Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Victoria

Several months in the relationship, Lynn and Lex decided to purchase a home together. A three bedroom, two story house with a pool. The next several weeks were spent fucking in every room and in every imaginable positions.

Shortly after moving in the new house, Lex introduced Lynn to his silent partner Victoria. In spite of the age difference, the two women got along well.

Like Gerald, Victoria was a few years older. After meeting Victoria, Lynn could see how the years of verbal abuse from her now dead husband had drained Victoria of her confidence and self esteem. Lynn made it her mission to helping her new friend regain that part of herself.

Lynn took Victoria to the fitness center she frequented. Twice a week they ran on the treadmill, attended Pilates and yoga classes. Within a couple of months of training Victoria lost the weight she had put on in her marriage and showed signs of regaining her confidence. As a result her clothes, not only slightly too big for her figure now but also reflected a lack of youthful style that Lynn was eager to correct for her friend. Trough all the hard work, Victoria was proud to have regained her hourglass figure. Seeing the results Victoria agreed to a shopping trip with Lynn to update her wardrobe.

With her renewed confidence she even started to wear makeup again. Both Lynn and Lex complimented Victoria on her new look.

On occasions that Lex was out of town, Lynn would invite Victoria for an overnight stay. It was during one of those visits that Lynn asked, "Honey, are you ready to get back in the dating scene?"

Victoria blushed at the idea, was silent for a few minutes. Victoria finally answered, "I'm not sure that I'm ready yet."

"Well darling, I think you are ready. I think it's time."

"A little part of me wonders if men will find me attractive."

"Of course they will, why wouldn't they?"

"I don't know." She paused a few minutes before adding, "I'm in my forties now and I haven't been on a date for a very long time. There's something else you need to understand, Before Gerald died, it had been months since we had sex."

"Well, first if all, that wasn't your fault." She continued, "Secondly, you're a beautiful woman. Men would be insane not to look your way."

"That's kind of you to say." She continued, "For a long time I blamed myself for the failures of my marriage."

"Oh, honey, that was all Gerald's. Surely you can see that now. Was your marriage always like that?"

"No, It was actually very good. The first few years were our happiest, we were always making love, we were crazy for each other. It was in later years when things changed."

"What happened?"

"Gerald became a different person. I think the pressure of having to borrow from my family to invest in the business with Alex was detrimental to our relationship. I guess he felt less of a man because of it. To make up for it, he became abusive and demanding."

"How so?"

"Little things at first, like my hair was too short or my cooking wasn't good enough. After that, he complained that the sex was too boring. It only got worst from there. He once told me I was a lousy lover, that I never wanted to try kinky things. Then he just stopped touching me and blamed me for it."

"I'm sorry you went through that honey."

Lynn gave her a hug when Victoria seemed to be on the verge of crying but Victoria fought back the tears.

"Thanks for listening, but thats quite enough of that."

Victoria regained her composure.

"So, to answer your question, I'm not ready yet." After a while she continued, "Can I tell you a secret?"

"Of course."

"Perhaps I shouldn't tell you this, but this was before you met Alex, so I think it will be alright to say it now."

"Go on."

"When I found out about Gerald's affair with Lorna, I contemplated approaching Alex about having our own fling."

"Victoria!" Lynn stifled a laugh, "I'm shocked that you didn't."

Both women broke out in laughter.

"Well, I think you should have. Revenge sex can be very therapeutic. Besides, Lex is very good in bed."

Lynn winked while Victoria blushed. Lynn then asked. "So, what do you do for gratification now that you're alone?"

This made Victoria blush even more. After a moment of reflection she answered, "Nothing."

"What? Nothing? You poor woman, we have to do something about that!"

"I'd love to, but I'm just not ready for another man."

"Who said anything about another man?" She elaborated, "Take it one step at a time. You can start with a vibrator, that'll remind you how much fun orgasms are."

"I don't know that I'd ever had one of those."

"All the more reasons to get you one then." She continued, "After we are done at the fitness center, we'll pop by a sex shop, I'll help you choose a good one."

"I don't know. Have you ever used a vibrator?"

"Yes I have and as a matter of fact, actually, I have a couple of them. Does that surprise you?"

"Well, yes. Being with Alex, I didn't think, you know, that you'd need one."

"Oh, hon, we women are complicated. As good as Lex is in bed, sometimes I need a little more."

Victoria was curious, so had to ask, "Does Alex know?"

