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Having been the youngest of my family I looked up to my sisters who were twins and two years older that me. My Brother was ten years older and very much into sports and very macho I was the opposite very skinny and grew my hair long mainly to take after my sisters but the excuse I gave was the image, bought the band t-shirt and played the guitar so long hair was all part of that.
This stopped me from being bullied as I looked very feminine and wore androgynous clothes it was all part of the image.
What I secretly wanted was to be female and was jealous of my sisters I had longed for the clothes they wore, the make up, hair, and the way people would hang on to every word.
This come to a head during a rainy summer holiday when we were left to our own devices as my dad was in the military and mother worked full time so my sisters were gently teasing me about looking like a girl and mentioned They were going to give me a make over I feigned disinterest but they seen through that "Come on it will be fun," so I agreed.
I was made to strip and shave what little body hair I had (just fine hairs on arms and legs) they then give me some moisturizer which smelled great and a dressing gown then began to style my hair using rollers and tongs when they had finished I looked very feminine by then without make up.
out came the make up and brushes first a primer which made my skin look smoother, then contouring which was a skill I was learning it really made my cheekbones stand out and slimmed down my face luckily I had very little facial hair and made sure it was smooth before the make up went on.
In the mirror I could see a gorgeous girl facing me and I just had the foundation done, next came false eyelashes and plenty of mascara which made my eyes look so feminine when the lip gloss was applied I could not recognize myself but they had not finished.
Next came earrings and bracelets then they decided what I was to wear Julia one of my sisters picked out a bodycon dress but first I had to have some padding as had very little hips as was very skinny, they passed me what looked like a padded girdle I found out later they got one from my aunt who worked in theatre and had loads of props and costumes so on that went and some silicone boobs which were glued to my chest and a black satin wonderbra.
Luckily I was tucked really tight as I was getting really turned on by this stage and when I was zipped up and had heels on I was on cloud nine as I had the right shape to match my look once Paula my other sister gave me a handbag and sprayed me with perfume la ville est belle by lancome I still love this smell as it reminds me of that day.
My sisters admired their handiwork and got their phones out and took pictures most were deleted until I could pose properly which I soon got the hang of I felt so feminine but then after the photo shoot I was told to take off the dress and was given a casual top and very tight jeans to put on as they said we were going out shopping and not many women wear bodycon dresses to go shopping in.
I was very nervous when stepping out the door thinking every one knew but once I got in Paula's car I started to relax a bit.
I could walk in heels no problem as was always practicing when no one was at home and as we got out of the car and started walking my sister gave me a knowing look.
Once I had getting over the fear of been out in public I really began to enjoy the experience but the nerves hit again when we walked into a department store but most people were minding their own business and just seen three girls out shopping as did not really stand out too much I did have plenty make up but it was subtle and being quite small I passed easily.
Julia bumped into a group of friends when we were looking round the clothes section and decided we all went for a coffee.
I knew the girls well but they did not know who I was until Julia and Paula introduced me as Nicole a cousin.
That relaxed me a bit but Julia let the cat out of the bag a few shocked faces but eventually the girls mentioned "Your secret is safe with us" and " you look fabulous and so Natural" I could not stop smiling at this point.
The girls then made plans for a night out and wanted Nicole to join them I was excited to say the least especially when Paula said you are going to need something to wear that meant shopping and trying on clothes in the store.
The afternoon went in a blur as ladled down with shopping bags we made our way back to the car.
When we got home I just did not want to change into drab but at the same time was looking forward to the big night out with the girls I felt like another sister.
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