot anyway? Although I wanted to think about Lara as this woman was sucking my dick, I thought about Jasmine and wondered if other men would want her to suck their dicks. I assured myself that if Jasmine and I were this couple and a guy walked up to us, he'd want Jasmine to suck his dick. Guys will pretty much let anyone suck their dick. But would guys want Jasmine to suck their dicks because she's hot or just because she'd suck them?

The woman was doing something with her tongue that drove me crazy. She was incredible. I couldn't believe I stayed hard as long as I did. I didn't want her to stop sucking me, and she didn't seem like she wanted to, either. I looked around and saw another guy watching us. I nodded to him, and he smiled and rubbed his crotch. I knew he wanted his turn with this woman, and sadly I was on the verge of coming. I didn't know if I should pull out, but when I started coming and she didn't pull back, I knew she wanted me to get off in her mouth. I hadn't come in a woman's mouth for years, and it felt amazing.

As I zipped up my pants, I thought, I can't talk to these people now. She's already sucked me off. What would I say? Hey, your wife sucks a mean dick? What do you say to a guy after his wife has sucked your dick? And if that other guy walks up and the wife sucks his dick, am I supposed to try to have a conversation with her husband? As I was thinking all this and the other man was walking toward the car, the husband called to me and asked if we could talk.

I walked around to the driver's window, and the husband thanked me for letting his wife suck my dick. I said, "Yeah. No problem. Happy to do it." What the hell?

The husband said, "Keep watch. I don't want us getting caught."

I nodded and looked around. The husband said, "This is turning out to be a good day." I agreed. Then he said, "Hey. If you give us your number, we can call you to do this again sometime."

I reached for my phone, then said, "Maybe I should get your number. I can't have my wife find out about this."

The husband smiled and said he understood. He wrote down his number and said, "This has been so great. I want to thank you again."

I asked him, "What do you get out of this?"

He looked over at his wife and said, "That."

I looked through the husband's window to get the view he had. His wife was deep-throating the other guy, too. You could tell she loved sucking dick. The husband said, "She loves to suck cock, and I love watching her."

"It gets you off?" I asked.

"Like you wouldn't believe. And when we go home, she's so turned on... "

The husband turned to his wife, then back to me. "You know, if you're willing, you can follow us home and get her ready for me."

I asked the husband what he was talking about, and he said, "After she gets this guy off, we can go to our place, and you can fuck her and come in her for me."

I had no objection, but I asked, "Why?"

He smiled and said, "I love sloppy seconds, and she always feels better after someone else has fucked her."

"You're telling me you want me to fuck your wife to make her feel better to you?"

The husband smiled. "That would be nice."

Just then, I heard the other guy grunting. The husband said, "Yep, he's coming."

I watched as the wife swallowed and thanked the guy. The guy zipped up and walked away, and the wife asked me, "So, you gonna follow us to our house?"

I couldn't believe it. This woman just sucked two other guys and me off, and now she and her husband wanted me to fuck her so that she'd feel better for him. I looked at the wife, who was wiping her mouth, and said, "Lead the way."

The husband wrote down their address and said, "Call me if we lose you."

I nodded and walked toward my car, thinking, Holy fucking shit! I'm going to fuck another guy's wife while he watches so that I can make her feel better FOR HIM. How crazy is that? What would Justin say now? I might get to fuck Lara, and now I'm going to fuck this guy's wife. This might not be a bad idea Justin has. This could turn out really good.

I followed the couple, and the husband drove slow enough that he didn't lose me. When we pulled up to the couple's house, I parked behind them. I followed the couple into their house, and once in the house, the wife started stripping. She had a great body, and her pussy was puffy. She even had that gap between her thighs I've always liked. The husband said, "We talked on the way here, and my wife likes your size." I smiled. The wife got on her knees in front of me, unzipped my pants, and pulled my dick out. As the wife took my dick into her mouth, her husband said, "She looks so beautiful with another man's cock in her mouth."

I said, "I think she looks lovely."

The husband had his dick out, too, and he didn't look small to me, but I guess his wife liked my size. She sucked me like a pro. The husband started jacking off, which was weird, but I thought, Hey, whatever gets him off. I was hard when the wife took my dick out, but she wanted to suck me before I fucked her, and I was okay with that. As the wife sucked me, I got my shoes off, and she helped me step out of my pants. Then I took my shirt off, and we went to their bedroom. The wife lay back on the bed with her legs open and said, "I'm all yours, honey." I was between her legs in no time.