"Of course. There are no secrets between us. Besides, sometimes we use it together. It adds a little spice." Lynn winked at her friend.

The next day as promised the two women walked into an upscale sex boutique after their session at the gym. They walked through a wide array of lingerie. Lynn pointing out the ones she thought would look great on Victoria, even suggested to try some on which Victoria simply refused. She showed Victoria some g-strings which brought a smile to Victoria.

"Those are cute, but who would I wear them for?" She asked.

"Wear them for yourself, they'll remind you of how feminine and sensuous you are."

After perusing the lingerie section, Lynn managed to convince Victoria to go see the different sex toys on display. Lynn boldly picked different phallus shaped toys explaining how each one could be used. Victoria politely listened and declined each one. Finally, Lynn picked up a small unobtrusive toy in the shape of a tube of lipstick.

"It's so small Lynn, how can it possibly bring pleasure?"

"There's only one way to find out." Lynn winked as she said it, went back to the lingerie section, picked up three g-strings in various colors, brought everything to a cashier, even picked up a pack of batteries. All items now in a small bag. She handed the bag to Victoria.

"My treat, promise me you'll wear them while using the little toy. Once you realize how much pleasure it brings, I promise, you'll come back for more."

It took a few days before Victoria opened the gift bag from her friend. One evening, as she got out of the shower, she decided to take the g-strings out but left the little vibrator alone. She wasn't ready for it yet.

The soft silky material felt good in her hands. She slipped one of the g-string on, it barely covered her pubic hair. She looked in the mirror, proud of herself for having lost a few pounds. Lynn was right, seeing herself wear the tiny garment did give her a sense of being feminine and sensuous. She pulled up the string a little tighter against her vagina, it felt good.

Thinking back of the question Lynn asked about her gratification, she hadn't been truthful, didn't want to admit that she masturbated. As for never having an orgasms, that part was true. No matter how much sex she and Gerald had, or how often she privately touched herself, she never did climax, worse yet she was convinced she never would.

She stood in front of the mirror, watched herself as she tugged the g-string firmly between her pussy lips. She used her fingers to spread her labia, she enjoyed the feeling and became aroused. She watched herself put one finger inside of the g-string, felt how wet she'd become.

She closed her eyes, imagined Gerald touching her. In spite of the ordeal he put her through, she still loved and missed him.

Victoria dug her fingers a little deeper, she was so wet, her fingers slid in and out easily. She pressed harder, found her clit. She recalled Lynn's words, "I think you should have, he's very good in bed." The face she imagined now belonged to Alex. She allowed her fantasy to run wild, picturing his fingers touching her pussy.

Thoughts of Lynn followed, she felt guilty fantasizing about another woman's lover.

As much pleasure as she was giving herself, her excitement plateaued, this was always how it ended.

Slightly frustrated, she stopped, laid down on the bed, looked at the bag containing the little sex toy. She made up her mind and reached into the bag, took the vibrator out, installed the batteries. She laid down again, turned the vibrator on and gently pressed the toy against her mons. She was surprised how quiet it was and how pleasant the sensation felt. Feeling pleased, she moved the vibrator across the entirety of her pussy, eventually finding her clit, the climb towards the elusive climax begining once again.

The vibration on her clit was so intense, her thoughts turned back to what Lynn had said,

"There are no secrets between us. Besides, sometimes we use it together."

She fantasized that Alex was holding the vibrator on her. Imagined it was Alex who was giving her the pleasure she was experiencing. She no longer felt guilty thinking of her friends this way, after all it was Lynn that put that idea into her head.

Victoria kept the vibrator directly on her clit, she felt the start of a stiring deep within her loin. She fantasized that Alex was kissing her. She felt a spasm in her pussy, a sensation she'd never experienced before. She continued massaging herself and within a few minutes felt a second spasm, then another. She clenched her legs as a fourth spasm made her moan.

As her spasms receded, Victoria turned off the vibrator, she remained lying down, enjoying the afterglow of her climax. Her thoughts turned to Lynn saying, "Once you realize how much pleasure it brings, I promise, you'll come back for more."

True to those words, that week, Victoria used the toy twice more with the same results. She now referred to the little vibrator as her little demon.

Finally having experienced a climax, she couldn't wait to tell Lynn all about it all. Of course she wouldn't dare share her fantasies about Alex with Lynn. That would remain her secret. Victoria didn't realize it then, but it wouldn't remain a secret for long.