The wife's pussy was beautiful, puffy, and her lips laid out to the sides. Her pussy was soaking wet and ready for me. She was tighter than I expected, and she felt so damn good. I lay on top of the wife and kissed her deeply. She had her legs wrapped around me and was bucking her hips. We were lovers, and we both loved it. I kept thinking, Soon, I will be doing this to Lara, too.

I sucked on the wife's neck, and she said, "Bite."

I bit her neck, and she said, "Harder!" I bit her neck harder, and she moaned.

Her husband said, "Yeah. She loves that."

Exciting the wife made me more excited, and I pumped in and out of her furiously, slowly, and furiously again. She was fun and felt fantastic. I think what I liked most was that neither the husband nor wife brought up condoms, and it was flesh on flesh the way I preferred.

The wife asked me to bite her nipples, and I did, hard, and she loved that, too. This woman liked it hard and rough, something I never could be at home. I gave her my all, and she took it. We did missionary, then doggie, then her on top facing me, then facing away from me. She did everything. When I came, it was an explosion.

I felt like she made me cum more than Jasmine ever had. And she felt full. When I eventually pulled out, my come oozed out of her. The husband walked toward the bed and said he loved fucking her when she was full of cum. He got between her legs, and I watched as he enjoyed playing in my cum. That was weird and awesome at the same time.

He pounded her like there was no tomorrow, and she told him she loved him. I thought it was sweet seeing the two of them go at it after I had finished in her. It looked like I was the reason the sex was so good between them, and that was a good feeling.

It started making sense to me what Justin might have been thinking. I was doing for this couple what Justin and Lara wanted other men to do for them. I saw what can happen when a couple allows the wife to have sex with another man. It makes sex better for them.

I still wasn't sure I could let another man do Jasmine, but I didn't have a problem doing it for another couple. When the husband pulled out of his wife, I could see cum still oozing out of her. I was still hard, and the wife offered me a second go around. I got between her legs and instantly felt the difference. And I liked it.

The wife's pussy was so warm and smooth, velvety. I can't explain the difference, only that she felt better this time around. I almost wished the husband had fucked her before me the first time, and now I knew what it felt like for him to go after me. It was what Justin was hoping to feel after Lara was with another guy. In a way, I was living out Justin's fantasy and Lara's.

After I came and pulled out of the wife, the husband handed me a cold beer, saying, "I hope you like beer." I nodded and took the beer from him as he gave his wife one. She sipped on her beer, then said, "If you can go another round, I'm game."

I never got to go a round-two with Jasmine. She never said no, but I never asked, either. And this wife was offering. I sipped on my beer, then said, "I think I can go another round."

She said, "It usually takes guys about twenty minutes to recoup, then they're ready to go again."

I smiled, and the husband said, "It takes me a while. So, I'm glad you're here."

I smiled. "Me too."

It felt so natural to be with this couple, and we got along well. It was the first time I'd ever cheated on Jasmine, but I didn't feel guilty for some reason. As we sat and drank our beers, the husband asked, "You can't let your wife know about this, huh?"

I shook my head. "I don't think she'd understand."

The wife said, "That's too bad, but you can count on us. We won't tell."

I chuckled. "You don't even know her."

The husband said, "That's how you know we won't tell her."

The wife asked me, "So, your wife doesn't do it for you?"

"No. She's good to me. I just can't pass up a good thing."

The wife smiled and thanked me. I said, "I love her and everything, but something like this doesn't happen every day."

The husband looked at me and said, "It can if you want it to. We both work with Uber Eats and DoorDash. So, we can be available most any time."

"So," I asked, "Are you saying we can do this again some other time?"

The wife said, "I like you. I want to play with you again if you want to."

"Damn right, I want to."

It didn't take twenty minutes for me to get hard again, especially since the wife sucked me after a couple of sips of her beer. I pounded the wife again until I came in her a second time, more than the first time. The husband even said it felt like I came more the second time.

I wondered how it felt for him. It had to feel even better than the first time after me. I had a feeling that I wouldn't get hard again. So, I enjoyed watching the two of them. The sloppy sound coming from her pussy was a turn-on in itself.

As the husband was fucking her, the wife called to me and asked me to let her suck me. She said, "I love to suck and get fucked simultaneously."

I got next to her and watched her husband fuck her as she sucked my dick. It was erotic. I had never experienced anything like that before, and I liked it a lot. When her husband got off, the wife said to me, "You're most of the way there. I think you're ready for round three."

I was, and she felt even better this time. She had three loads in her, and her pussy felt better than any I'd ever been in. I thought, Now I know what guys get out of their wives getting it from other men. Then I said to myself, "Damn it, Justin!"

********* This is the first part of a 10 part series. *********